HEART SERIES 2 - Karma Butterfly(Electric Hearts)✓[Completed]

17

What the f*ck!! I thought she wouldn't leave me! I thought she just said that because of anger but she's nowhere to be found!! Did she really left for that man? D*mn it!! How can she just leave like that?? Because it was your d*mn fault you dumbass!! You told her so many inappropriate things so of course she will really leave! She's no saint to forgive you always!! Now taste your own medicine! F*ck!

"Are the kids awake manang?" I asked as I got out of my empty room with no traces of Irish Fairah. Only some of her clothes that I bought was left because she brought every things that she has when we left Philippines.

"Yes sir pero ayaw po nilang lumabas ng kwarto para kumain. Kanina pa po namin pinipilit kaso ayaw talaga." Kumunot naman ang noo ko sa sinagot nito sa akin.

"Are they sick?" I worriedly asked and made my way to the kids room but I stopped midway when the househelp answered me.

"Hindi naman po sir..pero..kasi..hinahanap po nila si maam."

Oh d*mn!!

I closed my eyes tightly and then carresed my temple. What now Phinyx?? How can you explain to your son and daughter that their mother left because of you?? D*mn this temper! D*mn this jealousy of mine! Even my kids are affected on what I did! F*ck this life!!

Hindi paman ako nakakapagsalita ay galit na nilang sigaw ang bumungad sa akin pagkapasok ko sa kwarto nila.

"My momma left because of you Daddy!! I hate you!!"

They f*cking know everything!! They know what I did that is why they are mad at me!! F*ck!! I tried to explain what happened but they are just kids so of course they wont understand it! Now what again Phinyx? This your fault so face the consequences!!

I am mad at Irish Fairah for leaving but I am more mad at myself because I let her leave! I let her leave and I don't know if she will still come back to me or not! Maybe for the kids but not for me!!

"Whats happening to you bud? Halos gabi gabi ka nalang umiinom for this straight whole week! Ano ba talagang nangyayari? May problema ba kayo ni Irish? Are you still messing up your relationship with her?"

My bestfriend Lancer asked but I ignored him and just straightly drank a bottle of hard liquor. This is what I am doing for these past few days. Ang magpakalasing at magpakalango sa alak para pagdating sa bahay hindi ko siya maiisip but it's no use because every f*cking time ay pumapasok siya sa isip ko! D*mn it! I missed her so much! I missed her touch! I missed her smell! I missed everything about her but d*mn this pride of mine! Eventhough I already knew that she is in the Philippines ay wala akong ginawa para pabalikin siya dito at humingi ako ng tawad sa kanya!

I got another bottle to drink more pero pinigilan na ako ng kaibigan ko na agad ko namang ikinagalit.

"Leave me alone Lancer! Wag mo kong pakialaman sa gusto kong gawin!"

"What the hell bud?? Kung may problema kayo ng asawa mo hindi solusyon ang alak para don! Tigilan mo na yan at iuuwi na kita!"

Sigaw niya saka inilayo na ang mga alak sa akin at pilit akong pinatayo pero hindi ko siya hinayaan at inagaw muli ang isa pang bote at inubos ang laman non.

"I f*cking love my wife bud!"

Wala sa sarili kong sambit sa kaibigan.

"Oh? Anong bago don? Kaya ka nga tumigil sa mga flings mo kasi mahal mo ang asawa mo."

Yeah..he's right because the moment I saw Irish Fairah again after so many years..I've finally fell in love with her.

"Wait! Don't tell me your having an affair with another woman kahit kasal ka na?" He asked suspiciously after he realized something.