Caught In A Lie | A BTS Fanfic

CHAPTER 7

NAMJOON

Something had happened. Something was really wrong; she had left her stuff behind and just ran.
I was walking over with the intention of sitting in the main lodge like I had been for days, hanging around my own cabin had been awkward. I didn’t want to keep running into Mina in case I made her feel uncomfortable. I did a pretty good job of it too; I hadn’t seen her since the day we kissed.
I hadn’t seen her leave the cabin today, so I thought I’d stay away and walked down here to the main lodge and then had seen her sitting on the bench looking at her phone. I’d frozen for a minute because I didn’t want her to notice me, but it hadn’t mattered. Whatever had been on her phone had obviously gotten to her, I could tell she was upset; she couldn’t sit still. Then she got up and ran. She didn’t even glance at me.
I watched her until she had turned the corner and then I made my way to the bench to pick up her things, then started towards our cabin. I walked slowly just in case she needed her time alone and I was thinking about whether to leave her stuff on the table downstairs or actually knock on her door and give it to her. I mentally shook myself, we’re both adults here; I was just going to knock on her door and hand them over and then it would give me an excuse to ask her if she was okay.
I got to the cabin and walked up the stairs, raising my hand to knock on her door when I got to it but I stopped just before my hand touched the wood. I could hear crying. It wasn’t coming from the room but from the bathroom and it was clenching my heart, the sounds were heartbreaking. She was sobbing, crying out loud as if she was broken inside. I stepped closer to the door and paused; I shouldn’t do anything about this; it’s not my business in any way but what I was hearing was killing me. I had to make sure she was okay at least.
I turned the handle and opened the door slightly to look inside. The bathroom was a large square space with a walk in shower in the centre of it with a sink on one side of the outside and the toilet on the other. Three sides of the shower were wooden walls with jets spouting water and the main side facing me was a floor to ceiling glass door. All I could see was her head and shoulders, the rest muted by the frosted effect on the glass. A big rainforest style shower head was pouring water all over her and there was steam everywhere.
She was leaning on the back wall with her tilted downwards and she looked defeated. I needed to know what had happened, what was making her this miserable. She raised her hands to her face and let out another cry, her shoulders shaking while water dripped off of her. I opened the door fully and walked inside and shut the door behind me. The door closing made her stop crying and look up at me.
She stilled and dropped her hands; I took another step towards the shower door and the motion made her collarbone come into view. I sucked in a breath and stopped.
‘What are you doing?’ She pushed her hair away from her face and looked at me, waiting for my answer. I knew I wasn’t thinking straight, with her hair flowing down her shoulders and water running all over her she looked amazing. I shouldn’t have been thinking that but the feeling I had before I kissed came back to me, I wanted to touch her, comfort her and kiss her. I wanted to make sure she knew she was safe.
‘Are you okay?’
‘Why are you in here Joon, you shouldn’t be here.’
‘I couldn’t stop myself.’
‘What?’ It was the truth, I couldn’t stop myself. I wanted to be near her, I wanted to hear her voice and I wanted to touch her skin, I wanted to taste her again. Her big brown eyes were staring at me, waiting for me to speak but I was mesmerized, ‘Joon? You have to say something, what are you doing?’
‘I’m going to come in there with you.’
Her eyes widened a little more in shock. I took off my jacket and let it fall to the floor. She watched me but didn’t say anything to stop me so I kicked off my shoes and took off my socks, I looked back up at her and she was watching my every move but still didn’t stop me. As I moved my hands to the hem of my sweater she spoke,
‘Stop…’
My hands stilled and I maintained eye contact, heat was burning up inside of me and I don’t think anything could have stopped me at this point. I could tell by the look in her eyes that she didn’t want me to stop but I needed to hear her say it.
‘Should I go?’ She opened her mouth slightly but no words came out. I moved closer to the glass door and the top of her breasts came into view, ‘Mina, do you want me to go?’
