Under The Sheets

94. Do I Still Love Him?

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The day has ended and I haven't talk to Austin after the event that happened a while ago. I don't really know if I could stay a little longer in this company. Maybe, I will just wait for Tara to give birth and after that, I guess I'll be moving into another job.

I gather all of my stuff, turn off the computer, and sling my bag on my shoulder. I handed the folder to Mr. Carter and said.

"Have a nice night, Mr. Carter".

"You too, Diana" Mr. Carter replied with a smile on his face.

I went out of the office and went in the lift.

Out of all the floors that the elevator could stop, why does it have to be at Austin's floor? I wouldn't actually be surprised if Austin is the person who will come in the elevator.

The elevator door slides open and I know I was right, because Austin's face immediately appeared when the door opened. His reaction was surprised when he saw me in the elevator. I immediately look down on my foot and waited for him to come in, and he did.

He stood there, just a few steps beside me and the elevator door closes. He cleared his throat and I was actually expecting for him to say something, but of course, even a single word didn't come out of his mouth.

I decided to just watch the number on top as it decreases one by one. I just can't wait to get the hell out of here. The heat that is between me and Austin's space right now is seriously making me sweat.

We are now actually on the fifth floor.

"I'm sorry" his words caught me off guard, because I didn't know that he would even speak.

I just look at him and didn't even bother to reply.

"Look! I can tell that you are mad at me after hearing me and Niall's conversation, but please don't give me the silent treatment." Austin spoke again.

"First of all, I am not giving you the 'silent treatment'. Secondly, why would you even threaten him? And last but not the least, who the fuck are you to tell him that I love you too?" These words came out of my mouth like a sharp knife aiming to kill him.

"I was trying to protect you!" The sound of his voice grew louder.

"Well, guess what, you are not protecting me by threatening him. You don't know him!" My voice grew louder as well. "Do you even think you know him better than I do? He can do anything that he wants in just a snap of his finger." I am so damn mad right now.

"Why are you even defending him, when all this time I was the one here for you?" He pause and continued "Tell me, DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM?" Austin emphasizes the last five words.

I thought about his question but thank God, the elevator opens and I immediately walk out of the lift, leaving him there.

I hurriedly went to the parking lot and went in my car, immediately locking the doors. I rest my head on the steering wheel, exhaled heavily, and started thinking about Austin's question.

Do I still love him?

Could this even happen?

Of course no.

I shook my head from left to right and cleared my mind. I put the key in the ignition and turn it, to turn the engine of my car on. I step on the pedal and drove home.

Niall's P.O.V

My body falls on my soft bed and I just lay there staring at the blank ceiling. I took a deep breath, got out of my bed, went out of my room, and started walking towards the stock room.

Dozens of boxes welcomed me as I open the door in the stock room. How am I suppose to find that thing? I started opening one of the boxes on the left side and it's really heavy. I wonder why mom didn't even bother throwing all of these boxes, when she doesn't even need them.

This will really make me have a hard time to find that thing.

Suddenly, I heard foot steps coming and I immediately closed the box that I was holding.

"What are you doing here?" Mom asks standing on the door way, wearing her usual night gown.

"Well, I was just looking for something" I answered walking towards her.

"And what is that something?" Mum raises her eyebrows.

"Oh! Nothing" I said.

"You know what? Why don't we drink some hot chocolate and sit outside, to have some fresh air?" Mum suggested.

"Sure!" I smiled.

She started walking away. I got up from my position, turn off the lights, went out of the room, and close the door.

I went downstairs and straight to the kitchen where I found my mother stirring a mug of hot chocolate. Her face immediately lit up when she felt my presence inside the kitchen. She handed me a mug which I gladly took.

"Let's go?".

"Okay!".

We went out of the house and sat at the front porch. I sat on the wooden solo chair that swings, while mum sits at the imported chair just in front of me.

(Uhm... So sorry for the late update it's just that I was really busy and I know what you are thinking 'oh no! Here she go again with the same excuse' but seriously I was really busy because of school and I couldn't just leave that behind. I hope you guys understand. Anyways this book has a few chapters left so... Please don't stop reading. What do you think of this chapter? What do you think was the thing that Niall was looking for? Comment and vote. I love you guys)