Love Song

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My birthday was coming back quickly again and I was surprised since it felt like I had just turned 19, but Harry was 20 and I was gonna be 20 soon.

He's been spending a lot more time with me, and that means before class starts in the morning and exactly after all the classes, but today he said he had to study so I was just taking a walk around outside with Jessica.

"I just don't feel right about him, Sel," she went out as her nose peaked out before her hair and I smiled, shaking my head as she tried to talk me out of staying with Harry.

"What's not right?" I asked her and looked at her face to see if I could read her.

"Well for one, you know how green eyes are known to be evil in cartoons?" Jessica hyped up and I laughed at her.

"Yes, and also red, and yellow," I told her and she gave me a confused face.

"Really? There's yellow...oh, wait," Jessy paused to think about and she finally nodded her head.

"Yes, I could see where you got that from, but that's not my point," she was still so fret up about this as the breeze of summer blew a strand of her straight hair into her face like a feather, but Jessy pulled it back.

"I feel something bad coming and I want you to be careful," Jessica said, as it almost look like her brown eyes were growing bigger every minute in the sun.

"Okay, I gotta go to the bathroom, Jess, just chill out here," I told her as I left her and went back into the college building, trying to get to my destination with a slightly quick step.

Jessica had been talking to me about Harry more than she talks about her boyfriend, Hunter and I just needed to release some pee before she continued on more.

I chased down the hall where girl's restroom was located and I pushed onto the swinging door to just have my heart be squashed by a hammer.

A red head sat on the sink as Harry made out with her and had sex with her at the same time. Their clothes still attached to their bodies, but they looked like they just couldn't wait so they got to it.

"Babe," Harry pulled away from the red head and said 'babe' to tell her stop, as I felt my heart squeezed down into my stomach then was starting to digest.

Harry looked to me with his messy hair and his green eyes grew.

"I f****** hate you," was all I said, feeling emotionless again and ran off out of the bathroom.

I didn't want to listen to Harry anymore, because I couldn't believe a word he said. Things went slow motion as I saw that. Harry wasn't that innocent teen I saw for the first time in 11th grade and I had to remember that.

People moved slowly as I ran messily through the hall around people. My face was so numb, I didn't realize the tears that fell, as I saw a drop fly from my face.

"Selena!" even Harry's call for me was slow and fading as I kept running, the adrenaline just shooting through my veins even more. Flashes of Harry and I went through my mind, wishing that Harry was still here, but he was gone.

He was changing and I couldn't do anything to stop that.

"Selena!" Everything came back to the actual time as someone captured me into their arms, but I let out even a louder cry, knowing it was Harry.

"Aaah!" I screamed as I pulled his arms from me, but he wouldn't let me go.

I kicked and screamed, trying to get out his arms. I tried to dig my fingernails into his arms, but he still wouldn't let me go while people stared at the scene I was making.

"Harry, let go!" I shouted then kicked forward, knowing it would do anything.

"I don't want you to leave me like this, Sel," he whispered in my ear as his voice shook.

"I'm scared to lose you, don't ever let go, please," he said, but I cried out even more, don't want him touching me at all.

I kicked even more as my hair started to cover my face and I cried even more, but only silently as Harry eased me down to the floor, but I only wanted to crawl up into a ball.

"I love you," I heard the tears in his voice as he still held me, but he loosened his grip as I touched the floor.

"Well, I hate you," I told him, and my heart almost shot me with pain as I said those words, and it was true that I regretted them.

I escaped his arms, running off to somewhere I could just cry for the rest of my life.