As I said these words I pulled my sweater over my head and then waited for her to speak. My eyes wandered to look at everything I could see and I could tell she was breathing hard. She wanted me inside.
‘I need to hear you say it Mina, tell me you want me to go.’
She waited for a moment, the look in her eyes had become indecisive and it was torture, I needed her to say the words or do something. The heat had built up to a point where it was all heading south and I needed her to touch me just as much as I needed to touch her.
She walked towards me, towards the glass door of the shower and never broke eye contact. Her eyes were shining with something other than tears, the indecision had gone and Mina lifted her hand to open the door of the shower.
‘Stay.’
It’s all I needed to hear. I walked in, crushing my mouth to hers and she moaned, wrapping her arms around me. I walked her back so she was up against the wall and I ran my hands from her face down her body, pausing at her breasts to squeeze her nipples and she gasped against my mouth. The shower had soaked me and the jeans I was still in, I felt her hands move towards the buttons on the front and I smiled, moving my mouth from her lips to her earlobe and ran my tongue along it. Her hands worked faster to undo the buttons, I left her for a moment to take off both my jeans and underwear together and then I was back on her, licking her neck and working my way down to her delicious peaks. I rolled my tongue around her nipple and felt her clutch my hair tight as she let out a soft moan. One of my hands was on the other nipple, one hand was making its way down her body to her heat.
She pulled me up to her lips by my hair and I smiled as she bit my bottom lip and soothed it with her tongue afterwards. My eyes widened when I felt her hand on my cock, if it wasn’t hard already it was now rock solid, I couldn’t wait to push it inside her and make her moan my name. The thought of making her cum was intoxicating.
‘Touch me Joon.’
I kissed her again before pulling back to look at her face, her eyes unfocused and lips parted; she looked sexy as hell, I pushed her flat against the wall and got on my knees. She looked surprised for a moment but when I put my hand on her thighs to part them she didn’t hesitate, she wanted this just as much as I did. I kissed the inside of her thigh, making my way to her clit slowly; I could already see how wet she was and I loved it. I lifted one of her legs over my shoulder and she gripped my hair with her hand to steady herself, when I looked up and saw that she was using her other hand to play with her nipple I almost lost it right there, she looked hot as fuck.
I ran my finger along her slit and slipped one finger inside her, she gripped my hair harder and as she did, I dipped my head and used my tongue around her clit. Her whole body jolted and she groaned, closing her eyes and tilting her head back. I pushed another finger into her, moving them in and out of her using my tongue to drive her wild. She was holding my head to her, I could hear her breathing getting faster and I knew she wasn’t going to last long.
‘You going to cum for me baby?’
‘Yes…please, just like that.’
I curled my fingers inside her and she gasped her approval, my tongue pressed hard against her as I moved around her clit. Her moans were getting louder and louder, I could feel how wet she was against my fingers and then she came apart screaming my name. I licked her one last time before standing up to take her mouth again, she fell into my arms as the last spasms rolled through her and knowing that she could taste herself on my tongue was so fucking hot.
She smiled sexily when she pulled away from me, turning me so that I was against the wall this time. She started lowering herself but I already knew I wouldn’t last long if she put her mouth on my cock, I’d explode right there.
‘Next time, this time I fuck you hard…okay?’
She answered me by running her hand along my cock, she leaned in kissed my neck; biting me slightly and my cock twitched under her fingers.
‘Do it then.’
It was a challenge. I could tell by the look in her eyes and I was more than up for it. I grabbed her and pushed her against the wall so her ass was up against me, I rubbed the head of my cock along her folds and she moaned, wiggling her ass towards me. I didn’t give in straight away, until she started making little noises and started to move her hand towards her clit to pleasure herself. I yanked her hand away and moved both her hands above her head. I held them there with one hand and with the other I pushed my cock inside her hard. She gasped loud and pushed against me, then I started moving.