Empty Space

CHAPTER 54

BONGBONG :

I was really happy after knowing that sara is carrying our child.

I know that everything wasn't in place yet but knowing that we are having a baby, it just gave me all the reason to do what I have to do as soon as possible.

I'm actually fixing my annulment on liza before this accident happen I'm supposed to file it secretly in court but everything goes out of hand.

When I woke up earlier and seeing sara crying begging for me to wake up I thought of something,

I fought for my life and came back because of her.

I remember where I was before waking up.

I was dreaming and I'm like trapped in a dark room and I was just standing there.

I'm not moving or like doing anything to find any light to save myself from darkness.

It's like I don't find any reason to fight for my life anymore, I feel so empty deep inside.

I've heard voices but I couldn't distinguish any of them.

Later on, it became quite then I heard one voice.

Her voice is very clear to me unlike those voices earlier.

That voice I've been craving to hear for quite some time is crying and in pain.

And just like that I regain some strength and tried very hard to find where it's coming from.

I never want her to cry it's my weakness but this time it gave me strength to get up to stop her from crying.

I followed the voice of the woman I love the most,

while following her voice I realized something,

She's my guide to a right path and I suddenly know that I'm not heading anywhere without her.

Thats how I found my way back.

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Manang asked sara to come back to her room earlier to rest.

She doesn't want to at first, she's been insisting that she's fine and she wanted to stay.

But I told her to just go to her room and rest for a while.

Naiiyak pa siyang umiiling habang nakatingin sakin dahil ayaw niya talaga.

Alam kong nagiging emotional siya because of her pregnancy hormones and here I am finding her so adorable.

Sa huli pumayag din siya dahil sinabi ko sa kanya na kailangan niya ng sapat na pahinga para sa baby namin.

Kung pwede kolang ipalipat nalang ang hospital bed niya dito sa room ko para nakikita ko siya gagawin ko pero hinde pwede.

Manang told me that sara is suffering from an extreme fatigue because of work and maybe because of whats happening on us in this past few weeks also.

Manang knew sara's pregnancy dahil sa sinabi ng doctor kaya sumasakit din ang ulo niya dahil saming dalawa.

She asked the doctor to make it confidential and never tell anyone.

Nanlumo ako dahil haharap si sara sa trabaho to fill my absence after niyang mabigyan ng gamot na pampakapit ay ma didischarge na siya bukas.

Hinde pako pwede bumalik sa work because they have to run some test to complete before my discharge.
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My accident was made by some of the communist that is really mad of my father and my whole family because of what happened before.