SCARS IN US

24. Villian

I was crying on the floor with the whole house wrecked up with shreds of woods,ceramic and glass. My blood was dripping down from my palm since a piece of glass was stuck in it. I didn't flinched but took it out like a piece of cake. It didn't hurt me since I was emotionally messed up.

I stood up with wobbly legs with the help of wall and climbed up the stairs. I went to her room, taking out our wedding photo frame. I kneeled down leaning against my back against the edge of mattress. I stared at the photograph until I felt a stream of warm tear rolling down my eyes.

"I saw it. I heard it. I witnessed every single damn thing Yubin did to me, to us, she broke us, Y/N."

I muffled my sobs when I again gulped the red alcohol. My heart was crying because I badly needed to hug Y/N. I wanted her beside me.

"Why are you crying, Jungkook?"

I jerked to my left with wide eyes. I gasped when I saw her cupping my cheeks. I involuntarily welcomed her touch and felt myself getting comfortable.

"Come back. Please Y/N, I can't live without you. I swear I would treat you better. I am ashamed of me. Hate me, slap me, kill me but stay with me. I.. I love you. I really love you Y/N. Not only because I discovered the truth but you are my first crush. You don't know but I had recused you from the factory, Y/N."

I lifted my wrist and showed her the bracelet. "Remember this. It's mine. You are also mine since the day I first met you. Yubin is not my first love, you are."

She wiped my tear and connected our foreheads. She whispered," You're just guilty, Jungkook. You don't love me. We are divorced and I am already happy to stay single. We are better off this way."

I clenched my fists and pulled away. "No, we aren't! No matter what I want you back. You still belong to me because I didn't signed the papers yet. You are my wife and I will go to any extent to keep you beside me." I aggressively held her jaw and pulled her closet to kiss her but as soon as I connected our lips she disappeared. I opened my eyes and constantly blinked.

I look behind where Y/N was sitting. I immediately turned around watching her smile like an angel. "I am your illusion. We can't be together unless you stress your mind to imagine me. I am far from you, safely protected by Yoongi. I want to move on Jungkook. Taehyung is taking good care of me. I want to give him a chance. I want to move on with him."

I instantly held her forearms. I rapidly shook my head from side to side. "No no no! You can't do that. What will happen to me? Everyone deserves a second chance. Give me a chance. I'll make it up to you."

She started fading as my grip was loosing. She removed my hands and mumbled," It's too late." She turned into dusted and got blown away with wind. I was trembling in panick.

I was totally drunk, having another hallucination. I picked up the photo frame and poured wine over it. I threw the bottle away and stared at the her smiling face.

"You can't forget me nor move on. I swear you will be mine again. I won't let anyone lay a single finger on you. I promise to myself to change everything and bring you back even if you refuse. You are mine, Y/N. You are fcking mine!"

I held the frame close to my chest and slinked on the floor. Her belongings held her strong smell and it truly soothed me. I curled up on the carpet and didn't realised when I drifted to slumber.

When teh sunlight flashed on my face I woke in a haze. I was pretty tired but somehow I managed to go in bathroom. I freshened up and came out of house.

After having breakfast in the nearby restaurant I drove my car to a familiar residence. I knocked on the door which opened after few minutes.

Yubin welcomed me in a lingerie with a glass of wine. When I sat on the couch she straddled towards me so seductively to tempt me but the heck I cared. I shifted away once she tried to sit on my lap.

She frowned and placed the glass on the table. She cupped my face which made me more mad at her. She dared to use her filthy hands to touch me. I yanked her hand and told her to sit. When she settled I stared at her with furious eyes and asked," Are you hiding something from me?"

She gasped and drastically placed he palm on her chest. "Oh my god, Jungkook! Are you doubting you? Boo, don't you know how much I love you? Why would I hide anything from you?"

" Exactly Hyun Yubin! Why would you lie? Don't you love me?" I sarcastically answered her. I saw her nose scrunching while her pupils dilated. "What do you mean by that?"

" I mean exactly what I said. Did you gave the divorce papers to Y/N?" She let out a nervous chuckle and said," Yeah, I did. Your lawyer told me to about you telling him to draft them."

"I didn't told you to give them to her."

"C'mon on, boo. Why would you make divorce papers if not for signing? We have already decided to marry, didn't we? Why let her be an obstacle in our relationship?"

I narrowed my eyes and stood up with clenched jaw. "She isn't an obstacle! You are! You can't hide it anymore. I know you don't like me but Taehyung and being in a relationship with me was just your plan B to get back on Y/N."

She stood up with her wide eyes which got replaced with a smirk when she said," So what you want me to do? Bravo, you hit the bingo but what would you do? She already left. I have succeed in destroying her. Wait! I didn't destroyed her but you did. She didn't have a damn about me but baby, you were that one dart that hit at the right place. You pierced her heart more than me. I may be the initiator but you proceed this game, Jungkook."

I stormed to her and grabbed her neck. Pushing her on the wall I said," You are a filthy woman. No wonder no one wants you. You are an absolute bitch!" She said," But you fell for this bitch. You should be ashamed of having an amour. Remember the nights when you choked me while thrusting, it is similar but now you know what's in my mind."

A lone tear fell from my eyes hat made me to throw her on the floor. She coughed while massaging her neck. She said,"Well, she had always hated me for what I did to her. No offense but you were the real villian in her life. By the way, I am not interested in boys like you who are unfaithful."

"Let's break up because I don't want to have a woman in my life whose lipstick color the dick of every man in the town."

I slammed the door and came to my car. I kicked the tire after running the fingers in my hair. Getting into my car I drove it away.

Swinging the door close I came inside the apartment and went to my room. Dropping down on the bed I stared at nowhere while tears fell from corner of my eyes. I was so lame to run after a feeling of love without realising that love wasn't attraction but honesty.

I badly wanted someone to embrace me and n matter what all I could think of was about Y/N. I wanted to hold her, cuddle her and kiss her but I destructed my own self. I can't live without her and I let her go at any cost.

I stripped myself and threw the clothes before entering into shower. Turning the facet on I decided to get rid of my stress. Now, all left was to bring Y/N back in my life. She might not come that easily but you said anything would be easy. Of course I had to make efforts in convincing her. If she would politely listen then it would be nice to us but if she'll refuse I won't have any other option but to captivate her under my guard. If not soft then be it hard way because I want her time. I know I can manipulate her but I need her time so that I can make her fall in love with me again.

Once she would be beside me, I'll ne assured that no one would snatch her away from me. I'll have plenty of time to convince her since she'll be with me.

I was just waiting for getting my hands laid on her location and she's caught but none of my men or hyungs had told me anything. The only option I had was to go in lion's den.

I smirked like a psychopath and mumbled,"Looks like we'll meet soon, dear brother in law..."