Makenzie Parks
September 21, 2021
Kash House
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I laid across Kash bed as he rubbed my slowly growing belly. I couldn't stop smiling, we've been closer ever since he found I was pregnant. I'm so happy to have him in my life. This man is beautiful, inside and out, despite our past, I'm only focused on our future. I see us being one big happy family honestly.
"This ma' lil boy I can feel it." Kash grinned showing his golds. I let out a snicker before placing my hand on top of his. "Yur' think it's mines?"
"I don't know." I said truthfully, "But I pray it is yours."
If I'm being completely honest, I've been wanting a baby for Kash. I be jealous as fuck everytime a hoe pops up pregnant for him. Now I feel like it's my time, and I'm not ashamed of it. Everyone makes mistakes, but we're trying to be a family and that's all that matters to me.
"Why?" He asked looking up at me.
"Because I love you, and I feel like you're already establishing a connection. I feel more happy when I'm around you and I think it's the baby." I spoke and he smiled.
"A nigga really gon' have fo' kids." He chuckled, "Man this shit crazy though fo' real. But I feel it too ma, no cap."
I smiled as his phone began to ring. He reached over grabbing it before placing it to his ear.
"Yo?" His eyes widened, "Aight I'm on tha' way."
"Who is that?"
"Mya went into laba'." Kash stood up putting his shoes on. I sighed sitting up in the bed.
"Oh."
"Yur' upset ain't it? Don't be. I'll be back later." He grabbed his license and other ID.
I don't know why, but I just bursted out crying. Hormones maybe? But I just started sobbing out of nowhere.
"Kenz, don't cry." Kash wiped my tears placing his hand on my belly.
"I don't want you to go." I sniffled.
"I'ma be back later. Go home and check on yo' friends and shit. Yur' gon be okay, i'ma call yur' as soon as I leave okay?" He said making me nod.
"Love yur'." He pecked my lips before rushing out the front door.
I frustratedly stood up wiping the tears from my eyes. I'm upset, but then again I shouldn't be. I knew what I was getting myself into. He has three other baby mamas and if my baby is his I'll be the fourth. My heart belongs to Kash though, and his belongs to me.
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"Damn, it feel like I ain't seen you in forever." Dee laughed as I walked in the living room.
"Been busy." I mumbled sitting down feeling a little under the weather.
Mac looked at me, "You aight?"
I nodded.
"Did anyone buy me some pineapple juice?" I asked Mac and he shook his head.
"Nah, but it's some kool aid in the fridge."
"No, I need pineapple juice." I stood up placing my hand on my forehead. Every since I found out I was pregnant, that's the only thing I been able to drink. Anything else upsets my stomach and makes me vomit a lot. I had to learn the hard way.
"What's up with the pineapple juice?" Quez asked coming from the kitchen.
"I just like it." I lied stretching before sitting back down.
