"There's a little scar.." After some short minutes, Taehyung then said while slowly putting the tip of his index finger on Jungkook's left cheek.
After saying that, the pretty male looked at the other's eyes.
He felt like Jungkook's eyes are strange today. It made him want to lower his eyes from him, but.. he didn't. He held his gaze with difficulty.
"It's from a small injury that happened in my childhood..." Jungkook said to Taehyung as a whisper.
The pretty male couldn't tell whether it was because they were sitting so close to each other or because their eyes were glued to each other, but he visibly trembled at the voice that Jungkook used. He didn't remember if Jungkook had talked to him using such a tone before, nonetheless he guessed that this must be the first time.
But this time, Taehyung lowered his eyes.
They both sat in silence for a couple of seconds from then on. The older male's eyes were looking directly at the other, who was still looking at his lap.
"Jungkook.." But after a long period, Taehyung then decided to speak.
"Back then.. I felt like my life is useless.." The pretty male began, in a somewhat wavering voice.
"I know.. you might be thinking that.. is that even a big deal to live separately from the person you're wedded to. But.. to me.. it was difficult.." He went on slowly.
"I didn't have any romantic relationship before marrying him.. therefore, I didn't have any experiences. Mama was away.. Papa was away..! At first, I couldn't even understand that he doesn't care about me.. I thought it was his personality. I thought.. he was a cold person in nature.. I even tried to adjust.. " Taehyung opened up cautiously.
"Nobody understood how I felt. I felt.. so alone.." He then said.
"Jungkook.. I.." The pretty male started again, moving his eyes from his lap to look at the distance. "I was suffering.. I felt like I was robbed. I.. felt humiliated.." He said again and averted his eyes for the second time.
Since there was nobody around, the whole area was silent. And in that silence, Taehyung's words felt like sharp arrows on Jungkook's chest.
But.. he listened, wanting to know everything that the other has to say."I felt humiliated, knowing my husband has another affairs. I thought I'm not good enough... I was ashamed and.. didn't know how I should face the world anymore.." The pretty male continued.
"He didn't want me... but.. he didn't want to let me go either! He was.. very rude. Insulted me so many times.." He then gulped down thickly.
"One day.. as I felt like I can't take it anymore.. I came back home.. But.. even after coming back, there was no energy left in me.."
Taehyung went silent after that. Nobody spoke, they just sat there quietly, making a long silence to build until Taehyung decided to talk again.
"The only reason that I lived for was him.." He then said and pointed his sleeping babyboy by his head.
"Jungkook.." He addressed the other again.
"The Taehyung.. who once had no reason to live except his baby... that Taehyung is... dreaming about his life now.." This time he said as if he was about to cry.
"Now I have something that I want to focus for.. to care for. Now.. I feel happy.." The pretty male sniffed.
"All because of a person.." He then said and slowly put his palm on Jungkook's knee.
The older male felt like he suddenly became voiceless. Up until now, he couldn't utter a single word. All the while, it was Taehyung who spoke.
"Jungkook.." Taking a look at his baby, who was sound asleep on the other's lap, Taehyung whispered once more.
"Aren't you going to ask who that person is..?" Fighting all the insecurities that were telling him to stop, the pretty male asked somewhat worryingly.
"I.. already know young master.." But, instead of bothering to ask who the person is, Jungkook then said, as he finally found his voice after some couple of seconds.
"What.. do you know?" Taehyung took a deep breath in.
"I know that.. I became very special to someone's heart.. But.. that someone doesn't know, he is also very special to me. Actually, to me.. he is the most special person.." The older male replied without moving his eyes away from the other's, even for a second.
"J-Jungkook.." The pretty male felt like his heart stopped beating.
"Young master.. I love you.." Jungkook couldn't wait even though he previously wanted to let the pretty male speak. Therefore he just blurted it out, noticing how the other's eyes became teary in no time.
Taehyung could not believe what he just heard. Jungkook loves him? Did he hear correctly? Thinking like that, he froze making his eyes wide. But soon after, he hugged the other as tight as he could with a loud sob, without even thinking twice .
Tears that had been trapped in his chest for years, broke down from the bottom of his heart and flowed from his eyes as he tightened the hug.
"I l-love you.." He then slowly whispered back through his sobs, hiding his face in the crook of the other's neck.
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This part was supposed to be in the previous chapter, but every time I tried to write this part.. I felt like I keep messing up. Since I promised to update.. then I decided to update at least a part that I felt a bit okay.. 🤭
By the way, who knows what these
are? I think many of you know!Stay patient till i update again okay..! ( I think you got what i meant by that...) 🙃
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Make You Feel My Love (Taekook)
FanfictionJungkook is a single man who's trying to make Taehyung feel his love. Taehyung is an innocent, but a broken single parent who has escaped from his messed up marriage life and has no intention to give a chance to anyone to come into his life again. ...