Caught In A Lie | A BTS Fanfic

CHAPTER 16

MINA

Jimin was driving to a restaurant outside of the lodge area, at the edge of the town that you could book a tour to. I wasn’t sure why the other boys hadn’t joined us but when Jimin had come in to my room to ask about dinner I had accepted, wanting to get out of the lodge for one evening; it had sounded so ideal. We grabbed our coats and jackets leaving the others to fend for themselves.
I had come out wearing a jumper dress and knee high boots, Jimin was wearing skinny jeans and a button up shirt under his coat. He looked good enough to eat. As he was driving I watched his hands moving, his normally small hands looking very masculine suddenly.
‘What do you want to eat?’
He glanced at me whilst driving and I bit my lower lip, he looked so good, I don’t know why I felt so turned on all of a sudden. Those hands that were on the steering wheel, I wanted them on me. I wanted them to feel their way up my thigh to under my dress, I knew he’d find me wet and ready for him.
‘You.’
I had said it and his fingers tightened around the wheel.
‘Shall I stop the car?’
‘Yes.’
It was already getting dark and there was no one around on the roads, since we had left the lodge I hadn’t seen any other car pass us. He pulled over in a small layby that was surrounded by trees, turning in his seat to look at me.
‘You’re not going to back out now that we’ve stopped, are you?’
His eyes were teasing, his tongue sneaking out to lick his lips; he ran his hand through his hair and I knew I wasn’t going to back away from this.
I slid off my coat and climbed into the back seat, smiling and beckoning Jimin with my finger. He grinned at me, shaking off his own jacket before joining me, when he sat down and turned my way I leaned in and kissed him. I felt his hands sliding into my hair, gripping me tight and angling me so he could slide his tongue into my mouth. I sighed into his mouth making a small sound, feeling his hands move from my hair to my thighs and as his hands moved higher, he took my dress with them. I was getting more and more turned on, I need to feel his touch between my legs, feel his cock inside me and I wanted to watch his face as he came inside me.
I started unbuttoning his shirt, he broke the kiss to lean back and when his shirt was undone I had to stare at him for a minute.
‘You’re beautiful.’
He gave me a small smile before pulling me to him so he could carry on kissing me, my hands going to his jeans to get them open so I could feel his cock. When I touched it for the first time, Jimin took a sharp breath in; I backed away to look at his cock, hard and ready for me and it was so perfect that I couldn’t stop myself from lowering my head to take it into my mouth. He moaned long and low when I took it as deep as I could, putting his hand on the back of my head and raising his hips slightly making me gag. I started sucking slowly and his hand tightened on my hair, it made my pussy throb; I could already tell I was going to enjoy this.
He pulled my mouth off of his cock and slid his hands under my dress to pull off the panties I was wearing, I laid back slightly so he could and he put his hand on my stomach to make me stay like that as he stroked two of his fingers up and down my clit. I was panting, waiting for his fingers to be inside me; instead he curved his fingers so they were covered with my wetness and put them in his mouth, tasting me. He looked me in the eyes, licking his fingers clean and lowered them to my opening, sliding them inside. I shuddered with delight and moved my hips, silently asking him for more and he smiled before starting to finger fuck me.
‘That feels so fucking good.’
‘You want my dick?’
‘Yes, please…’
He bent and put his tongue on my clit as his fingers worked inside me, I gasped his name and grabbed his hair pulling him to my pussy, his tongue lapping up my juices and making me jerk with need. I needed to be on top of him, I needed his cock inside me; I pushed him backwards and sat up to mount him, lining his cock up to my pussy and taking it deep inside me. He looked up at me, his eyes blazing and full of heat, I started moving. My movements erratic, I was so hot for him that I couldn’t control myself. His hands went to the neck of my dress pulling it down so he could lick one nipple while gripping my hair with the other, pulling my head back. I was moaning load, riding him hard, he felt so good inside me. His lips left my nipple to move upto my neck, biting and nibbling as he did and I felt my pussy pulse around his cock, I wasn’t going to last long.
‘I’m gonna cum soon.’
‘So am I Mina, you feel so fucking good.’
We were both sweating, both gasping in the silence, working to bring each other to release. I felt the pressure building, the friction of his cock rubbing against just the right spot and I was starting to moan his name when he grabbed my chin to bring my lips to his. I felt myself starting to come apart, Jimin’s lips on mine, his tongue working circles in my mouth and-

