SCARS IN US

14. Divorce

She was furiously staring at me since I didn't bulged back like I used to in front of Jungkook. I would never do that when we were alone because absence of Jungkook was absence of weakness for me. Once I was me, I felt powerful and strong, enough to break anyone against me.

"Where is he?" I clenched my fists while she giggled in devilish manner. She said," He left for Paris the day after we had the sexual intercourse. He wanted to go away from you. I pity him. How he managed to cope up with a totally disgusting face like you? Yuck! I would have vomited if I was in his place. Thankfully he got me to fills his desires or he would have fainted after looking at your ugly face."

I scoffed in disbelief. " I am sure he you didn't let him be aware of the misfortune otherwise he would have came yo attend the funeral. He could not leave me alone, he gave me words to not disappoint my parents in us. He would have came."

Shecrossed her arms. Raising her eyebrows she poked her cheek with tongue. "Wake up! He hates you can't you see that. You are nothing to him but a deal just like any other he make on regular basis. Don't regard yourself as something important. Can't you see he trust me more than you? I have the keys to his cabin while you were almost dreaded to even knock."

Rolling my eyes I sarcastically said," Look who is talking. Remember Yubin you were the one who was thrown from Taehyung's life because you weren't worth of anything but hate. Selling body to take revenge only shows how low you threw yourself to get back on me. Are you that desperate that you take revenge? I pity you for sleeping with multiple men at once. Should I tell Jungkook that I saw you kissing my friend's brother? Should I tell him what you did to me? Should I tell him that he is nothing to you but a means to get back at me."

She gave me a challenging look then turned around to open his drawer. She took out some papers and turned around. Taking predatory steps without any fear while I stood sternly on my spot.

After standing in front of me she said, "You could tell him but you don't want him to get broken, do you? He loves me, I am his first love. One betrayal from me and he won't believe in love anymore. Do you think he would go back to you? No, he won't because a broken heart never beats again for someone else. He would only seek for body warmth by getting sexual with countless woman but he would never touch you. He might cum but would never cuddle you. You are a pathetic mistake that he wants to get rid of."

It was the bitter truth that would always be true no matter how many times I listened to it. I knew what she said was the absolute reality but whenever I hear it from a third person then it hurts more than ever.

She narrowed her eyes. "Yes, I don't love Jungkook. In present, Taehyung still loves you so I planned to ruin your wedded life by being in an affair with him. Jungkook thinks that I love him but he is just a means of revenge but I still enjoy spending my nights with him. He got body, money and he is way better than anyone, who ever touched me. He makes me wanna cum for him with pleasure that his body sends me. He is that good in bed but opps! You never had a chance to experience that, did you?" She chuckled and stepped back to watch my reaction.

I had a poker face on because I didn't wanted to show her how miserable I felt that moment. I was ashamed and embarrassed at the same time but falling in her trap wasn't my intentions at all.

"If you are done with your bullshit then I am going." I turned around to go but she started laughing. In a second I was spun back to face her when she called my name. She lifted those set of papers and said," I heard next week is your first anniversary. Don't you wanna see what he had prepared to gift you?"

"Why should I believe a liar like you?" I replied and she said," Because your destruction is my construction. Moreover, when his lawyer called him I picked his call. When I found about this it made my day."

Yubin threw the papers at my feet which seemed blurry but when a long strike of thunder occured I got the glimpse of the words written on it.

DIVORCE PAPERS

My knees got weak as I stumbled back. With wide eyes I couldn't believe my own sight. So, he was planning to gift me this. He wanted to divorce me. After everything I did for him, after tolerating every single thing he did to me... He was trying to get rid of... me? I didn't realised but involuntarily tears started falling down my cheeks. I was hurt, not by this girl but from Jungkook.

Was our fight that big to cancel this marriage? Was I really unworthy of him?

Kneeling down I took the pages in my hand and looked through it to check. They were legal and were real. No wonder she was that amused to see me breaking down at my worst. I, myself, wasn't expecting this.

I went through the papers preety quickly and discovered a few points that took me by surprise. It had a conditions that if I divorced him then I would have to disappear from his life and never meet again.

As my tears lost control I clutched the papers close to my heart and started crying irrespective of the amusement she got. I was vulnerable and broken. I wanted to scream, yell, anything but not a single word came out of my mouth. I was devastated in this very own misfortune.

She crouched down beside me like a devil on hunt and whispered,"He doesn't love you but your money. See it for yourself. Don't you know why he married you even though he was against it? Because I convinced him. I told him that he could still be in a relationship with me, keeping you as nothing but a broom in house. He used me to please himself while you rot within four walls, you know why? Because you have a scar. You are a scar to him."

I started sobbing because her words were affecting me. I wasn't able to deny them. How could I neglect that truth which was always there for me to watch? Always there to prove that whatever Yubin said was ultimately right.

She stood up, heels clicking around me. "Why don't you leave him? You are nothing but a burden in anyone's life. You don't deserve him, nor anyone beside you. You are destined to be alone just like that distant scar I gave you."

With wobbly legs I stood up. I didn't dared to answer back but I wasn't capable to hear more. I rushed out of the room with those papers. My phone was continuously ringing. Probably the conference had ended and everyone was looking for me. They must've been worried about my whereabouts but what was I supposed to tell them? I didn't wanted to tell them how he had planned to divorce me. Not when it was already a hard day for everyone.

First the funeral then the press conference and now this? It couldn't be worse. I switched off my phone because I didn't wanted to meet anyone or once they would find me this broken then they would try to know what happened with me.

Stains of dried tears were situated around my puffy eyes while I put on the sunglasses. Poor me that the rain was as heavy as ever that I was getting drenched under the rainfall even when I drove the car.

The rain was soaking my black clothes and filling the car while I drove nonstop, not even caring about how boldly the thunder strikes were covering the sky.

Driving back to Min mansion I dialled the number the Jeon's lawyer. He picked up in a minute before greeting me. I took a sharp breath and said," Did Jungkook really asked you to make divorce papers?" He remained silent that boiled my anger to another level.

"Tell me if he was the one who told you to do so?"

"Yes, Mrs. Jeon. Few days back he called me at night and asked to draft them. Today, I sent those papers to his office like he instructed."

"O-Okay. Thank you for being h-honest with me." I cut the call with my shuttering voice before throwing the sunglasses at the backseat.

I let the raindrops praise my face as they got blended with my warm tears. My empty heart ached while I craved for someone's embrace. I wanted this divorce to be a lie but unfortunately it was the truth that I couldn't handle.

I loved him but was it the payback to my indescribable care? Did a mere scar decided my fate? Did a scar defined my beauty instead of my heartbeat? All I wanted was his love which he never reciprocated, only cracked me more.

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