Tainted || Choi Soobin✔

CHAPTER: 22

(Edited)

The voice was suddenly mature feminine voice. It wasn't mine for sure.

He is a male wolf get away from him. I screamed at that person in my head.
He is a male, he can ease this pain. I want him.
I don't its my body!
C'mon Diana, you like him too. Don't lie that you haven't think of that night he did things to us.
I don't want too.
He is the man you were looking for, what's the problem now!
I can't, I am not sure about it yet. If he is really the one I am looking for, I try to resist her control.
Stop it Narae! She screams in my head. I smirk feeling the effect. No you stop!

"Ha-Uh-" I moaned as I hide my face in the floor holding my body. I feel my bones cracking, making noises that made my guts churn. This is crazy. I thought I was a human? Don't know where this adernaline rush of energy surges inside me.

"Soobin," I call his name and raise my head. He stops, closing the door which he had opened to leave. His eyes darted at me, I could feel them taking my breath away.

I gulp, "I-uh-I have a question for you."
He squints his eyes for a moment but turns around. His feet clattering on the floor, he walks across the room.
"What is it?"
"I-you knew that I'm a werewolf? Even before I knew. How?" I ask, forcing myself to sit properly. I hear a sigh, "The smell of your phermones, It was way to sweet and strong, normal human don't have that strong smell of pheromones." He replies.
"When did you?"
"The first time we met at the bakery. It wasn't thaf strong at the time,"
"Is that-hm why you kept glancing at me?"
"Yeah, your scent is abnormally atrractive. I'm not sure if you have felt it before but their are lots of guys who can't stop staring at you because of the sexual appeal your body excrete without even you noticing. Even the humans."

The silence settles. The sound of my ragged breathing fills the quite room. The memories of my high school, becomes clear. I still remember I had so many pursues, girls hated me for that.

"Huh? It was that?" I breathed heavily, a low chuckle leaving my lips with a groan. I was feeling sorry for my younger self.

"I need to meet my dad, I have to ask him?" I said, I was greeted by silence.
"Please let me go,"
"I won't, Until I'm sure you'll return to me."
"I promise, I will return."
"I don't trust promises, the promises are meant to be broken. What is need isn't promise but security." He replies, his face darkening. He looks outside the large window, as he relaxes on the couch. The moon light falling on his face. A frown creased my face, the pain that never seemed to be leaving intensifies. I collapse on the floor again hugging myself tightly.

"Why me? There has to be a reason? How am I benefitting you? Tell me that?" I sheirk.
He sighs, closing his eyes and resting his head on the sofa. I knew he isn't going to reply.

"Soobin..." I call out his name. He quirks his eyebrows. I crawl to him forcing every fiber of my body. I sit on the sofa next to him, breathing heavily. I could feel him clenching his molars, fisting his hand causing his knuckles to turn white. He remains calm on surface. He is controlling himself isn't he? I smile through pain.

"What happens during marking?" I do know that werewolves bite each other but, no sure if that's the only thing. He remain calm and nonchalant. He opens his eyes, cheeku grin resting on his lips and suddenly his eyes darts on me, he leans closer to me, "Why do you want to do it?"

My eyes widen as I take in sharp breaths because where our skin touch. I shiver because how cool it felt. I craved to touch him more.

"I-Uh- just tell me." I shout, he chuckles removing the strands of hair away from my sweaty face. His eyes flickering on my lips, while they glowed dangerously red.