Caught In A Lie | A BTS Fanfic

CHAPTER 14

MINA

I wasn’t upset, this was going to be over sooner or later so I wanted to enjoy him as much as I could. This encounter may be the last one so why make it a sad one, I wanted to be fucked by him and I wanted to fuck him too. I wanted to cum all over his cock, feeling him inside me like I had been for weeks.
He was holding me tight, his teeth gripping his lip and I started riding him, raising up until just his tip was inside me before sliding back down his length. I could tell he wanted to pump up into me but this was my ride. I was controlling this.
My hand snaked around the back of his neck and I pulled him up towards me, his arms coming around me and his mouth on my nipples one at a time. That’s when I started moving faster, my thighs working hard to grind against him and both of us letting out moans as the sensations heightened. The feeling was unreal, I was so turned on; I didn’t want to stop and when he looked up at me, I kissed him hard; his tongue swirling around mine. He slid to the end of the bed and picked me up while he was still inside me and sat me down on the desk opposite the bed. It was at the perfect height for him to keep fucking me, he spread my legs and then put his hands on my ass as he worked to bring us both to our orgasms. I looked down to where I bodies were joined and felt the pressure building in my pussy, I was going to cum again.
‘Just like that Joon, just like that.’
I gripped his shoulders hard, digging my nails into him and he pulled me closer with a groan, biting my neck when I was close enough. It was enough, I came apart around him and he followed saying my name into the silence around us.
Fuck, I was going to miss this.
When we were back in bed a few minutes later sharing the ramen that was now cold, he put his arm around me and pulled me close.
‘You know I don’t want to stop, right?’
‘I know, it’s okay- it wasn’t going to last forever.’
He looked like he was going to say something but thought better of it, instead he smiled and slurped up the last of the ramen. I thought about what he said earlier, that he hadn’t talked to his boys yet. They must be so confused but then again, Joon was obviously not happy with them showing up like they had. I had only spoken to Jimin for a few a minutes but it was clear that there was worry in his eyes.
I didn’t think it was the right time to tell him that I knew who they were.
It’s not as if I had been living under a rock in London, BTS was everywhere. I had known ever since I first saw him that he was Kim Namjoon, the leader of BTS but I wasn’t the type to fangirl, even when I really wanted to. The sexual tension though, that was all real and had rolled through me like a storm. I couldn’t have stopped myself if I had tried. I wanted to tell him that I understood, so many times I had seen their interviews or their documentaries and thought about how hard their life must be.
They had grown to be global celebrities and clearly it was getting to Joon at least. I wasn’t going to make it harder on him by telling him that I was a fan, he probably wouldn’t appreciate it but when I had seen Jimin…it had taken everything to not react to him. That it had meant that all seven of them were here, that it meant that I would probably meet them at some point; it wasn’t easy to be keeping my cool. The only thing that had kept me calm was the thought that Joon had run away for a reason and that reason was now here, where he didn’t want it. I had gotten to know him over the last few weeks and that had turned the fangirl inside me to something else. A friend maybe or a confidant. Just…without him knowing that.
‘I’m going to have to speak to them and clear the air.’
‘It’s the right thing to do Joon, I know you wanted to get away but it wasn’t going to be forever.’
‘I know. So, we’re friends…right?’
It was so unexpected from him that I couldn’t stop the laugh that came out of me then. He blushed a little before looking away but I pulled his face back towards me.
‘I’m sorry, I just wasn’t expecting that after what we just did. Of course, of course we’re friends. I know we haven’t exactly shared all of our secrets but I can tell you are a good person…that is what a friend should be.’
My statement made me think of my own friend and the situation we were about to be in, I wondered if Bee had been in touch with Jia to tell her that I knew the truth. Joon searched my face with his eyes and I realised I must have looked zoned out then.
‘I’m guessing you’ve got your own stuff going on with friends?’
‘Ha, yeah I do but it’s not a big deal.’
‘It was a big enough deal to pass out over.’
‘Don’t remind me, I just hadn’t eaten and I was stressed out. Don’t worry about it, honestly; I’m fine.’
He didn’t look convinced but he must have guessed I wasn’t going to tell him more. I don’t know really why I didn’t say anything more, it wasn’t that I didn’t trust him but what was the point; he was only just a friend and it was just that…it felt so small compared to what his mind must be going through or what it had gone through for him to have run away from his life in Korea. Me ending my relationship and finding out that my best friend was involved with my ex didn’t seem so important.
From what I knew BTS were meant to be in the US soon, a new album had been out recently and they were at the highest of highs when it came to success. They had never been able to have relationships out in the open, they barely had breaks from the music and didn’t see their families much so how was my one issue anything compared to theirs?
‘Shall I stay?’
‘If you want to…we don’t have to start being friends until the morning.’
I smiled and winked at him, he smiled back; his dimples on show and he kissed me, pushing me back onto the bed.