I sat up in bed, shaking.
It was really late when I woke up. It had meant to be a nap but my headache had let me sleep for hours and my dream had woken me up. My sex dream. About Jimin. Fucking hell. I looked around as if the room would make it make sense but nothing had changed in there. I was confused, turned on and annoyed at myself. I laid back down and stared at the ceiling for a minute, my heart calming down to a normal rate. It was probably just because he had been around a lot lately, nothing else. Surely.
When I had calmed down I realised I hadn’t eaten since the morning so I headed down to the kitchen, partly because of the hunger and mostly to distract myself from thinking about the dream and when I got there I stole one of Joon’s ramen packets, I was getting addicted to these. I looked over at the clock above the fireplace and saw it was just after eleven. The cabin was silent, I guessed that the boys were out when the door opened; Jin, Suga and Joon walked in looking serious. They sat down in front of the fireplace before Jin came over to the kitchen to grab some glasses for the whiskey that they had brought in with them. He smiled at me, gesturing for me to carry on with my noodles and I smiled back, I guess it was time for the hyungs to have the talk with Joon about what to do about him coming here.
I finished preparing the noodles and started to head back to my room before thinking better of it, turning to head out of the door.
‘Mina, you don’t have to go.’
‘It’s okay, you guys need to talk- I’ll go to the other cabin. Let me just grab my coat.’
Luckily I had left my coat on the armchair downstairs from when I had been out for a walk earlier. Joon smiled at me gratefully and I walked out with my steaming noodles in my hands. When I got to the opposite cabin I found it empty, the younger members must still be at the main cabin. I couldn’t work out if I was happy or not that Jimin wasn’t there but I gave myself a mental shake, I needed to stop thinking about the dream, seriously.
I sat down at the breakfast bar and ate in silence, I had really grown to like the quiet. It was broken by a buzzing sound and I realised that my phone was in my pocket from my walk earlier. I had been looking at pictures of Jia and I and wondering how it had all gone wrong. I pulled out my phone and my jaw dropped when I saw that it was Jia herself calling me. I hesitated for a long moment before answering the call, I needed to hear this.
‘Mina? Are you there?’
‘I’m here.’
‘Are you…okay?’ She sounded really cautious, made sense to be since she didn’t know how I was going to react to her or this conversation.
‘What do you think? I’ve been here for over a month Jia and this is the first time I’m hearing from you. Do you think I’m okay?’
‘Bee called me. I was…scared to call you.’
‘Scared? To call me? Why?’
‘Mina, I know you know. Bee told me.’
‘Say the words Jia, tell me what I know.’ I heard Jia take a deep breath before she spoke again.
‘You know about Leo and I…being together. Bee told you.’
Now that the words had been said, I had lost my bravado. I had lost all of my words. She had said what I wanted to hear but the pain coursing through me was stopping me from speaking, I closed my eyes as the first tears started to fall. I wanted to say so much. Tell her that she had hurt me beyond words, that she had ruined our friendship, ask her why she had done this or how she could have done it without thinking about me. Everything that had been going through my mind over the last few weeks was still circling in my mind but I didn’t know how to say anything without breaking down and I really didn’t want her to know I was so broken over her betrayal. Because that’s what it was, I could not have given a fuck that Leo did this; I knew he was scum already but Jia, my best friend, how had she done this? That is what was hurting me like an open wound, her actions and what they meant.
‘I don’t know what to say to you, I wanted to tell you but you were planning the wedding and he was going to go through with it with you even though it was so wrong and Mina, I just- I love him. He loves me too. I really wanted to tell you, I did but you would have hated me and I-‘
‘I do hate you.’
‘What?’
‘Jia, listen to me…I hate you. Not because you’re with Leo, he is a piece of shit and evidently so are you so that’s great for both of you but I hate you because you were my best friend. You were my sister. I trusted you with my entire life, everything and you fucked me over. Go be in love, Jia. Go be together with your former best friends ex-fiancé and enjoy your relationship. We will NEVER speak again. Anything of mine that either of you have, go drop it off to my flat and then lock the door behind you, post the key through the letterbox and fuck off out of my life. Please. Just fuck off. Do you understand?’
There was silence again, for more than a minute and then I heard a sniff. She was crying and my own tears were blurring my vision.
‘Yes…I understand.’
I hit the end button and turned the phone off. I stood up not knowing what to do with myself, anger and pain burning inside of me. I needed a drink. More than one drink, I needed several drinks. I needed to forget everything. I threw the leftover ramen in the bin and headed to the door, when I opened it Jungkook, Hobi and Tae were all standing there…very clearly drunk. I couldn’t see Jimin but at that moment I didn’t care.
‘Mina, you good?’
I didn’t answer Jungkook as I pushed past them, I heard them call my name a few times but I was too lost in my own thoughts to realise that they must have been concerned because I couldn’t stop crying. As I walked to the main lodge the thought dawned on me that I had lost the one friend I thought would be with me forever, I stopped in my tracks and bent over when the tears made me sob out loud. Losing Leo had been nothing compared to this, my mother telling me I was a disappointment hadn’t hurt this much either. Jia had broken me.
I walked into the lodge and to the bar. The bar area was spread across the rear of the main lodge with stools all along it and there were two people seated in front of me finishing their drinks whilst whispering in each other’s ears and I didn’t notice anyone else, I didn’t care if there was anyone else around. The lights were on but dim, there were a few candles dotted around giving the place a really intimate atmosphere, there was really low music on; playing acoustic melodies. There was no one behind the bar serving. I called out to anyone that may have been in the rear area and a server came out to tell me that the bar closed at eleven and that he was sorry. I could have screamed in frustration but instead I started walking back out when I heard my name.
‘Mina? It’s you?’ I turned and saw Jimin sitting at the very end of the bar, alone. I hadn’t noticed him, he had faded into the dim light since he was wearing all black again, ‘Drink? I have whiskey.’
The relief I felt was immense, I walked over to him taking in everything about him because there was no way that I couldn’t…even with my state of mind then. He was wearing tight jeans with a loose black t shirt tucked in, his coat hung over the back of the bar stool. His blonde hair was styled in a way that left one strand falling into his eye, his pink lips were pouting as he took a sip of his drink and the way his eyes were on me was making me feel drunk even though I hadn’t even touched the whiskey he had offered me. He was leaning his head on his hand, the other hand holding the glass; the chain he was wearing was glinting off of the light of the candle flame near us. Through the fog of the sadness enveloping me I couldn’t help but think about the feelings that had been flowing through me, the feelings I had been having for Jimin even when I had tried to convince myself they weren’t there.