My Favourite Scar (Emmett Cullen x Reader)

No more Emmett

I will be right at the entrance to Volterra, and say goodbye to everyone. I'll turn to Esme and Carlisle first. My plan is to hypnotize them all.

"Carlisle and Esme," I will say in the sweetest voice possible, "I'm going to need you to forget about me, and all that I have affected in your life. Emmett was never my mate, we never met, I never came to Forks - I never existed. Go home and forget about this conversation. You were not here, but hunting far away."

I turn to Rosalie now------

"Wait." Alice interrupted me, "What about when we leave here? It'll be suspicious if we're all gone, especially because the weather will be rainy. We won't have Carlisle's camping excuse."

"What if I just bring one person then?" I asked. "We could say they were sick." I already knew who I wanted to bring, but I also knew that I couldn't do that to Emmett - or myself. 

She paused for a minute, trying to see what would happen. "That should work," she confirmed.

"Okay, let's retry,"

I will be right next to the river near home, and say goodbye to everyone, except for one person.

"Wait-"

"What?" I asked.

"Who are you bringing?"

"I'm not sure yet," I answered softly. I didn't want to have to decide that yet.

She acted like she was the one who could read thoughts. "You have to decide, otherwise I can't tell if the plan will work. I'm sorry." She looked at me apologetically, and then zoned out for a moment.

"We have to stop. Now."

"Alice what the fuck? We just started!" I complained. I didn't want this to drag on any longer than necessary.

"Edward's home."

Shit. I tried to wipe my mind of the planning, and focus on something else. Or, someone else, rather. 

"You guys have to go to school, don't you?" I asked. 

She nodded. "I'll skip fourth period so we can talk though."

She gave me a shy smile and sped out the door, to go meet the rest of them. 

Emmett was going back to school now, because we couldn't find any logical reason to let him stay home. It had already been a couple months, and people were starting to worry about him at school. 

For the first time ever, I envied the people who got to go to school, everyday. Who got to see new faces, new friends, Emmett...

It had literally been a few hours of not being around him and it was getting unbearable to not be with him. It was ridiculous! I used to be able to hide in my room for days on end, ignoring everyone I knew, but now, just the thought of Emmett not answering me if I talked to him made me want to scream. It was like he was a magnet, and every second I kept getting closer and closer to him, but I had no power to pull myself away. Fate was playing a toxic game that couldn't end well, especially since I was going to die very soon.

I went to my room, taking the most time possible, and sat on my bed, curling my legs up to my chest and hugging them, and daydreamed of my impossible life with Emmett. 

I'd move around with the Cullens every year or so, getting to remake my life, finally talk to people, lose my parents and maybe, just maybe, one day well get to pretend we get married. I never thought about getting married, but with Emmett, it just felt like it was right. Like our bodies, minds and souls were perfect for each other. 

I zones out to the thoughts of being with Emmett for all of eternity.