my head constantly screams
it just screams
i can tell if its telling itself to be quiet
but i can never tell whats more important
the sudden thought of rape
the one of anxiety because of that one
the one of self harm because of the one before
the one of death because its easier then prior
the one of guilt for said thought
the one of self hatred for all of them
it screams so loudly while another scream is drowned out by the rest:
"shut up shut up shut up shut up"
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Feelings On Paper
Poetrypoems and feelings of a new chapter in the story we call life; welcome to a journey of emotions going into adulthood 2020-June2023
