LS#4: Save me, Doctor✓

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Leave him hopeless ft. The damn hiccups

ESHA'S POV

For months, I was able to move forward once again and make everything's under control yet it doesn't goes with the expectations I wanted for so long. Earlier, seeing Kieran's loving eyes towards Adallina's condition, he seems to be happy with her for a long long time but I can't let him go; Gulliver needs him, our daughter wants a family with him that she didn't cherished for sixteen years since he left us, looking and hearing his thoughts about Ada, I was fragile to defend myself and our family.

I am married to him, built the family we didn't even know if we'll work it out and then, believing on his promises and words but ending up, he left us for himself and for stupid months I'm trying to build myself through anything that bad things surrounding me, my knees trembling when I knew and heard that they slept and be with each other back again. I know that I deserve it because from the very first place, they are in a sweet cuddling times but I tried playing dumb and nasty with Kieran and he left Ada hopeless.

"Just damn it, Esha! Could you just stop calling love? Can you? It's freaking me out." He exclaimed while trying not to hear everything we discussed about their relationship. "Gulliver, can you stop now? My ears are turning red because of these stupid things."

"Dad! Dad, look at yourself! This isn't you anymore, since you been gone with us, you didn't know who's your family at all. All you know is thinking about Ada!" Gulliver shouted and Kieran slapped her right cheeks. "See? Haven't you noticed yourself being like that just for the Pete's sake of that general surgeon? We are your family but you didn't care at all!"

"See? Haven't you also noticed yourself, Gull that I already told you that this family is nothing to me because... It sucked me up and let my body nourished every single hell-like nutrients on it." He exclaimed, throwing those newspaper he's holding for like thirty minutes ago while Gulliver is trying to protect me by holding my hands. "You showed up this early in the morning, hugging me like we're close enough then you and your Mom came by and liked to see me, for what? For me to remember all these hell-like things going on to my life? Damn it."

"So, you wanted to be with that Dr. Adallina Agacci that is your freaking first love before having this nasty family, right? You want her? Then get her, I'm done dealing these stuffs with your close-minded brain, Dad." Gulliver turned her back, looking at me worried. "You owe me a lot for still respecting you as my father even though, even though we're like trash that is stuck in one of your bags." Gulliver ran on her bed room and left us here, dumfounded.

Kieran sat on the couch, turning his sight away from him and silence is still running on our atmosphere. "Gulliver was right, you have to let her go." I stated, he looked at me furiously. "Gulliver really needs you for a long time, Kieran, she does but you're not looking or supporting her at least once."

"You raised her with me for further purposes, you want me to marry you for freaking responsibility and when I know that Ada was here, I wanted her to be with me, she's my first and will always be her." He stood up, placing his hands on his coat. "I'm not here if you didn't seduced me before, I'm not going to be here fighting for this family I don't like and I won't be here if I didn't agree with your cheating skills, Esha Livia Eir."

Aakmang aalis na sana siya pero hinawakan ko ang kamay niya sabay luhod sa harapan nito. "Kieran, please. Do this for Gulliver, for our daught----"

"Your daughter, Esha, yours. Tanggap ko na isa siyang Zalana but whenever I saw and calling me 'Dad' it creeps me out. Hindi sa nine-neglect ko siya pero I don't really like her, I'm sorry." Tinulak niya ako palayo sa daraanan niya. "Don't come near me, don't chase me or don't force me to be with you both. I can dealt with my life and I'm going to be with Adallina, last decision of mine, Esha."