Part 18- recovery

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You blacked out

You were just falling

You could hear the screams of your friends and family

You were unconscious but could still hear and feel everything

You could feel the wind blowing through your thick y/h/c hair

All of a sudden you felt a tight sticky web grab your chest then you could feel two metal arms wrap around around your waist, the next thing you could remember was waking up in the medical room in the compound
"Doll, your awake" he rushed over and hugged you
"How are you feeling y/n" banner said shining a light in your eyes
"Great actually, just tired" you replied "how long was I out for?" You asked
"Three days" dad answered

-three days before-

*bucky pov

I watched as y/n collapsed as her legs gave way, I don't think she meant to it just happened, we all screamed and yelled her name and Peter and Tony jumped into action peter grabbing her with his webs and Tony getting her back up to the roof, even though it felt like an eternity waiting to see Tony carrying her back up, it all happened very fast, about 30 seconds of anticipation waiting to see if Tony caught her
To say I was relieved when I saw her unscathed in Tony's arms, is an understatement,
Whilst all this was happening Bruce had grabbed a gurney and Tony placed you on it, we all surrounded her as Bruce brought her down to the lab and started to run tests
"She's safe with me all you can do is wait" he said
We all went to the lounge and waited for an update
Steve and I just paced back and forth thinking the worst the whole time
"Steve, Buck, she's alive, Tony and Peter caught her without a scratch that's what matters most, she's alive" Nat said trying to reassure them, it worked a little bit it didn't stop the pacing

-about half and hour later-
We all watched as Bruce came in with his eye glasses in his hand
"Is she ok?" Steve jumped up and almost ran over to him
"I have good news and some bad news, what do you want first" he said trying to be gentle as possible knowing how vulnerable everyone was feeling
"Good news, first please" everyone responded almost in unison
"Ok, well, she's alive no physical injuries, we just need to wait for her to wake up, that could take from a few hours to a few weeks, we just have to wait," everyone looked very relieved
"And the bad news" sam asked
"The bad news is, I think in the end She didn't want to jump and it wasn't on purpose, but instead,she collapsed. Whilst I was testing I found out she is extremely malnourished, from what I have found out it looks as though she hasn't eaten in weeks" he explained, i could see and feel everyone's mood change, we all felt terrible for her
"I feel so stupid, how did we not notice, Steve, we're her dads her parents, the people who are supposed to watch over her, and we didn't even notice the beginning of an eating disorder" I fell to my knees "so when can we see her" Bruce nodded
"Now, If you want, but I have put in an eating tube until she wakes up, then after that we will have to stay with her whilst she eats and someone has to watch her for at least an hour afterwards to make sure she doesn't throw it up" he explained, he walked out, me and Steve followed him, she was hooked up to loads of machines but we didn't care I grabbed a chair for me and Steve and put one on the left and one on the right of her we both grabbed a hand and Bruce left us to it.

-present day-
*Your pov

You slowly opened your eyes "doll, your awake, I'll get Bruce" he went out of the room and almost instantly came back in
"Hey y/n how are you feeling" he asked shining a light in your eyes,
"Okay, just tired" you responded, you lifted your hand up and felt an eating tube in your nose "what's this for" you asked
"We read the messages, sweetheart, and Bruce found out you hadn't eaten in weeks, that's why you collapsed" you started to cry
"I'm sorry" you said through tears and sniffles, at this point everyone heard the commotion and had Come into the medical room you were in, they all looked at you confused,
"Why are you sorry, y/n?" papa asked, you looked at him, then at the team
"I should of told you, I should of told all of you, you guys are the most supportive and welcoming family I could of ever asked for, and if I had told you about the messages, Tony, you and Bruce would of tried to find who sent them, and then dad, you would of gone and killed them, I don't necessarily think they deserve to die but" you laughed "but instead I let those messages take over me and consume me into a dark hole that led to why I'm in here" this has made the team tear up
"Well it's never too late to kill them" Nat said "they crossed the line, drove you to insanity, they don't deserve the air they breathe" everyone apart from you agreed
"Does the phone still work though? Y/n threw it pretty hard" sam asked
"Yes it does, me and Bruce have already found out who did it" Tony said
"Wait a damn second, there is no need to stoop to there level, yes, they have bullied me and caused another fucking relapse in my mental health, But they don't need to die, I would rather see them suffer, like lock them up or threaten them, killing them is a last resort, it's just a way of getting out of what they have done" you vented
"If that's what you want, sweetheart, that is what will happen, Tony will tell us the location, we all suit up, and go and scare them" he explained
"I was hoping we could kill them" sam said
"SAM!" You said with stern tone, you looked at dad and he slapped him around the head for you
"Am I allowed to come?" You asked Bruce
"I've been feeding you on a tube for the whole time you were out, but it normally takes a few weeks to stop being malnourished, so we have two options, you sit out on this or we wait until your better, in my opinion we wait because the extra super soldier and fire powers could really help with the threatening" he chuckled
"So papa, your the boss, and my dad, can I come? Please" you begged
"I think you could really help with scaring them" he responded
"So that's a yes?" You asked, he nodded, it was a really small mission but it was still exciting, Nat and Wanda squealed in excitement for you "so Tony where did the messages come from?" You asked He pulled up a map
"It looks like they came from, an abandoned warehouse in Maine" he said
"How did they get my number then? It's a good 9hrs in the car from here to Maine" you asked
"I've got to be honest I'm not actually sure, there is multiple reasons"

You spent the next two weeks recovering banner took the feeding tube out and you were starting to eat again, you were introducing a scare food every few days, but there were some food you said were safe foods that you didn't have a problem eating, so you ate y/f/f nearly every day but you never got bored of it, you started training again once Bruce gave you the all clear and was nearly ready to scare off the messenger

-present day-

It was about 11am and Steve had decided that we were to fly to Maine tomorrow so the team got in some extra training, you were more nervous than you thought  so you were running as fast as you could on the treadmill (about 25 mph)
"You nervous y/n/n? You only run this fast when you need to let of steam" Nat asked you gradually slowed down the speed and came to a stop, out of breath you said
"It's a tiny mission I don't get why I'm so nervous, it's not like I will need to fight anyone" you said
"About that" papa butted in
"I have been doing some research about this warehouse and it turns out it's an abandoned hydra base, it's the one your parents worked at, when they moved from Russia" Tony said gently, knowing how you feel about your parents "we don't know if anyone else apart from the messenger is there, but you should be fine if you light your whole body on fire, you're practically indestructible" all of a sudden you got more nervous than ever before but kept calm
"And you decided to tell me the day before we are supposed to go?!" You shouted

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