Love Song

After

I stuck around with Jessica and Hunter at the football celebration. I couldn't contact Harry, because he wouldn't answer his phone and I also haven't seen him that much, too.

He must've been studying again...like forever.

The music blasted loud and people dance as I tried to be captivated by Hunter's conversation with Jessica, but it really wasn't catching my interest. I was worried about Harry and I didn't know where he was.

I left my arms crossed across my chest as I looked through the crowd at all the college girls and guys that grinded up against each other, almost practically having sex in the sweaty crowd.

I shivered at the feeling of the environment and then I saw Harry talking with Jesse in the crowd. A sense of happiness came over me and I quickly said goodbye to Jessica, even though she probably didn't even hear.

I walked around the big crowd to get to the other side, because he didn't seem like he was apart of the dancing audience of colleagues. I rushed over to him, and made my way over to the side to see him continue his conversation with Jesse.

A smile grew bigger onto my face as I stepped up to Harry's side and I looked to see his next style that came to his mind as he wore a red plaid shirt that exposed his chest and a creme colored fedora on his head.

I kissed his cheek as I leaned onto his shoulder, but he stopped talking for one moment to Jesse as Jesse gave me a look then Harry started to talk again.

"You don't see me right here?" I asked the both of then, but especially Harry.

"Hey, Selena," he greeted me and Jesse just tilted his head up saying 'wassup?'.

Then, they went back to their conversation.

"Did I do something wrong?" I kept on going at my boyfriend.

"Because you won't answer your phone," I explained, looking at Harry, but he still didn't dare to look at me.

"Why do you always have to hang out with him? What if he wants a break?" Jesse spoke up, as I looked at him then to Harry, to see him looking down, clenching his jaw. I looked at him in disbelief as he let Jesse just talk to me like that.

Harry looked to Jesse saying not a word, but Jesse's eyes had something to read off of and Harry looked to me with darkness in his eyes.

"You do get annoying, Selena...so just please, go away," Harry changed up his whole attitude quickly as if he was some big jerk, but I knew that wasn't him.

A bullet killed the beating in my heart and bleed from my mouth in words of regret.

"Fine, then watch me get annoying," the nerve of me came out and I rushed off in a speeding walk. My freshly done curls bounced as I was thinking of what I could do to make Harry feel my pain.

I wanted him to burn so bad like fire or something. He needed to feel the pain that struck at my body.

I looked back to Harry and my anger built up even more when I saw him lean over to whisper in this girl's ear, but instead I lost the breath as he kissed her jawline, then started to trail more down her neck.

My heart broke in a million glass piece as I saw that. This is Harry we're talking about. He would never do this, but why did I see him doing it anyway? I couldn't believe what my eyes were seeing.

I thought of a plan to make Harry jealous and I went up to Jessica, forcing her to hold my small leather biker jacket, then I took off, looking for my bait. I pushed through the crowd of students outside and made sure I was close enough to where Harry would see me.

The heat of everyone else's bodies kicked into me, making me angry with everything, but wearing this orange flowing tank top with my ripped skinny jeans would hopefully attract someone.

A song came on that was full remix and just listening to the lyrics of the song, motivated me. I twisted around, moving my hips to the beat of the song. I slid my hands down my body as I closed my eyes and just felt the rhythm within my body.

The song spoke about a relationship not lasting, and ending into a disaster. There was no happily ever after, but the singer continues with describing her pain and how her love with her soul mate is fading.

I kept mixing my body up to the song as I flipped around me hair once in a while, and I put both my hands in the air, moving around my hips to the mix, then I finally captured someone's eyes.

I looked to see an attractive boy start to dance behind me, but grinded into me as I kept my hips swaying. I opened my eyes and still kept the beat within my moves as the guy gripped my hips and pressured harder into me as I flipped my hair to the rhythm.

The boy lied out his arms at my side as I kept my back to his front and I saw the beer that settled open in his hand, but my eyes widened as things went slow.

A angry Harry with dark green eyes took up the beer from his hand and I moved away as Harry poured the beer onto the boy. I looked at the guy, and I felt bad I had put him in that position.

I felt a strong grip to my wrist as only a minimum of people realized the guy covered in beer. I was dragged throughout the crowd in a very strong and stabled grip then I dragged by Harry to the side of the college building, where there we no shadows allowed.

"What the hell, Selena?!" Harry shouted at me, his eyes dark and I couldn't only see a hint of green even though we were covered by the lights outside.

"Don't even start, Harry, because you know what you did!" I shouted at him and pushed him away from my personal space.

"I did that for a reason, and itms because you've decided you want to go play around with other girls like it's no big deal!" I shouted and I knew I burned bright red.

"Well, kissing at a girl's neck is a big deal for me, Harry!" I shouted as I felt the pain come back to me from the first time he cheated.

"Because it's my boyfriend doing it!" I shouted and went into an intense silence as I really didn't want to cry, but the water pipes were about to let go.

"You treated me like crap out there, Harry! Now I'm annoying?" I asked as Harry just looked at me with regret and sadness in his eyes as he shook his head at my question.

It was silent for a long moment as I looked up and tried to blink the tears that wanted to slide down my cheeks again.

I didn't want to ask, but I had to.

"Do you even love me anymore?" I asked and Harry tensed up with anger.

"Selena, don't ever ask that question...of course, I love you no matter what happens," Harry tried to get close to me, but I backed up into where the light was, about to turn away, but he grabbed my wrist in his hold.

"No matter if you cheat?" I jumped to a question as he forced me to look at him again.

"Over and over again, Harry...no, I won't let that happen," I told him, but his eyes sparkled in the night with full sadness. I really didn't want to leave him like this, but I was scared.

However, either way I'm away from him or with him, I'm gonna be scared. Scared of the pain of being alone or the pain of being betrayed.

I walked away from him anyway.