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Clad in a silky nude-colored nighty, Saya rested on the chaise lounge on a veranda near Jungkook's bedroom with a glass of red wine in her hand. Taking a sip of the liquor, she endeavored to put the battle in her mind to rest but to no avail. A part of her shammed her for jumping into the hole she had recently crawled out of with so much difficulty while the other comforted her reminding her, that she didn't really have a choice.
Choice: something she was barely given in her life. Something that was basic to others but a luxury for her.
"So sex was absolutely necessary to handle the situation?" the familiar deep voice echoed from behind hauling her back to the present and she twist her head giving Taehyung a tired smile.
"Cut the crap Tae, it's not like if I stop sleeping with him, he will run to you for physical intimacy" she chuckled gesturing for him to take a seat beside her.
"I have needs too and since your brother has made it illegal to get any actions with other people, what choice do I have?" she spoke with honesty giving him a teasing smile.
"Jesus Christ, Your body" Taehyung huffed, his eyes scanning the exposed part of her body which was painted in bite marks and hickeys by Jungkook.
"Your little devil is very happy, he didn't even realize I slipped out of the bed today" She mentioned filling an empty glass with the liquor and passing it back to him.
"For how long?" Taehyung scoffed with a grimace on his face.
"I am sure everything will revert back to how it was tomorrow. You will poison his life with every breath you take" Taehyung vented not holding back his tongue.
His hatred wasn't new to Saya. Since the very beginning of her relationship with Jungkook, Taehyung never shied away to express the abhor he felt for her. Verily, she admired his opinion of herself since there was no denying that she was a despicable woman.
"That is why I wish to disappear from his life" she mumbled masking a tad bit of hurt his directness had inflicted on her heart.
"Oh Diva don't act selfless in front of me, it makes me laugh" Taehyung chortled as if he heard the biggest joke of his life.
"We all know the only reason you want to leave him is so that you can run back to Jimin, nothing more nothing less. You are a selfish bitch and if you cared even a tinny bit for any one of them, you wouldn't sleep with both of them" Taehyung pointed out without caring that his remarks were puncturing her soul mercilessly.
His mean words knocked the breath out of her lungs, and she managed to puff a mirthless laugh at his credulity. Tears welled up in her light orb but she refused to let them fall. Of course in the end, in the eyes of people, it was her to be condemned. She was at fault for loving someone else while being in a forced relationship with another. Only she could be blamed but no one else.
"Let's not pretend that you know me well Kimeron Taehyung!"
Standing up from the lounge she ambled towards the balcony and gripped the railing hard finding it difficult to respire. The realization that no one would ever bother to hear her side of the story before belittling her stuck her like a needle, drumming the truth that she had no support in her life, not a single soul who would take her side.
"Before Jungkook even knew I existed I loved Jimin..." she revealed gathering herself even though she knew her narrative would mean nothing.
"From the first day I stepped into this mansion..." she recalled how he was the first face she saw after the traumatizing experience that her mind had erased as a defensive mechanism. His warm smile made the mansion her home and from the beginning, Jimin was her only companion, someone she could truly relate to.
"But Jungkook snatched my freedom and even took away my liberty to fall in love." a single drop of tears escaped from his pupils and landed on the back of her hand.
"When all this happened, do you think I had a choice?" she turned to look in Taehyung's direction.
"Tell me, did I? I was handed over to your little brother like I was an object...and not a single soul opposed to it" She shook her head pitying the girl whose entire youth was stolen from her in a blink of an eye.
"And just like that my entire life was reduced to being someone's property" There was a strong urge to crumble down, but she didn't dare show her vulnerability in the eyes of the man looking down upon her.
"When simply owning me wasn't enough, he forced me to submit to him at gunpoint. Can you imagine how horrifying the experience was?" she narrowed her eyes at the man seating a few meters apart from her.
"He was just a kid...He didn't know better," Taehyung was quick to defend his brother's action as Jungkook was too young to make any rational decision.
"And what about me, wasn't I just a child too? Why did no one protect me? Why does no one care that I am hurting?" she whirled around and questioned him.
"No one to extend even an ounce of kindness. All alone in this huge mansion, treated as a ragged doll " she poured down every emotion she had bottled up and got the form of words.
"That's not true Jungkook loved you, he provided you with every luxury an ordinary girl could only imagine"Taehyung pointed out the details Saya had decided to oversee.
"Yes by snatching away my basic right and then showering me with gold. That's not called treating right Taeyhung" she retorted back her brows creasing due to his ridiculous statement.
"He was immature, he was growing...you know that too" Taehyung reminded Saya placing the glass on the circular glass table before him.
"He was trying to be better for you but you never reciprocated his feeling. And worst you cheated on him with his half-brother"Taehyung argued "You slept with Jimin!" his voice rose higher than he intended it to be.
"How do you expect someone not to go insane watching the person they love fuck their own brother?" Taehyung was heaving after his outburst. Nothing could justify her action. Nothing could justify her ignorance.
"I know what I did was wrong and my action caused Jungkook a lot of pain..." She admitted, "But Jimin and I were in love before your father gifted me to your younger brother" Saya lashed back at Taehyung, letting out her years and years of frustration at him.
"It's all in the past and there is nothing we can do to change it" Taehyung's response was nonchalant, " it's for your betterment to accept the truth and move on." It physically crushed her to watch people brushing her pain and her struggles like they meant nothing.
"Tell me how...?" Saya requested, moving closer to the man.
"Tell me how can I erase the day I saw him covered in Jimin's blood"?" she repeated herself slumping down on her knees, matching the gaze of the man.
As their eyes met, Taehyung's face softened because the girl before him no longer looked like a vile person instead she appeared to be an innocent girl whose life had forsaken her.
"They hunt me every night..." she trailed off as the wails had reached her throat and dropping her head she finally shed the tears lingering in her eyes.
"And yet I love him," she expressed her raw emotions.
"but I can't bring myself to forgive him" She spoke with utmost honesty.
"So please help me go away..." she pleaded to the only man who could possibly help her out of her misery.
"Save the person you love from a fate worst than death. We will ruin each other" Resting her forehead against his knee, she begged. Exhaling a sharp breath, Taehyung hesitantly lifted his hand and placed it over her head, giving her a gentle pat. He was unable to say that he would give her the salvation she desired because that wasn't in his plan, but hopefully, it will be a part of what she wished for.
Unbeknown to them, in the corner of the door where the light from the moon couldn't reach, Jungkook was standing in the shadow listening to their conversation with his fingers riled up into a fist.
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Fanfiction"Love, I am a free woman now" "Not until I am alive" started: March 2022 finished: May 2024