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I closed the door silently behind me, feeling like I had no more emotion left in me, but there was only physical pain.

"Hey," my mother noticed my presence as she came out from the kitchen.

"You're here early, I didn't even finish making dinner, honey," she said, getting closer to me and she saw the expression on my face.

"Harry's leaving in the morning," I said, but I didn't know if my mom caught my words as I could barely whisper, but once my mom opened up her arms, I knew she heard me.

Tears steamed down my face like waterfalls as I engulfed my mom into my hug. I let out a crying scream almost sounding like the baby doll, but then I gasped just letting out whines from my cry.

My mother rubbed my back as she rocked us side to side like Harry did with me.

"It's gonna be alright," she said comforting words into my ear, as she kept rubbing my back constantly.

"When'd you hear, honey?" my mom asked, pulling away from me and locking her hands to the sides of both of my arms.

"In the morning...h-he...said he had to go...see family," I sobbed, trying to suck up the cry, but it wasn't helping and my mother brought me into another intimate hug, rocking us side to side.

"You must've been emotionless all day, huh?" she asked, and I nodded my head, knowing she been through this.

"Is there another reason you're crying, hun?" she asked, pulling away and staring her big brown eyes to mine.

"Did he have sex with you then tell you he was leaving the next day?" my mother as and I laughed at her crazy mind then I shook my head, wiping away my tears.

"No, I'm still a virgin, Mom," I said, rubbing away at my eyes and she let out a breath of relief.

"Oh, okay," she said, and I laughed at her still.

"Thank you, Mom," I thanked her and she nodded with a smile.

"Anytime, sweetheart," she said, as she kissed me on my cheek then lead me to the dining table.

"Now, what college is he going to?" she asked, as she I sat down at the table and my mother quickly went for the fridge.

"He's going to the UK, then he comes back here to go to David High London," I explained to her, and she scrunched up her face as if she knew something, grabbing a tub of my favorite ice cream from the fridge.

"Wait, you said what now?" she asked me the name again, and I let out a huff.

"David High London," I said the college again, and her brown eyes widened as she looked at me with her mouth shaped to an 'o'.

"Honey," my mother hyped up, dropping the tub of ice cream onto the counter then moving to me.

"I applied you to DHL," she said and I gave a confused look.

"David High London and they accepted you," she said with excitement and my heart became a full piece of music again.

"You only have two more days to accept to go there," my mother squeaked and a symphony came to my ears. I was going to college with Harry.

My mother pulled me up out of my seat then started dancing, making me dance along with her without music, but I twirled around and mixed up my hips to an unknown beat. However, it was the beat of love in my heart for me.

"I'll call then today, sweetie," she said, and I smiled big for her, as I took off to my room, humming an unfamiliar melody, but I knew in my heart that I was in love.

*
I awoke from my sleep at the feeling of someone wrapping their arms around me and I panicked only a bit as I looked down towards the familiar hand in the moonlight, then I turned around to face those green eyes gazing into mine.

"I wanted to say one last goodbye, Princess," Harry said, and I hugged him immediately after baring with so much pain, but I finally found out that I was going to his college after all. I wanted to make it a surprise.

"How'd you get in?" I asked him, as I pushed my fingers through his curls and savoured the feeling of him in my arms like this.

"Your mother let me in...she knew how you were dealing with the situation, love," he said into my hair and I looped one of his curls around my finger, feeling the softness of it to my skin.

"She didn't tell you did she?" I almost jumped at what he was telling me and he tensed up only a bit.

"What?" he asked as I kept holding him as he kept his arms wrapped tightly around my waist as he felt on my hair.

"That uhm," I tried to figure out how to hide the good news.

"She will personally miss you herself and I just find it kind of embarrassing," I lied and he gave out a deep chuckle.

"Well, no, she didn't," Harry chuckled and I let out a silent breath as I pulled away from him and just stared into his eyes.

"Remember Harry that you're a good person and none of this happening to us is our fault," I spoke up and a light I've never seen before came to his eyes, as he smiled.

"I love you, Selena," Harry said, pulling me into a hug again, but it was more of a cuddle as I lightly kissed his lips then snuggled into his chest as he put his arm around me.

"I love you," I whispered, feeling the tiredness coming back to me as I closed my eyes.

"Do you remember the time you told me you use to be in a band?" I asked as I kept my eyes closed and I placed my hand to Harry's chest.

"Yes, White Eskimo," Harry chuckled and I looked up to see him, looking towards the ceiling.

"Look at me," I instructed him and his eyes focused on me, making me smile.

"Can you sing to me?" I asked him and he smiled to me.

"You're breathtaking, Sel," he said, as I snuggled into him more and closed my eyes, hinting him to sing while I pushed my leg between his legs, as he moved his leg over mine to interlace us more.

"Mm, what could I sing?" I heard him speak as I relaxed in his comfort, but I felt Harry take my hand from his chest and interlaced our fingers instead.

I felt the bed bounce a bit and a warm feeling came to my body as I almost smiled as Harry ran his touch along my cheek and then I felt him keep combing his fingers through my hair.

He started to sing a song that wasn't quite familiar, but it was a song of feelings, of being with someone and only that person. Positive feelings and love all mixed together. Just loving someone no matter what.

Harry's voice took me away as the sound was soothing. He sounded perfect as he sang to me and I couldn't believe he hadn't sung like this around me before. It was unbelievable. It sounded rough, but soothing, a captivating sound to the ears, that anyone would become attracted to.

Harry had a gift.

Then, I went into a deep dark, but peaceful sleep.

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