He owned Me [Completed]

24: Hate into love

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The turmoil that had seized his mind ensured Taehyung couldn't get a blink of sleep even though he was practically living his longtime dream. Lying beside the woman he always desired he thought he would acquire serenity but now that he was fully sober, peace was the last thing he was experiencing. The consequences of his action finally dawned upon him, and he could neither make an excuse, nor he could defend himself by blaming it on intoxication.

Yes, he was under the heavy influence of the drug, but his brain was still aware of what he was doing, and though it had been the outcome of intoxication and he wasn't in his control, he would still be very much at fault. 

He gently caressed the girl deeply asleep wondering what kind of dream she might be dreaming. Was he in her dream? The answer was most probably no because he knew she wouldn't be sleeping so peacefully then. After all, he was a monster to her now

Was being a monster better than being a devil? Mirthless chuckles emitted from his lips and tears trickled down his cheeks realizing how much he longed to be the angel she believed he was in her letters.

Oh, how he wanted to be the hero in her eyes, make sure nothing would hurt her and the shadow of the devil would never cast down upon her. Call it silly but he imagined himself to be one of those protagonists getting the girl at the end by sweeping her off from the Villain.

He was so determined to give her a fairy tale ending, and it was a shame he only managed to bring more angst to their love story. But then would he have done anything differently if he could turn back the time?

When the answer rang in his ear, he accepted he was indeed a monster. The years of concealing his pain and suffering and having to witness the girl he loved with his brothers had truly turned him heartless not only to others but also to the girl he loved.

Why couldn't he simply move on?  In his defense, he did try but her one coy smile and her eyes glinting with mischief would drag him back to square one. His heart would skip a beat at every one of her sassy counters back and the bitterness he forced himself to feel would dissipate like it was never there. 

With her every move and every sway of her curvy hip, he would fall over and over again into the rabbit hole that led him to Saya's wonderland. In fact, every day by dawn he would convince himself he was over her, and by dusk was always smitten by her, plotting and planning on how he could be the one to hold her.

Her duality was yet another of the attributes that managed to keep him hooked to her like an addict. For others, she was a heartless temptress, wrapping the youngest Kimeron in her little finger, while making other men fall on their knees for her. She had embraced the fake persona of a vixen pretty well. 

Only he knew how naïve Saya truly was. It only took a few lies glazed with honey for her to trust people with her life. She then took care for them regardless of how they had wronged her, and that was how the three of them had succeeded in tying her with them in one way or another.

Taehyung sunk deeper into the bed and drew her closer so that their bodies would come into contact, letting her warmth radiate into his dead heart. He encircled his arms around her naked body and cradled her, assuring himself that everything would eventually work out between them.

"If heaven is on earth, that would be your arm" he whispered despite his words reaching deaf ears.

"In about a day we will reach the island, I bought for us. It has a beautiful house with a huge library filled with poetry books" He mumbled to himself recalling the wish she had shared with him when they were still very young.

"There we will start our new life, far from the world just like you wanted" he mentioned, imagining their life as a couple.

Of course, it would be tough given that she could be stubborn as a mole. But he was confident that if Jungkook with his temperament could succeed in making her stay nearly for a decade, it would be a piece of a cake for him.  Plus, he was up for the challenge and even excited to bicker with her. Moreover, he was looking forward to the intimacy that would follow after their heated argument because that was her thing, right? He had witnessed her with Jungkook multiple times enjoying the angry sex so it wouldn't be any different with him.

He would be more understanding and gentle with her. He would allow her to enjoy anything she would like, take her on romantic dates to nearby resorts, and shower her with love and affection. He would write beautiful verses for her and eventually, she would melt because, despite all the tough acts, she was still a little girl craving to live a normal life with a loving partner which he would be to her.

"I know we have a lot of talking to do but I assure you I will bear the responsibility for my actions. You might hate me at first but I will give you the required space so that you won't be suffocating like before and with time things will get better. We will get better."  He placed trails of kisses starting from the center of her breast till he reached the side of her neck.

"I will do my best to translate all of your hate into love, you have my word" he vowed, capturing her lips into a passionate kiss and maneuvering her beneath his frame. 

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The book reached 20 K!!!!!

So as a thank-you gift I double update :)