Blood Bond | CYJ FF

Remember Nabi

Yeonjun's pov

"take me then" she says

"What?" My heart stopped when she asked this.

"Let's find out what I can remember about my past" she said.

"Nabi are you sure this is a good idea?" I asked.

"Why wouldn't it be?" She asks back.

"Maybe there's a real reason you arent supposed to go there maybe it was too traumatizing for you and gave you panic attacks. Maybe there are things that happened in that place that is too much for you to handle" I said.

"Your right I didn't even think about it like that" she said leaving the room.

It's more than clear she's upset but I can't let her break the lock I had placed on her memories many years ago. I need her to trust me if I want my blood bond to be complete with her. I get that she's very confused and that bothers her but really am I so wrong for wanting to protect her from the sad truth that I killed my bonds family.

I closed the book and pushed it aside. After having given her some time or more like 8 hours, I went to check on her.

"Nabi" I say.

"What?"

She's still upset?

"I'm sorry for what I've said before" I say.

"Yeah sure whatever" she mumbles.

"Are you really still mad at me?" I asked.

"No I'm mad at myself for not remembering" she said. Which canceled out the no because I'm the reason Nabi I'm the reason you can't remember anything.

"Come" I said taking her small cold hands in mine.

"Where are we going?" She asked.

"To the lake" I smiled.

"What about Soobin?" She asks.

"Not here so he'll never know" I said.

We left and I had informed Jake that we'll only be gone for a little while but to keep the seal up. I for one can see the house even outside of the barrier because they are allowing me to. As for my parents they won't be able to which means they are never gonna be able to come home if they cant see it and gaurdians can hide their scent from wolves and heartbeat from vampires.

In this moment, I'll admit I was very scared but only because if the wrong memory slips out of the memory lock, it would come undone and release them all.

I'm not sure if she can handle something like that. Taking this risk means a lot but she was right. Soobin may have wanted to protect her from what I did but I believe she deserves to know. Even if in the end she hates me and wants to kill me I'm fine with that.

Back than he told me something and spoke the honest truth. I did have a choice but I was too stupid to choose the right one. I made a horrible mistake and now she's paying the price for it. How is that even fair? I owe her this chance to get some answers.

She seemed to grow happy as the lake eventually came into view and too tell you the truth I missed that smile so much.

"So we're here now what?" I asked.

"I'm not sure? What did we ever do here when we were younger?" I asked.

I smiled and remembered the time Sunghoon pushed Soobin and I into the lake. She would always go after us but couldn't pick one. She always had to save us both.

For the longest he tried proving that she isn't my blood bond. That she would feel it too and choose me over anyone but I can feel her. Like I am right now.