Chapter 51

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It was time to get ready for the show so I had to go backstage. "Y/n! Merry Christmas!" Ymir said. I hugged her while smiling.

"Did you get knew shoes?" She asked. I nodded. "They'll get better after I stretch and practice in it for a little bit" I signed.

"Come on guys! time to stretch how starts in 2 hours and 30 minutes!" Carole called us over. Ana stared at me but this time she looked kind of sad.

"Are you okay Y/n?" Miriam asked. I nodded while smiling. I started stretching and eventually Ms. Carole gave us snacks.

"Are you nervous?" Noah asked. I nodded. "Well there's no need to be because we practiced all of December up until now! and everyone knows you're gonna do great too" He said.

I took out my notebook. "Are you nervous?" I wrote. "Well my whole family is watching me so yeah! but luckily they aren't strict so if I mess up they'll still be happy" Noah said.

"Yeah luckily it's the same for me!" I wrote. "Come on guys start changing it's time to get serious!" Carole said.

A lady working back stage took me to the changing rooms. "Here! change quickly and immediately get back to practice okay" She said while handing me the clothes.

I nodded and went to change then went back. 'I'm literally the first person back😒' I thought. I just continued drinking until one other person came back.

"There's food?" Kara said in confusion. "We're you on your phone the whole time?" Dina asked. "No everyone get theirs taken away remember no phone 30 minutes before the show we get it after" Kara said.

"And you? did you get your phone taken?" I signed. "Not my back up phone!" Kara said while holding it up.

"Kara, phone" Carole said while holding her hand out. Kara sadly handed her the phone to her. "Always on her phone" Carole said while shaking her head.

After the show finished I couldn't even leave backstage because Ymir, Miriam, Kara, and Raya wouldn't let me leave.

"Go talk to him now!" Ymir said. "But my family and friends are waiting" I signed. "Forget family!" Raya said.

"Go he's literally waiting for you!" Miriam said. "Okay only because he's waiting" I wrote. I went over to the stage and looked to see Noah was sitting there.

'Oh well I guess they weren't joking...' I thought. I sat down next to him and narrowed my eyes at Ymir who was watching.

"So Y/n can I have your snapchat?" I asked. I nodded and took his phone then put in my username on his phone then added him then accepted on my phone.

"You did really good tonight so I hope to see you soon..." Noah said before walking away. 'That was it?' I thought.

"What happened!?" Miriam asked. "He asked for my snapchat and I gave it to him" I wrote while raising my eyebrow.

They all got so excited for no reason but then Ana walked up to me. "Can I um talk to Y/n alone?" Ana asked.

They all looked at me and I nodded. "I want to say that I'm sorry" Ana said. I blinked eyes wide. "Um for a long time since I was 3 my parents always wanted me to be perfect so I was taught I had to do everything to be perfect... and when I wasn't perfect enough I was punished but even though I knew it was wrong I was so upset that everyone else didn't have to do what I did that I took my anger out on others.... you included... I'm sorry I'm not looking for pity I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry for hurting you" She said while frowning.

"But then what about Noah?" I wrote. "I don't like him I just act like I do because everyone else likes him..." Ana said.

"Ana I don't hate you... if you need help you can talk to me" I wrote while smiling. "Thank you" She said while smiling.

After Ana left Ymir and the others came back. "What happened?" Dina asked. "Nothing much she just apologized but I have to go to my family because I know they've been waiting for me" I wrote.

I went to my family and they were all happy and congratulated me. 'I got lucky I was so nervous' I thought while smiling.

"Are you hungry?" Grandma Mae asked. I nodded. "Well the turkey isn't finished so we're going out to eat" She said.

'Ooh we should go to McDonanlds' I thought. "We're not gonna go t McDonanlds by the way" Grandma Mae said.

'How'd she know what I was thinking!?' I thought.

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