My Favourite Scar (Emmett Cullen x Reader)

Alice

Emmett left after a bit, to give me a bit of space.

So he couldn't remember me. I knew that. I couldn't make him have to remember his mate dying. And no one else could remind him about me, so the Cullens would have to forget, and the Denalis, and the entire group of vampire cops. Now that I had the list of people who needed to forget, I needed to figure out how. 

Thinking of leaving Emmett and dying almost broke me, but I knew that if I didn't accept this - the fact that i'm about to die- Aro would wreak havoc on everyone I knew. I took a breath, and allowed myself three seconds to freak out. After that, I wouldn't let my emotions get the better of me. 

Three. I  collapsed to the ground, knees crushing the rocks beneath me. My hands cupped my eyes so I couldn't  see anything. Everywhere I looked, I could only see him. I'm not allowed to see him.

Two. I shrieked, trying to let out all of my emotions. I wasn't allowed to have these emotion anymore, I had to be strong. I punched the ground, and the rocks that had already been crushed were starting to look like sand. 

One. I took a breath and put on a numb face. It was the most I could do. My emotions had been so sporadic, freaking out one minute and being relieved the next, I didn't think I could handle putting a smile on now.

I stood up and brushed off my shirt and pants. If I was going to have a plan that would work, I needed to make sure it was foolproof beforehand. I needed Alice.

I ran to the Cullen house, going through the back door as to not run into anybody, and climbed up the stairs to Alice's and Jasper's room. Before I could knock, she swung the door open and hugged me. Her arms trapped the air in my lungs and I couldn't breath.

"I'd ask you not to," She whispered, "But I know that you won't listen."

She let me go. "So you'll help me?" I asked. 

She nodded. "Edward isn't here right now, so he won't be able to listen and tell the others."

I suddenly felt the urge to explain myself to her. I didn't want her thinking I hated them.

"I love him," I whispered, "I love him with all my heart Alice, and I need to keep him safe. If that means he has to forget about me, or fall in love with someone else, so be it." My breaths were quick and shallow, and I was sobbing as I said it. "Please forgive me."

"Of course," She cupped my cheek, "Think of the plan you have now, and I'll tell you what goes wrong."

I smiled at her, and she squeezed my hand.

"Let's do this."