Caught In A Lie | A BTS Fanfic

CHAPTER 22

JIMIN

Is that way she had backed off? Was something going on between Mina and Namjoon hyung?
I couldn’t think straight, all of my thoughts kept circling back to what I had seen in there. It didn’t look like just a friendly hug, hyung had looked so…happy.
Not just like normal happy but emotional happy. If there was something going on and I had made the move last night, I was in the wrong. I needed to apologise but then why had she kissed me back? I ran my hands through my hair as I walked to my cabin, I was breathing hard and there were so many feelings revolving around inside of me.
I walked through the door and headed to the kitchen, I grabbed a beer from the fridge and took a long swig. This made sense. They had been close when we had arrived and had remained close throughout our time here. Hyung had even said that she was becoming a close person to him, did he mean as someone he was interested in? What had I done, what had I gotten involved in…if I had messed up this situation for hyung I could never forgive myself for that.
I drank the rest of the beer in one go but couldn’t relax so I walked back out and decided to go for a walk to calm down and think.
By the time I came back to the cabin it was really dark, Jungkookie had called me about an hour ago and made sure I was okay. I let him know I wanted to be alone to think and he didn’t ask questions, he just told me everyone was going to bed.
I really had honest feelings for Mina but in truth, neither of us had actually talked about it. I was jumping to conclusions like a kid, I hadn’t even asked her anything. I had stormed off like an idiot. I thought about going to her now to talk but it was late and she’d probably be asleep.
I started walking back to the cabins, seeing all of the lights off in both of the ones we were occupying except the dim light coming from the kitchen of my cabin. I opened the door quietly and walked in, sliding off my coat and moving towards the fireplace to warm up.
‘Hey.’
I jumped, taking in a surprised breath and turned to see Mina walking out of the kitchen towards me. She had a drink in one hand and a book in the other…she had been waiting for me to come back. My heart started beating faster and I gave her a tentative smile, moving towards her. She stopped at the breakfast bar and watched me, she looked so beautiful in the light of the fireplace. Her eyes were shining, the shadows dancing over face and her hair looked luscious, hanging over one shoulder.
‘You were waiting? For me?’
‘I was worried, you left earlier.’
‘I’m sorry…I acted like a baby.’
‘Jiminah, we can talk like this- it’s okay if English is hard for you.’
Nothing could have shocked me more, she knew Korean? All this time? She smiled slightly, as if a secret had been let out and I stared at her. I was speechless.
‘I was talking with Namjoon earlier, I know who you guys are. I didn’t want you to think I was hanging out with you for the wrong reasons so I kept this to myself. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you earlier. I was scared.’
‘You know who we are? You don’t care? You haven’t told anyone?’
‘No, I would never tell anyone. You guys are my friends and I didn’t want to hurt any of you.’
‘I’m…your friend?’
She looked up from the breakfast bar then, looking me in the eyes. I saw flashes of emotions going through her, hesitation rolling off of her in waves. She moved back slightly, leaning on the kitchen worktop behind her.
‘I think of you as more than that, I think you know.’
‘How much more?’ I had taken a step towards her, my body heating up slightly. She stood slightly straighter, not sure what to expect from me, ‘What do you think of me, Mina?’
She gulped and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. She ducked her head as I took another step around the bar and got closer to her.
‘Jimin…I-‘
‘What?’
‘I think of you as…’
‘Yes?’
I was in front of her now, using my finger to tilt her head up to look at me. When her eyes met mine I wanted nothing more than to lean in and take her lips but I needed to hear her say the words I had been waiting for. The words that made it so this was okay.
‘I…can’t stop thinking about you.’
I took her lips then, my arms winding their way around her waist and pulling her to me roughly. She hesitated for a second before giving in and kissing me back just as desperately. I pushed her against the counter and continued my assault on her lips, my hands couldn’t keep still; I wanted to feel every part of her that I could.
Her tongue peeked through and suddenly I was blinded by lust, in that moment I knew I had never felt anything like her; I wanted to taste all of her, it felt like the buildup of the feelings for the last few weeks was exploding inside of me and I couldn’t control what was happening.
My tongue swirled around hers and I felt her hands tugging my top from my jeans, I raised my arms and broke the kiss to let her drag it off of me, going back to her mouth as soon it was off. We were both panting, the lust driving us both insane. I leaned back to look at her as my hands went to her buttons to undo them, her eyes gazing into mine with so much heat in them that I felt like I was on fire; when my hands brushed against her breasts she bit her bottom lip and I watched the movement like my life depended on it. I pulled her shirt off of her and let it drop to the floor as my head dipped down to kiss the skin exposed, my hands going to her bra to pull down the cups so I could take her nipples into my mouth one at a time. Her head dropped back and she sighed in pleasure, I smiled and whispered my fingers over her stomach as they made their way down to her jeans.
She pulled me up towards her and our lips met again, this time the passion getting the best of us. No noise was made, just us kissing as if it was the last time we would be able to, our hands all over each other. I undid the button, unzipped the jeans and dragged them down and off; I made quick work of my own clothes and lifted her onto the counter, she smiled and leaned towards me, her tongue sliding across my bottom lip. I moaned in frustration, my cock twitched in anticipation of being inside her and I couldn't take it, I pushed her back so she was lying back on the kitchen worktop and laid my hands on her thighs. She trembled slightly, laying her hands on mine and dragging them towards her heat.
‘What do you want me to do?’
‘Jimin, please…’
‘Please…what?’
‘Touch me.’
‘Where?’
‘Touch my pussy…please.’
I bit my lip, her words turning me on even more than I already was; I slid one hand up to her pussy and spread her lips, she was so wet already, I couldn’t help myself…I bent to lick her, flattening my tongue to taste as much of her as I could and I heard her moan loud, her hand in my hair as she held my mouth to her clit. My other hand had moved up, my fingers rolling a nipple in between them and as I licked her clit, I pushed two fingers inside her.
‘Oh my god, Jimin…yesssss.’
Her pussy was throbbing around my fingers as I worked them in and out of her and the feeling of wanting to be inside her got too much; I stood, taking my fingers out and licked them clean, she watched me, spread out and ready for my cock.