Blood Bond | CYJ FF

Yeonjun's memories pt.2

"I thought we discussed this already"

"What's the point I took her memories like you asked now I can't even attend school" I whispered

"You can attend school just not this school. Find another one move away leave but you stay the hell away from her"

"She's not your property Soba"

"DON'T CALL ME THAT!"

"Please Soobin stop he's done nothing wrong"

"Nabi get to class"

"But...."

"I SAID GET TO CLASS NABI!"

She grabs her bag and walks off turning to look back at any chance she got.

"Keep at it and one day she's going to hate you"

"Better than her being with you a killer that took her family away"

He pushed off of me before heading to class as well. Eventually days grew longer colder and darker.  It's been a year and half now winter will soon take over again.

Things at home never changed. My parents still look at me with disgust in their eyes. They have these negative plans for me. Thing is I've spoken to them and shown them how much stronger than them I really am. Sunghoon had to rip me apart from my mother and that's when he decided he wanted nothing to do with us.

I pushed my own cousin away when I attacked mom. She was upset with me for not taking another girls life last night and every time this happens I lose control.

I feel in those moments the same fear I felt the night I had to kill Nabi. That fear forces and drives my transition and whats worse is I can now tell she feels what I feel because every time I get angry I hear her laughs and feel her heart beat. She's calming me down more and more but what if that's not enough.

"If you don't learn control over you aggressive state you're going to serious hurt someone and maybe even kill them. I know she's taming you now I can see that but don't you think they'll  figure it out eventually. Learn to tame yourself before she gets the chance too. If they find out they're going to kill her and to make matters worse they'll force you to watch it happen. They want to destroy any form of humanity left in you they want you to become a vicious killer like them because they plan to over throw the leadership of the supernatural realm. They want you to be it's king" he said.

"Even if they tried mom and dad aren't  strong enough for that"

"You think these photos of you, their only son, mean anything. They don't  look at you as a son they see you as a creation that'll answer to their darkest  desires"

"She's dead"

"No"

"NABI'S DEAD AND THAT'S MY FAULT"

"I'll return with my own after the winter solstice you have until than to tame yourself or I'll have to force my hand"

Sunghoon never understood  Nabi and though he befriended her, he's always hated her deep down inside. She turns off my vicious instincts like a switch when she's around me. He thinks she's  the reason I can't complete our bond he believes she's the reason I hold on to my human life. He knows that as someone born as dead being I have the loudest heartbeat when my blood bond is peacefully living. He hates this because he was forced to watch his blood bond die. Both her and Nabi tumbled at the hill we always used to meet at before heading to the lake. He blames Nabi for it. He knows what it means to lose your blood bond but hates how mine makes me feel. He hates Nabi because she got to live and his bond died.

What I could never do is harm her. I tried to that night but my body protested my actions and took over.

I fought the urge to drain her body of blood and instead I saved her from myself that night.

I can't let that happen again never again she's my bond and I will protect her with my life. From the hunters from my parents from Soobin. Even if it means I'd sever the bond by dying.