Caught In A Lie | A BTS Fanfic

CHAPTER 9

NAMJOON

If I was being honest, I wasn’t sure what I had gotten myself into. Though I had minimal doubts about Mina and her knowing my truth, I couldn’t fully trust her.
That was less about her and more about what had been ingrained in my mind, it had happened before that people pretended to not know about who me and the boys were but in reality they were just trying to get close to us for the scandals or the money or even worse, as part of some kind of game. Those had hurt the most and some of us were scarred hard. Trusting strangers became almost impossible and this was no different.
I had loved every second with her, the feeling of wanting to be close to her had existed from the first moment I had seen her but actually being with her now, I felt on edge sometimes thinking that she would turn and tell me she knew everything and she had been recording us the whole time. I was being ridiculous, surely; from the first time she had seen me there had been no recognition on her face and she hadn’t made any kind of conversation about music or Korea, she hadn’t even mentioned the boys again.
To be honest, I hadn’t asked about her situation again either; it wasn’t my business and I had noticed when she had spoken out the other day that it had been the minimum amount of information. She didn’t tell me what the decision was or how it was going to affect her life. I was okay with that, in a way we were still strangers and what was the point of pushing it? How far was this really going to go? I wasn’t sure of how I was feeling deep down, sometimes I thought that maybe this was more than just sex but then I had fleeting thoughts that here, in this place, we were both using each other to let off the pressure that had built up in our lives outside of this escape.
My need to be with her physically had gotten more desperate as the days had gone on, I needed to be able to touch her in some way. She hadn’t slept in her own room ever since the day in the shower and that was all me, I wanted her by my side all the time so I could feel her naked skin whenever I wanted to. When she moaned in her sleep and turned to me, I couldn’t keep my hands off of her. Yet again I thought about how I had never had this kind of visceral reaction to a woman before, I wanted to fuck her every time her eyes met mine and she hadn’t rejected my advances even once. She asked no questions and neither did I.
That day we were going to the main lodge for dinner but I didn’t really want to go, I wanted to eat her out instead but she had laughed and said ‘later’ in the sexiest tone then lead me out the door. She looked incredible wearing a black glittery dress that barely came to her knees and a long coat over it. As we walked over in the snow she commented on how it didn’t feel so cold and I only agreed because being this close to her was heating me up inside.
‘Joon, come here.’ She pulled me close to her and then whispered in my ear, ‘I’m not wearing anything under the dress.’
I bit my lip and looked at her, she had the most devilish smile on her face as she leaned in and nibbled my ear before licking it better. I closed my eyes and reached out to her waist, squeezing it tight and pulling her closer to me.
‘Forget dinner, let’s go back. Now.’
‘No, no, no- we’re going to dinner…I just thought you should know.’ She was trying to kill me, I had never wanted to feel her more. She smiled, her eyes bright and she grabbed my hand to pull me along. I groaned but let her lead me to the main lodge.
It was more crowded than we had expected but found a small cove area to sit down in, we ordered drinks and when they arrived she wiggled closer to me, her dress was riding up her thighs as she looked up at me with a small smirk on her face.
‘Touch me.’
‘Here?’
My words came out of me surprised, her smirk grew while her hand lead mine to her thigh. My cock twitched, I was getting excited to touch her, here, in a crowded place where anyone could see me but I didn’t care in that moment…I wanted to feel her heat, feel whether she was wet at the thought of me. I turned slightly in my seat, shielding us from any views that might see what I was doing. She leaned in and kissed me, her tongue sweeping my bottom lip and I got harder. My fingers slid up her thigh, under her dress and whispered over her heat. She was wet and when my fingers touched her she closed her eyes and slid her tongue into my mouth. I kissed her hard, one of my fingers sliding into her when suddenly she moved back, my finger leaving her wetness.
‘Come find me in two.’
‘What?’
She got up, moving her dress back down as she did and left, walking towards the bathrooms in the corner of the lodge. My head was in a bit of a fog, my need to feel her blurring my thoughts and after a minute I understood what she meant. I looked around and saw that no one would notice, no one would care if I got up and followed her. Everyone was too caught up in their own conversations or drinks to care what we were doing…or about to do. I smiled to myself, excited for what was coming.
I made my way to the bathrooms in the corner, realising I didn’t know which one she had walked into. I stood looking around when an arm snaked out of nowhere and pulled me in.
Her lips were against mine in an instant and my hands went to her ass instinctively, pulling her dress up as I explored her mouth. She moaned against my lips, one of my hands going up towards her head. I bunched her hair in my fist and pulled, tilting her head backwards so I could lick her neck, placing little bites as I did and her breathing got louder as she got more excited.
She pushed away from me suddenly and got down on her knees, undoing my buttons and pulling out my cock to taste it. Her tongue slid from the bottom to the top, my head fell back as I felt all the sensations of what she was doing to me and when she took the length in her mouth I thought I was going to explode right there. Mina hummed while I was in her mouth and the vibration heightened the feeling, I looked down at her and her eyes met mine, as if it wasn’t hard enough; my cock got harder and I needed to be inside her but I had to taste her first.
‘Get up, I have to taste you.’
I picked her up by her arm and pushed her to the toilet. She sat down on the lid and spread her legs, ready for me and the view made my mouth water. I got down and put my head between her legs, her hands grasping my hair and I put my mouth on her pussy. She gasped and shivered, my tongue working its way into her hole; dipping in and out while I lifted her legs over my shoulders.
‘Joon, I need you inside me.’
‘Cum for me first baby.’
I licked around her clit and slid two fingers inside her and she came apart after a few strokes, her orgasm making her jerk around my fingers. She moaned my name as she came down from her high, she stood taking me with her and turned so I was the one sitting on the seat she had just vacated. She stood over me, spreading her legs and lining my cock up with her opening.
‘Fuck me baby.’
She smiled as she lowered herself onto me, taking my whole length inside her. I groaned as I felt her start to move on top of me, I held on to her ass as she moved. The sensation feeling so good that I didn’t know how long I would last. Her dress was still on, I pushed it off her shoulders so I could take one of her nipples into my mouth and she threw her head back when I bit down.
‘You feel so good inside me Joon.’
‘Are you gonna cum for me again?’
I knew she would, the way she was moving was making my cock go deeper and I could feel her pussy getting tighter around me. I reached up and brought her face to mine to explore her mouth with my tongue, feeling her making small sounds only made me do it more.
I gripped her ass tighter and started moving upwards, I could feel the sweat dripping down my back as I worked to get us both off. She held my head against her neck as we grinded against each other, working faster to reach our release. We came apart together, our breathing hard and whispering each others names in the silence.
We made ourselves respectable and left the bathroom separately, our drinks were still on the table when I made my way back and I sat down to wait for Mina. She walked through the crowd a minute later, smiling and glowing as she met my eyes. I grinned back at her, slipping my hand up her thigh when she sat back down next to me. She leaned in and gave me a kiss before going back to her drink as if nothing had even happened a few minutes ago.