He owned Me [Completed]

12: Space

Saya slightly stirred the guy tangled with her to wake him up but he simply groaned tightening his grip around her body. She was dripping in sweat because of the warmth radiating off his body but the guy took no name of putting any space between them. Rather, he snuggled closer to her every time she endeavored to move away.

"God Jungkook, I swear I will turn into a steam bun now," she told him and the moment he withdrew his arms back, she scooted away from the guy letting the cool air hit her figure.

Peering his eyes open, Jungkook rose up to sit scratching the side of his neck still half asleep.

"Should I decrease the room temperature?" with a slumberous voice he asked the girl dressing herself up.

"No need, I will be heading home now" In an instant, his drowsiness was replaced by panic. With the confusion reflecting in his expression, he hurriedly grabbed her wrist preventing her from getting ready.

"But...we...we decided to work it out, right? You said you are giving me a chance..." he shook his head not being able to grasp why she was suddenly departing after the conversation they had the other night.

"Yes, but I want some space as well. I want to have my own life. You can come sometimes to my apartment to hang out or spend the night..." Her voice trailed off realizing the guy was giving her an absurd look. He stared at her face as if she was babbling nonsense.

"Jungkook you promised..."

"I know what I promised" he spoke with a gruff. Letting go of her hand, he ran his finger through his messy hair trying to figure out what could he do or say for her to move back with him into the mansion.

"You can visit me twice a week" she mumbled ensuing a scoff from him.

"Three times a week" she tried to be malleable but it wasn't enough for Jungkook. Every second she spent apart from him was an extreme form of torture to him. His mind would start webbing doubts and fear and then his trust issues would trap him, devouring him from the inside out.

"Can I move in with you?" he requested but the girl shook his head rejecting his request.

"Jungkook this is not just for me, it's for you as well. We have to learn to live independently of each other..." She moved closer to Jungkook, explaining to him the reason behind her decision.

"Trust me when I say this, it's very difficult for me as well but this absolutely necessary if we really want things to work out between us." she attempted to persuade the guy to go along with her resolution.

"I am scared" he confessed peeking deep into her light orbs.

Her heart sank as she knew her past actions were the foundation of his insecurities and his lack of trust in her. Just like how she couldn't fully believe his words, Jungkook was unable to have confidence that she won't betray him again. After all, she had hidden her explicit affairs with Jimin for more than two years and nothing could justify her actions. But then the consequences of her actions were also obvious, so fearing for the life of the man she loved,  she stayed silent bearing the guilt of treacherous deeds.

Unable to reply Saya lowered her gaze reconsidering her decision to give their relationship one last chance. She feared the wound they inflicted upon each other could never heal and they were a lost game.

Was it worth it?

She questioned herself.

After all the pain and suffering they made each other go through was it even possible to move on and start fresh?

As if Jungkook could read her mind, he immediately cupped her cheek and rocked his head to and fro gesturing for her not to overthink. Pestering her face with feather-like kisses, he mumbled its okay again and again not just for her but for him to listen as well.

"I love you so much" admitting his undying love for he stepped backward allowing her to have her space if it meant he could have her in his arms again.

Saya gaped at Jungkook partially in disbelief. She blinked again and again because she never imagined convincing him to let her live alone would be so effortless.

"I will miss you," he told her with utmost sincerity.

Standing in front of her was a man who was willing to compromise his happiness for her sake. The realization managed to stir her heart in a way never before. His pupils were shimmering with the warmth she craved for years and after a long time, she could finally breathe in peace.

"This is the most romantic thing you have ever done for me" she revealed with a vibrant smile on her lips. She jumped to crush Jungkook in her loving embrace earning a chuckle from him, expressing her gratitude for understanding her perspective.

"Don't be clingy Diva" he teased her as she pampered him with smooches. Letting out delicate giggles, their lips collided in a deep sensuous kiss as the beginning of their relationship dawned full of hope and happiness.

"See you soon" she mumbled against his lips, his hand entangled in her hair. Giving him a last peck on his lips she dressed and skipped her way out of the room leaving a sinking feeling behind in Jungkook's heart.

As soon as she was out of sight, Jungkook's facet dropped and he succumbed to a trembling mess. Taking the pack of cigarettes from his nightstand, he lit one up with great difficulty and took a long drag to silence his mind which was tumultuous with cynical thoughts.

"FUCK" he cursed under his breath and paralyzing fear coursed throughout his body like wildfire. The haunting memories of the past flooded back into his mind. Suddenly urge to throw his guts out overpowered him and before he knew he rush to his bathroom to hurl out nothing.

Mental pictures of Saya with his half-brother fucking in their library played like a slide show in his head. They reminded him what happened the last time he decided to let her out of his sight. Jungkook slumped down beside the sink and curled himself into a small ball lying on his side disregarding the cold marble as the frost in his heart was much worst.

He shut his eyes closed trying to focus on the good memories. Like the times Saya would hold him like he was the most precious person in the entire universe. Her angelic voice sang a lullaby as he laid his head on her lap and gaze at her beautiful face.

"I love you my Gukkie, Goodnight" she would profess in her adorable voice. They would cuddle and fall asleep inside the fort they made out of pillows and blankets.

How could he give up the sweet love which ensured his existence?

How could he not go insane when someone nearly took the only thing that ever mattered to him?

When his eyes fluttered open they no longer contained vulnerability. Instead, they shone with determination to keep her beside him no matter the cost. Pushing himself to stand on his feet, he loosened up his stiff muscles by cracking his bones and ambled out of the bathroom to grab his phone to call his men.

"Sir," the guy spoke from the other side.

"Every second of her day, including what she eats, what she wears, and where she goes...I need everything.. the list of people she meets and interacts with. Don't let her out of your sight even for a moment and if somebody dares to touch her..." He ordered in a stern voice.

"...Erase the fucker from the face of the world" he growled showing no remorse.

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