It was probably like 12 am, but the lights in the college only shut off at 3 am, when the teachers stop working, but I rushed through the halls as some students still wandered the halls and hung out.
I didn't feel pain, but I felt regret of going back home. I was scared to go back home and see that my father knows how to get to our house.
What really pissed me off is that he had the nerve to tell me to break up with Harry when he hasn't even been around for me.
He probably didn't even know me that well.
I moved quickly through the hall as it curved and I was urging to see Harry so I was getting to his dorm.
My eyes widened as I saw someone I did not want to see, but he was here anyway. Jesse Oplum.
"What are you doing here?" I asked and he rolled his eyes as we stopped walking, while he ran a hand through his blonde hair, but I was becoming impatient at his attitude.
"British boy Lewis left to the UK so I'm rooming with Harry," Jesse said and my jaw dropped. I wonder how Harry is taking this whole thing.
"It's Louis and where is Harry?" I asked Jesse and he grew a smirk, but his green hazel eyes looked like they were darker than they were in high school.
"Oh, he's just having a little fun with a friend," Jesse said and walked off, leaving me confused, but I continued my walk to Harry's dorm then I made a turn down his hall.
I went up to his door and knocked on his door, but my heart disappeared like dust. The magic was gone and I was sure I must've looked lifeless.
Moans, and grunts were heard on the other side of the door, then the pain pushed through my throat again as I heard her.
"Yes, Harry," I heard the familiar voice moan out his name while my jaw dropped in complete shock as I felt all feeling vanish from my stomach area.
Why would he do this to me?
Ugh, I just wanna kill him.
The anger built up in me again, knowing I only had a bit left for my dad, but now it was gonna be worse.
I opened the door as my body was greeted to a warm atmosphere and I saw Harry under the sheets on top of the blonde. He looked at me in shock as I saw it was that girl Olivia while he held onto the bar of the head of the bed.
Tears poured as I gasped and looked at them both. I twirled in a circle in the room almost like I was drunk or something, but I stumbled, feeling woozy as my face was fully wet of tears.
"Are you serious?" I repeated the question over and over as I covered my face. The fact that I defended him against my father, but then finding out my dad was right.
"Selena," I heard Harry speak up and I turned away from him, as I sprinted off into a run immediately. I didn't need to see his face. I couldn't do this.
Not right now. Just saw my cheating father, Jesse is a student here now, and my boyfriend cheated on me. I didn't know if I could keep running, but I had to get to my dorm. I couldn't believe this was happening to me.
Harry was sweet and nice, but he had to do this to me. My heart felt like glass now or just something so easy to break now. My hair blew back as I kept running, but I heard Harry's footsteps behind me.
"Selena, please!" I heard him shout and I shook my head, turning down my hall finally as I tried to grab for the door quick, but Harry had already caught onto me, trying to pull me by my waist.
"Don't touch me!" I shouted at him, pushing him and I looked at him with just his jeans on his curls all messy, but his green eyes were sorry. I didn't want to do this to Harry, but he did it to me.
I just looked at him as mascara probably stained my face again as I stared at him, crossing my arms across my chest, while I leaned against my door.
"That's disgusting, Harry," I said, shaking my head as he attempted to touch me, but I slapped his hands away as my heart ached.
"I'm sorry...I really didn't want to hurt you, I love you, Sel," Harry started and I looked down, shaking my head. I couldn't dare look him in the eyes.
"You know what this does right? Do you know?!" I shouted at him and he seemed a bit startled, but he kept his position in front of me.
"I know, and-My father showed up at the house," I interrupted, feeling absolutely no emotion anymore until the anger kicked in again.
"What?" he asked in a bit of surprise.
"I got in a fight with my father and he told me that I should break up with you, because you were gonna end up just like him," I said, as the anger died down again and now I just felt lifeless as mascara blotched my eye vision.
"I don't want you to break up with me, Sel, please, you're mine," Harry tried to touch my face, but I slapped him across his face. It wasn't even me who did it, but my anger that had kept building up and I was happy I slapped him.
"Wash your hands...Mr. Styles," I said sternly the gritted teeth and opened up my door from behind me as his cheek stung red, while I turned around into my room, slamming the door in his face.
After all the anger, the depression hit me, and I slid down against the door as new tears poured down. I saw them. The tears that settled at the edge of his eyes and I felt bad that it ended like this, but Harry hurt me so bad. It was like knives were taking their time to just stab me deeper and deeper into my body bit by bit.
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Love Song
FanfictionI never expected him, and I never expected him to change. "I will always love you."