My Son, Beomhyun

Bonus Chapter: Reasons to why

Soojun glanced at his phone for the fifth time as he anxiously bit his lower lip. It had been around almost two hours and just a few minutes before breakfast.

The latter had already took a shower and put on new clothes but there was still no call from Beomhyun.

Soojun lets out a sigh as he collapsed on the bed, the young male stared at the ceiling as he remembered Beomhyun's confession.

"I like you hyung, and it's way more than just a friend."

It wasn't like he was expecting too much, but at some point he hoped that the brunette remembered their conversation last night.

People say that when a drunk person opens their mouth expect it to be the one of the truths that they would never admit nor confess.

The ravenette never really believed that drunk people are honest. Soojun knew that there was a fifty-fifty percent chance rate of Beomhyun remembering.

But in this kind of situation; he was willing to trust that fifity-fifty percent.

Maybe Kyle was right at some point during their teambuilding in high school.

That he was the stupidest person when it came to love.

Soojun never really fell hard on the crushes he had when he was little. He never really cared and knew that those feelings will go away eventually.

So why can't he do the same when it came to Beomhyun?

What made that boy so special?

Before Byun came, Soojun had a layout on what kind of guy he would date. The ravenette had made rules as of who he should like according to his personality and his preference.

He his dating life all planned out.

But when he and the others saved Beomhyun and Soojun got to know him. His plans came crashing into pieces.

It was funny it took only a single person to make Soojun go all weak for.

It was around his third year when he realized his feelings and by that time he was still denying it. He knew there was nothing wrong about liking the younger.

But Soojun still had doubts, he still had those what ifs even though he knew Beomhyun likes him.

It was funny how the confident Choi Soojun was overthinking about a young male whom he almost thought would never reciprocate his feelings.

In his third year in high school Soojun was ready to accept the fact that he could never have Beomhyun. That he would never have a chance because he thought the younger didn't feel the same.

But now, with that drunken confession. Soojun wasn't sure if he should believe it.

And even if he did and even if Beomhyun did remember, Soojun was sure the young male would deny it.

He was so sure-

A loud knock resonated from the door, snapping Soojun out of his thoughts.

The ravenette lets out a sigh, "Probably Yeo-jong," he guesses before hopping out of the bed.

Soojun slowly made his way towards the door, he lazily opened it which revealed non other than Beomhyun himself.

The ravenette stared at the younger with wide eyes, clearly not believing that Beomhyun was actually here.

"Sorry... I-I had a lot in mind so..." Beomhyun mutters, sensing Soojun's intense gaze.

"It's alright," Soojun assures him with a smile and opened the door even further for Beomhyun.

"Come in," he tells him. "We'll talk in here."

Hesitantly, Beomhyun entered the room and Soojun softly closed the door.

"I..." Soojun bit his lip and swallowed a lump on his throat before looking at Beomhyun. "I didn't really expect you to..."

"H-Huh? Why?" Beomhyun stutters.

"Well..." Soojun rubs his nape before looking at Beomhyun. "I... I thought you wouldn't remember anything last night."

"Even if I'm drunk, I... still remember what happened last night." Beomhyun lowered his gaze and fiddled with his sweater.

"So..." Soojun began in a soft tone, slowly walking up to the young boy. "You remembered?"

Beomhyun nodded meekly, "Yeah, I did."

A blanket of silence surrounded the two boys.

"You..." Beomhyun spoke. "You weren't supposed to know that."

Soojun frowned. "What? Why not?"

Did Byun not remember what he told him last night?

Okay that's impossible since the latter said he remembered everything.

So, why?

"But I like you," Soojun said.

"I know, but..." Beomhyun chewed on his lip. "I don't think I deserve you hyung."

This made Soojun frown even more, but he didn'y say anything and listened.

"I discovered my feelings for you during my second year in high school. I mean I was already having a tiny crush on you during the christmas party so that must be the reason." Beomhyun says. "You were always so kind and caring to others, especially to me. You would listen to my rants and bring me food. And by the time I got into college those feelings grew deeper. My day would always feel complete every time I se you and whenever you would stay behind just to go home with me makes my heart burst."

"Then what's the problem, Byun?" Soojun asked in a tender voice.

"I have lots of insecurities hyung," Beomhyun mutters. "I'm not as confident as I put on to everyone; I get insecure about everything, I overthink, I get anxious and I doubt almost everything I do and college gave me such a hard slap on how lacking I am." Byun's eyes were brimming with tears and Soojun badly wanted to give him a hug.

Beomhyun looks up to face Soojun, tears now rolling down his cheeks.

"I'm not worth it, hyung."

"Now why would you say that?" Soojun says in a calm voice, cupping Beomhyun's face as he wiped his tears away.

"You're worth it," Soojun tells him. "You always are."

"But I'm a mess," Beomhyun sobs as sniffles were heard.

"And I don't care," Soojun says making the young boy look at him. His doey eyes that were in tears held the stars and the galaxy.

Even when he's crying Beomhyun still looked so beautiful.

"I like you no matter what, to me you're the most beautiful in this world. I love your straight yet kind personality, your patience and consideration always amazes me because I never seen someone so patient as you." Soojun wipes another tear from Beomhyun's face.

"Your insecurities don't do you justice Byun, you're a beautiful person and I see that." Soojun says as he caressed Beomhyun's cheek.

"And that's why I love you."

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I hope you liked the chapter:)

-Ria