Under The Sheets

67. Mother And Son Thing

American Girl by Bonnie McKee
R.I.P by Rita Ora
Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart by Ariana Grande
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"Mom, I told you go away" I shouted

"Oh! Honey, look at you. You look so screwed up" mom says with her annoying but sweet voice

Mom started walking towards me and she inch closer and closer until she was already right in front of me. She squats down and look at me which made me look away immediately. I mean, I couldn't look into my mom's eyes right now, and she doesn't deserve to look at me at this situation, where I look as horrible as shit. Right now, I can actually compare myself with a manure.

I felt a hand on my chin which was, obviously, from my mother and it made me flinch but relax afterwards. She turn my head to face her, but when my face is already facing her, I look down. Mom sighs heavily and said.

"Niall?"

I did not bother to look at her.

"Honey, look at me!" She said in a soothing voice

This time I look at her.

Her beautiful eyes were so perfect that it's telling me, I shouldn't face her looking like a feces.

Have I been using scientific terms, haven't I? What is happening to me? Whatever.

I look at my reflection in her eyes and I'm wasted than ever. Right now, I am being troubled, being troubled by the fact that Diana has left, leaving me with nothing. Yes. Nothing. I thank God, because my mother is there for me. All this time, I was being rude to her because she was being so annoying, but mom is still there by my side. She never left my side. I just realize this time how I love my mother so much.

Diana has been pushing me to understand mom, because no matter what happens she will always be there by my side. My girlfriend is right, she has been the best teacher of my life. I understand how she feels, because she grew up without her parents with her. Diana grew up with her granny and no one else was there for her, unlike me who have my mother and a father. But my father has been so busy with his business and interacting with different people for his investments.

"Come with me!" She gets up from her position

I also got up from my position and my clothes are seriously soak with water.

"Before anything else, I want you to change. I don't want your soak clothes making my room filled with water marks as well" I can't believe mum has still the time to joke around

I went in my walk-in closet and change my clothes into the clothes where I'm comfortable with. I literally threw my wet clothes in the hamper and went out. Mom is still there waiting for me.

"Let's go!" She led me outside

We started walking around the second floor and we went in her room.

"Sit on my bed" she motions me to sit on their bed and I did "Tell me what's the problem" mom continued

"D-D-D-D......." I wasn't able to find my words, it was like my tongue is tied, and all of a sudden, I just started crying again

Mom pull the chair of her study table, set it in front of me, and took a seat.

"You know, you are letting your emotions out first without thinking about it, that's why it makes you do things that you aren't suppose to do. Niall, always remember that before you let your emotions or feelings out, you actually need to process it in your mind" mom is acting like a teacher right now but I am still listening to her