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28. First

JUNGKOOK'S POV

There could not be anything better than hearing her moaning because of me. I didn't noticed before but her high pitched voice was angelic, so melodic that it made me more aroused. Looks like I had discovered my new favorite thing.

It was an undescribable feeling of her being under me. I leaned closer balancing my weight on my arms before snuggling in the crook of her neck. Her body was getting hot so was mine when I inched towards her ear and nibbled her earlobe. Her body tensed up when a groan escaped from my lips after the accidental contact of our genital. I hated forcing her but truthfully, I liked being close to her, someone who I loved and still did.

I again kissed her passionately, so deep in love that I lost myself. I didn't had hope of her responding to me but when I made the synchronisation more slow and sensual, my teasing got the best of her. She didn't moved her lips at all but before I could pull back from her lips tugged mine lower lobe. My eyes widened when she took them in and started rhythmically brushing hers against my lips.

At this point I was in an euphoric sensation. It made me well up in happiness. Was it a cue of her forgetting me or we were too lost in the maze of pleasure to get a hold of our senses? I wasn't considerate of it because whatever we were doing now was supposed to be cherished. I wanted to remember this night of getting close to each other in every possible way.

I wanted to feel it, enjoy it with no regrets.

MATURE CONTENT

Her head sank in the pillow with ecstatic feeling when I penetrated her inch by inch. Y/N's eyes rolled back with parted lips that looked kissable along the neck glistening with the sweat of desire.

It was a bit painful as her first time was marked through the tearing of hymen. Tears brimmed at the corner of her eyes which made me soften. I untied her wrists.

She immediately digged her nails in my shoulders to get support. My blood oozed but I didn't minded it doing with her because being her first was like a reward. Sealing her lips I tended to soothe her pain which helped to reduce the pain. Her hands roamed in my hair and that comfort sent me to cloud 9.

Soon the pain was replaced with indescribable pleasure. Her moans started getting the best of her with my pace getting faster. I brought her hands over my abs and let them roam against my torso. It gave me butterflies felling her touching me at places where I never felt good before.

Even if I slept with my ex but it was always me pleasing her, not vice-versa but here, her soft hands worked like a pro. I stared back into her eyes. Those eyes which made me skip heartbeats for being in love with the correct person.

She was the right person who entred my life at wrong time but I was willing to fight against the time to hold her close.

Pounding at a certain spot again and again to heard her moans on repeat. Definitely her g-spot. She melted in my arms like butter, a terracotta art for me to make. She wrapped her hands around my neck when I leaned closer to her ear. I loved to tease her with my groans.

We both wanted more closeness, friction against the skin that erupted sinful sounds of us in the room along with skin slapping.

I was getting fast. She was getting high. We both were at the stage of the orgasm. Hers first. Mines best. Through the rounds in the house I had glimpsed at the calendar, acknowledging that her period ended two days back which meant it was the right time for safe sex. When she released her knot I ejaculated inside her before pulling out.

I was exhausted and breathing heavily when plopped beside her. Intertwining the fingers I kissed her knuckles while she was in her refractory period, so pulling her close I cuddled her. She back rested against my bare chest with my hand around her waist. Putting her head on my arm I whispered," I'm sorry. I had to tie you up for punishment but trust me after a while I felt so good that I wanted to do more until I finally saw how much tired you were."

She didn't said anything but quietly listened to everything I spoke. A heard a sniff and realised she was sobbing. My eyes widened when she said," I hate you but still love you. Why is it too hard to hate you? You are a terrible past to me, why are you even back? To ruin my present or future? You disgust me but I can't believe my heart betrayed me for someone like you." She started crying but I didn't wanted her to get reminded of her tears after her first intercourse so I cupped her face before slamming my lips on her. After a minute or two I pulled out and kissed away her tears.

"You know I still want to continue but can't. Not after you almost fainted. I would've never tied you on the first place if you didn't argued to leave. I knew after this much sex you wouldn't be able to walk so it's okay if I free you now because you will still not be able to run away. Remember Y/N you are mine. Not because I say so but your heart still yearn for me, just like mine for you. I want you, you want me."

"Are we just two fools falling in the trap of our own deeds? Is it too hard to part before it's too late?" Her glossy eyes stared into my soul as I didn't had an answer to give. All I wanted to be was the reason of her happiness but the gloominess in her eyes drowned me into a whirlpool of restlessness.

She broke down in my arms so I immediately pulled her in my embrace and rubbed her back to soothe her but the thing she spoke next broke my heart.

"Let's forget it ever happened between us. From tomorrow we would go to same we were before entering this room, no touching. I agree to stay with you but never expect me to act like your wife. Just two humans staying under the same roof until eomma gets fully recovered." I hummed in response though I knew it was not the primary aim for which I came here. I wanted her back but I have already made her cry because of me. I can't afford to see her sobbing because of me anymore.

I snuggled her close to my heart because I didn't wanted her to show tears. I was pathetic enough to agree while I knew I would desire much more from her, more than a wife. I wanted to be the reason of her smile, not tears.

After few minutes I found her sleeping in my arms. Her scent her more of a vanilla, skin so soft that I fondled her curves to comfort her. This night may erupt wildlife in our upcoming future but right now it felt like being in a filed of dandelion, wishing on everyone that you would be mine.

Covering us with the cover I also drifted to slumber, wishing that this night would never end. If not then bring a day full of hope.

The next morning I woke up with no one beside me. Like I thought things went down the hill, again.

When I came down she was washing the crockery but there was already served plate with breakfast. I smiled ear to ear, remembering how she used to do this for me. Things were finally getting back at place but this time I would make sure that the cycle of horrific events won't repeat itself.

Munching on the bite I grinned watching her. If there was a chance of fixing everything then I would give my all to restore it. Only way I could fix things was with a tool called love.

She walked past me bit I called her. Standing in front of me she had a pokar face when I said," We are going back today. You should pack our bags."

Rolling her eyes she said," I already did it in morning. What could I even expect from you? I knew you would say something like that. Returning to Seoul, to that same boring life enclosed in that damn apartment."

She fumed in annoyance but I didn't got furious, in fact I found cute. Her scrunched nose and pouty lips made me wanna kiss her but touching her wasn't allowed after last night.

I smiled internally because nothing was destined to remain same. There would not a second I would let her feel low. I think I am falling in love with my own wife.

[A/N]
Presence or absence of hymen is not a reliable indicator of virginity. It could also be broken by sudden fall or jolt, etc.
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