𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 // 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐌𝐀 𝐊

24 (week 1)

"𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋, 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑"

journal

one week. it's been a week since i've left my room, or even got out of bed. my grades have started to slip. i might have to redo the year if i don't go back soon. oh well. i miss him, why did he die. maybe he faked his death and he's in another country, i doubt it. why did he cheat on me? was i not good enough?

whatever, maybe we weren't meant to be.

but i think no matter the case, we weren't meant to be. yeah I could tell myself a 100000 more times that we were meant to be and that you would find your way back to me, deep down I know that we weren't meant to be.

maybe you did try to stay, I wouldn't know because you never tried to communicate. what did i do to have possibly done something that made this happen? was this my fault? did i do something wrong?

i'm not sure how i feel anymore.

kenmas been helping me though. he's, nice. he's also grieving too. sometimes we cry about it together.