Under The Sheets

66. Total Break Down

(My jaw literally dropped when I read the tweets of Louis and Zayn. I can't believe that will happened. I'm a bit mad as well, but obviously we can't avoid it. Anyways, I'm still a hundred percent DIRECTIONER, even though there are 4 members left.)

See You Again by Wiz Khalifa <--------(Fast And Furious 7 Official Sound Track)
Tattooed Heart by Ariana Grande

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"I find Austin cute, you know?" My bestfriend says while preparing the stuff she needed

"Yeah, I could tell, cause the way you look at him says it" I chuckled

"Any news?" Tara asked

"News about?" I got up from my bed and raised my eyebrow

"Your boyfriend?" Her answer was more of a question than an answer

"I don't have a boyfriend" I smiled widely

"Whatever!" Tara rolls her eyes

"What are you cooking anyway?" I asked walking headed to the kitchen and taking a seat on the dining chair

"Make a guess" I can sense the smile on her words

"Beef steak!" I answered

"How did you know?" Tara asked

"You don't need to know" I laugh

Oh! Tara, the only food you know how to cook is beef steak, so don't be shock when I guess the food you're cooking, right. Besides, if you're going to make our breakfast, you'll only cook bacon and egg, nothing else.

Oh dear! Tomorrow is monday, and tomorrow is suppose to be my schedule to be back at the Horan's botique. I'm really embarrass with myself, I just hope Maura understands when I don't get there.

Darcy's P.O.V

I went in the kitchen and my spirit almost got out of my body. You know why? Because I was surprised to see sir Niall on the floor wasted.

When I say wasted, it only means that he is wearing a polo shirt tucked in to his black slacks with some buttons open, he is holding a glass on his hand and a bottle of whiskey is placed beside him.

Some liquids were actually on the floor, and it's obviously the spills from the liquor he is drinking. Sir Niall's hair is messy and his eyes are blood shot.

I finish staring at him when I noticed that he was looking at me, anger filling his eyes.

"What?!" He shouted. His voice is sore.

"I'm sorry to interrupt you sir, it's just that I'm scheduled to clean the kitchen" my voice is shaking

I mean who wouldn't be scared with your boss? When everything that he wants, he gets it with a snap of his fingers. He is the son of the richest man in the world, he can do anything. Sir Niall will just put the money on the line and boom he gets it. That's who Niall Horan is.

"Whatever!" Sir Niall slowly gets up holding the counter top with his left hand supporting him

He started walking out of the kitchen, when all of a sudden I heard a crashing sound that made me jump a little. god! It scared the shit out of me. I turn around to look at sir Niall and he is panting really hard with anger in his eyes. His fist were clenched into a ball ready to punch something or someone anytime.

"Make sure to clean that as well" he demands pointing at the glass that he just threw a while ago

"Yes! Sir" I bow my head lightly

Niall's P.O.V

I can tell that I am drunk right now. Who cares? Even care bears don't even care. I went up to my room and lock it behind me with a loud bang make a painting fall from the wall.

I look at my iPhone which is lying on my floor shattered into pieces. What a useless phone now, because it's broken.

Urgh! Stupid.

If I didn't just let myself obey the thing on my brain, Diana will still be here. My girlfriend will still be here waiting for me with a sweet smile on her face, but guess what? she is out there somewhere, where the hell I don't know! Where she went. I just lost my whole life. Diana, my baby is lost.

I sat on the edge of the bed and look down at my feet. All of a sudden, I felt a hot liquid dripping on my hand, that's when I realize I was crying. I wipe my tears with the back of my hand.

I can't handle my anger, so I grab a hold of my lamp shade and threw it on the floor. Guess what? It also broke. I don't know what am I gonna do with my life now. I went in the bathroom, turn the shower on, and decided to wet myself didn't care if my whole clothes gets wet.

While the water is dripping down on my whole body, I just started punching the wall until I feel my knuckles aching. When I stop, I look at my busted knuckles. I didn't mind it, and yet, I clenched my fist into a ball.

Niall, why do you have to be so stupid? You know what? You just let the most precious person in your life vanish like a bubble being popped.

I turn the shower off and went near the sink. I decided to look at my face in front of the mirror for a while and ask myself 'who am I?'. The person I see in front of the mirrror is totally a different person. If I will have to describe the person I see in front of the mirror, I would say, he is a total jerk.

I punch the mirror and it cracked, while my knuckles just started bleeding. I am starting to feel the stinging sensation. I went out of the bathroom and sat on the floor leaning on the hard wall.

What have I done?

I just started bumping my head on the wall crying hard. I need my girlfriend. I need Diana. I love her so much. I would die to give everything to her, everything that she needs and wants.

I could even give her a Louis Vuitton bag, a Gucci shirt, and a Dior make up set, but no, she doesn't want that, all that she needs is a simple life.

How will I give her that, when she is nowhere to be found. She is gone. I scream to the top of my lungs trying to take all my anger out.

Suddenly, there was an abrupt knock on the door.

"Niall, honey, are you okay?" Mom asks

I did not reply.

"Honey, can you please open the door?" Mom says

No movement was made by my body.

"Niall Horan, open the door" she says one more time while knocking on the door

"Mom! I don't need you. Go away!" I shouted

I can hear shuffling sound and I was surprise to see my door widely open. Oh crap! Mom got keys.

"What happened in here?" Mom asks looking around my messy room

When I say messy, it only means that, one of the paintings were on the floor, my phone is shattered into pieces on the floor, and last but not the least, my lamp shade lying on the floor broken as well.

(Cliffhanger! What do you think about Niall's actions in this chapter? Do you even think that breaking his stuff could help him with his body to calm down? Please comment. I would say Niall has this side where he would be so angry and he also has a side which is called his 'soft side'. I'm asking for your votes guys! Thank you so much)