Empty Space

CHAPTER 24

A/n : play music above mga langga bahala mo diha 😭😭

The rally started it's main event and sara and I is currently in the side of the stadium waiting to be called,

I simply move myself to her side to tell her something cuz I noticed earlier that she's wearing our necklace.

The necklace suits her outfit she's very feminine tonight and she's so pretty on her white semi formal shirt.

I know she's always pretty and I'll never get tired telling her that.

She's wearing simple make up on her face but for me she doesn't need it cuz she's naturally pretty without it she's glowing even in the dark.

"You look dashing tonight my love" I simply whispered to her ear then smiled widely

"Tumigil ka nga love go back there wag moko pinapakilig muna" mahinang saway niya sakin kaya I giggled dahil ang cute niya

"You're wearing the necklace, I love you too it looks really good on you tonight pwede bang wag kana muna bumalik ng davao tomorrow morning and come with me tonight?"

I really wanted to be with her and spend a little time even for a short moment.

She's about to answer nung bigla na kaming tinawag to come up stage.

Sara is already in front giving her speech and doing her thing and I am talking to the senators

They are giving some stupid jokes so we just keep laughing nung biglang lumapit ang isa sa mga trusted personel ko.

Binulong niya na may special guest daw ako nagtaka ako kasi wala naman akong ine expect na guest.

Sara was already done and was about to come to me while smiling nung biglang pumasok mula sa gilid ng stadium si liza and come rushing to me for a tight hug.

I saw how sara's smile vanished in a split second and a glimpse of pain in her eyes before she averted her eyes away from us.

Seeing the pain in the eyes of the woman I love is the last thing I wanted to see.

I wanted to push liza away from me and run to sara and hug her but I know I can't,

I have to be very discreet with my actions.

I saw sara walking towards liza and I looking so normal and trying to be just professional.

"Hi ma'am buti at nakarating po kayo it's nice seeing you again" sara smiled like its just a normal thing sabay simpleng tingin sakin.

Her eyes shifted to liza's arm wrapped around my waist.

"Hi sara same here nice to see you again you look good tonight huh" liza smiled to sara sabay bitaw sakin to kiss sara on her cheeks for greetings.

I saw how sara licked her lips looking so awkward in the situation.

I know she's doing that thing whenever she's tensed or pissed

While me on the other hand can't even decipher what to do

I wanted to grab sara's hand at the moment and run away from here.

Sara distanced herself from us the whole night I was trying to make a move para lang makalapit ako sa kanya but she keeps on avoiding me

She didn't even looked at me once

I know she's hurting I can see it in her naging balisa na siya buong gabi and just by thinking that she's hurting its like breaking my heart into pieces

Liza never leaves my side kaya mas naging mahirap para sakin

I just kept glancing on sara to check on her she's talking and laughing to other senators

I know she's just hiding her emotion I told martin to keep an eye and take care of sara for a while he just nodded for a response.

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I wanted to go home yun lang ang naiisip ko ngayon,

I'm just really trying to bring myself together.

I'm hurting right now I didn't prepare myself for this to happen tonight.

Masyado akong nalunod sa kaligayan at pagmamahal ko kay bong that I even forgot that he had a wife.

That moment I saw how his wife hugged him parang malaking sampal sa mukha ko na ang lalaking mahal ko ay pag mamay ari ng babaeng may hawak sa kanya ngayon.

I just wanted to go to my room right now and cry.

I never dare to look at him I know he's been looking at me many times.

I don't want to see the look on his face I might break down any minute and cry in front of him.

I know he wanted to come closer to me he's been trying many times already but I keep avoiding.

Ayoko na baka pag lumapit siya bigla ko siya yakapin.

Alam ko namang mahal niya ako eh.

At yun ang masakit yung makita ko siyang nasasaktan din dahil hinde niya magawang lapitan ako.

Alam ko naman kung ano ang pinasok naming dalawa pero lintik na giatay ka napakasakit pala talaga.

Nakikita ko sa gilid ng mata ko na hinde siya iniiwan ng asawa niya nakita kodin ang pagkabalisa niya.

I'm crying internally I wanted to just go home and cry my heart out.

I'm supposed to stay for a day tomorrow to spend some time with him but I reprimand myself from doing so.

I'm going home first thing in the morning tomorrow.

I have to recharge and pull myself together before I lose my mind in this foolishness.

I might keep myself busy for a while before I lose my track.

I've just slapped by reality and it hurts big time.

I'm not used to this stupid pain like fuck its all new to me .

I never felt this before!

Parang gusto ko tuloy maghanap ng kaaway right at this moment and punch him in the face para gumaan lang ang pakiramdam ko

Kasi putangina napakabigat sa pakiramdam.

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