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The guy nearly lost his balance finding the girl who once was his lover right before his eyes. Jimin leaned against the wall close by for support just so that he could continue standing tall on his feet. Indecipherable emotion swirling into his eyes he stood rooted at the spot with his lips parted to speak but only ragged breath tumbled out of them instead of words.
"Jimin" yearn evident in her voice, she took baby steps towards the guy as he continued being baffled, gaping at her with disbelief painted all over his face.
A drop of tear rolled down her cheeks as she skimmed through his features which were much sharper than the last time they had seen each other however the softness in his eye remained the same. Despite the poor lighting in the room, he was glowing appearing absolutely ravishing and that was more than she asked.
She approached him with an intention of holding him but the guy hastily took a step backwards adding more space between them causing her to freeze on her track. Only then did she notice the tenderness in his gaze no longer existed and his entire demeanor shifted to being distant and tense.
"What are you doing here?" the gruff in his tone punctured a hole into her heart causing it to sink into the pit of despair.
"I escaped..." she managed to formulate a few words, her heart palpitating because of his stoic behaviour.
"What am I supposed to do about it?" he snapped snipping a chuck of her and her lips quivered not knowing how to respond to him.
"Don't tell you were expecting me to be waiting for you?" Jimin scoffed turning away and when he redirected his orb back to her, she could no longer recognize him.
The man ahead of her only looked like Jimin she had fallen in love with because other than his facial features nothing seemed to be parallel to the boy she once adored with everything she had.
Watching Saya go speechless just like a deer caught in a headlight, he let out a bitter chuckle enabling her to grasp that he wasn't thrilled to be in her presence like she hoped he would.
"Seriously..." His eyes scrutinized appalled to learn that the girl was delusional enough to believe she could walk into his life out of blue and he would accept her with open arms.
"You thought I would still be loving you like an idiot, while you are fucking my half-brother..." his choice of words caused her heart to twist in all possible ways and profound sadness washed over her crashing all of her wishful hope. Of course, she wasn't expecting him to swipe her off her feet claiming his undying love for her however she wasn't anticipating the enmity either.
"Anyways weren't you guys getting married or something" He tittered utterly stunned by her audacity and Saya had to bite her lips to stop them from trembling. She stared at him with tears gushing down her cheeks searching for any form of comfort however received nothing but bitterness in them.
To say his comment pained her would be an understatement because every word he was throwing upon her was making her experience a million deaths. Maybe getting skinned alive or getting her organ torn apart would be less agonizing than witnessing the disgust reflecting in the orbs that once held so much adoration for her.
Suddenly Jimin's presence turned more suffocating than in her previous relationship and the urge to blot out of the room grew stronger. Jungkook's obnoxious laughs rang in her ears as if mocking her for believing her love story with Jimin was everlasting and imperishable. Soon enough the words he had spoken to her after her act of infidelity was disclosed replayed in her head hinting what a fool she was.
"You know nothing Diva, you have always been so naïve living in your fantasy. You can't even recognize the bitter truth of your affair"
She pondered if he was implying the fact that Jimin's love for her was hardly sincere as she sought it to be. Maybe Jimin was never truly in love with her because if he was why could she not detect even an ounce of affection in his face. Fuck the affection Jimin failed to show a mere compassion a stranger would have shown to her even though he was well aware of how hard her life was.
"Before you make my life a living hell again, Go back" he retorted waving his hands bleakly.
"I am sure your so-called fiance must be going crazy searching for his prized possession" he spat venom at her while Saya gave him a weak smile accepting the grim reality that the man she loved no longer existed.
The guy she lost her heart to was kind and considerate and he would never treat her like she was a pest infecting his life. Perhaps, Jimin she once knew may not be able to give the love he vowed to, but he would definitely show her some sort of empathy if not envelop her in his protective arms.
Above all, she wasn't expecting much. Yes she did have a tiny bit of false hope but truth to be told all she wished for was a few kind words and heartfelt goodbye from the person she thought to be her only support
"You know what? fuck it, I am sending you back" he revealed looking away swiftly then fetched his phone to free himself from the baggage that was never his.
Seeing Jimin willing to throw her back to the devil she escaped from, she slide her hands to her side gripping her dress as hard as she could to ease the pang bubbling into her system.
"The sight so unbearable, I shut my eyes close
Wish for death to knock on the door,
rather live a life of a corpse"
She whispered the words laced with sorrow prompting Jimin to pause and glance at her.
"Jimmie" a velvety voice of a girl called his name ensuing a panic within him. As if being seen with her would ensure a big catastrophe he cursed under his breath, snapping his head back to the girl who was basically frozen at her spot.
"Don't move," he asserted throwing a burning glare at Saya.
"Jimmie" Saya heard the voice call again and ruffling his hair he promptly replied "Coming babe"
He then walked out of the room shooting another arrow into her already tattered heart.
As the silence welcome her, Saya laughed at the irony of life. It sure hurt like a bitch to learn he was way past their stupid affair while she was stuck on the same point like a broken tape recorder. The thought of Jimin with another girl churned her stomach and before she would spill her guts out of her mouth, she rushed out of the place as far as her feet could take. Before remaining of her self-respect was butchered as well she disappeared within the gloomy night releasing Jimin from the shackle of their past.
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@chimkook077 nice observation :)
By the way which country are you from?
I am from Nepal, but I live in Germany!!
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He owned Me [Completed]
Fanfiction"Love, I am a free woman now" "Not until I am alive" started: March 2022 finished: May 2024