"Hon can you answer my question now, what's wrong with you?" liza asked me the moment we stepped inside our house she looked so pissed now.
She's been asking me numerous times when we were in the car if I'm ok or what's wrong with me.
But my mind is nowhere to be found.
"I'm fine hon I'm just tired I already told you that" walang gana kong sagot sa kanya,
"But you don't look like ok to me!" masama na ang tingin niya sakin and she looked like she is losing her temper.
I took a deep breath to control myself,
She keeps bugging me and even if I don't want to I'm getting irritated by her,
And I don't want to show her that,
I had to be very vigilant to her as I don't want to hurt her feelings.
Sara left the place earlier without giving me any word and Im already losing my mind,
I wanted to be with her, I want to know if she's ok.
I know she's not but still I want to console her,
I can't just let her deal with the pain I've cost her alone it's killing me.
"Hinde ba ako pwede mapagod liz? All I want right now is to rest cuz I feel so exhausted right now" I tried very hard to be calm.
I don't want to make it worst and to put up a fight between the two of us.
"you've been acting so weird since earlier bong it's as if you don't like me being here you don't seem to look happy I'm back" she seriously said.
Im getting tired of talking to her like dealing with her right now is the most stupid thing to do
"What do you mean liz? Im just tired ok can we just talk about this tomorrow" I said ending the conversation sabay lakad para lagpasan siya at pumunta na sa kwarto.
Mabuti nalang at hinde na siya nagpumilit pa na ituloy ang inuungot niya at sumunod nalang siya sakin ng tahimik.
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Third person :
Nakatingin si liza sa papalayong si bongbong papasok sa loob ng kwarto
Hinde niya alam kung bakit niya nararamdaman itong takot niya ngayon
Parang ibang tao ang bongbong na kasama niya ngayon
He doesn't seem to be the husband that she knew,
Something has changed on him that she can't comprehend.
She noticed that he looked so down the whole night that she's with him on the rally.
He wasn't like that nung pinapanood palang niya sa baba ito he looked so happy and alive.
He started to get anxious the moment she arrived.
Nasaktan siya dahil nararamdaman niyang parang hinde man lang siya namiss neto,
Ni hinde man lang siya maalalang tawagan neto oh kahit eh text man lang nung nasa london siya,
She had to do the effort of calling him or reach out on him just to talk to him.
She do understand that he is tired from all those caravan and rally the whole day.
It's just that there's nothing wrong naman siguro kung magdamdam siya she had her reason naman pero parang wala lang siya dito.
**
Bongbong is in the cr trying to contact sara for a thousand times already but she's not answering her phone,
He's been walking back and forth feeling so un easy with the thought that sara is really avoiding him.
Napahilamos siya sa mukha niya he really felt so helpless that he just want to cry out of frustration,
"Love please answer the phone" he's like begging in the air hoping for sara to answer his call,
But to his dismay she never answer his call once again.
Alam niya naman that he's being unfair on liza but he can't do anything about this anymore.
Si sara ang hinahanap ng buong sistema niya.
Kahit itanggi niya alam niyang nasasaktan niya na si liza on the way he treats him earlier.
Kahit ayaw niya saktan ito, even if he knew he will someday hinde niya naman pwedeng basta nalang iwan ito just because he want to,
He doesn't love her anymore but he do respect her as his wife.
**
Sara is on her hotel room lying on her bed.
She doesn't have an energy to get up,
she's been crying for hours already.
The moment she enters the room earlier sunod sunod na tumulo ang luhang kanina niya pang pinipigilan mula pa sa rally.
Napakahirap magpigil ng emosyon but she's very thankful that she managed to hold her emotions until the very moment.
She had to act so tough the whole time and act like she's not going through something.
Nagmamadali siyang umalis kanina sa venue dahil hinde na niya kayang tumagal doon ng kahit ilan pang segundo.
Seeing the man that he loves on the arms of his rightful owner is slowly killing her inside.
Martin never leaves her side the whole time she knew that bong asked him to accompany her and made sure that she's fine hinatid pa siya nito hanggang sa labas ng kwarto.
Her phone rang once again receiving a call from the same person that she's trying to avoid.
She's not in the right state to talk to him right now.
Her eyes started to get teary once again just by seeing his name on her phone.
She never been this emotional her whole life kaya parang hinde siya makapaniwala that she's able to feel this kind of roller coaster of emotion.
One moment she's happy and for a snap just like that she's crying like a baby na inagawan ng lollipop.
At mukha na siyang tanga nakakatanggal pala talaga ng angas ang gagong pag ibig nato..
A/n : sa una lang po talaga masaya play our song cover above para mas ramdam ang sakit.. 😑
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Empty Space
RomantizmWhen bongbong and sara were so sure about their life, committed to someone Pero nararamdaman nila na parang merong kulang. What if you meet someone and fill out those empty spaces in your heart yung guguluhin ang tahimik na buhay mo pero aayusin din...
