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Chapter 3

"Where's Joey?" Billie just came into the room with a coffee and only wearing his underwear.

"He took Jakob to see his friends and the band." I crawl over to Billie pulling his face to mine. "but Tre and Mike are here."

I pout backing off Billie but he grabs my butt and pulls me on top of him "Do you have a thing for my butt?"

"Yes, it's hot." He kisses me, this time more heated than the ones last night. "come down stairs with me, so I could sneakily kiss you when I want."

He helps me up and throws me a top, Billie leads us down stairs and I see Mikey Poo and Franky boy in the kitchen. I run up and hug them, Tre kisses my check like always and Mike give me a massive squeeze.

"Well I missed you Ryan but I'm more concerned about how you're only in underwear and Billie's top and come down when Billie went up to his room." Mike emphasis certain words, also know as Billie's name.

"Get your head out off the gutter. Joey and I had a fight, I went to a guys house, came home this morning, was to scared to see Joey, showered in Billie's shower so I didn't have to face him, realised I only had dirty clothes, borrowed a top and realised Joey isn't even home"

"Oh makes sense man, how was the sex?" Of course Tre asked that question.

"Amazing, it's the second time I fucked this guy and he has an amazing dick. thinking about last night makes me droll." I turn around and wink at Billie. I love playing around with Billie like this, it's fucking amazing and I have no idea how long we're going to get away with it.

"Guys go turn on a movie, I'll get snacks and meet you in there." Tre and Mike shrug walking to living room. Billie slams his lips into mine, pushing me against the fridge. "you just wait until tonight."

"I wish they would fuck off, wait get them smashed and meet me in the pool house."

"I would but not today. I wish, but can you wait here instead so I can fuck you later, by the way I like drinking and smoking with you, turns me on a little." Billie puts his lips back to mine and Kisses me slowly.

It's these kinds of moments you realise that how ever the situation turns out I won't regret a single thing. Billie has changed my life since the day I was born, I've been listening to his music since I've been in the womb. Billie is my life.

"Billie can you take me to your next concert, I just miss the feeling I got from your music."

"Of course, your family." as soon as that left his mouth it sounded wrong. "we are family in a non blood related way." he's not making it sound any better. "it's not like your fucking your uncle."

"Billie shut up, your making it worse." I laugh quickly kissing him. "I'm going to go to the pool house, you stay here and find me when you want me."

"But I want you now." He pulls me into him and laces our fingers together. "I wish I could kick those shit heads out."

"Bros before hoes. I'm sorry about your back by the way, Joey said I scratched the fuck out of it." I turn him around and pull up his shirt seeing faded red marks and some bruising from the other night and fresh ones from last night.

"I barely even realised, until I showered."

It was strangely silent for a bit and then I heard the door click. fuck my life, why cant anything go right?

"Joey babe your home." I hear Tre yell. "your girlfriends in her underwear in the kitchen." I can hear the smirk in Tres voice.

"So she came home early for once, doesn't surprise me she's walking around half naked since it's all she really does." what a arse hole. "oh and she's not my girlfriend"

"Joey no need to be a dick, your attitude is horrid and your being a cunt lately to everyone." Billie steps out from around the corner so Joey can see him.

"It's not like she heard me dad, I just came to get her so we can all go to Max's." I walk around the corner hoping Joey couldn't see the tears in my eyess, I run up stairs to Billie's room and slam the door and locking it. "fuck." I hear Joey yell.

I walk into Billie's bathroom and look at my self in the mirror. I'm nothing special. I cry on the bathroom floor over a stupid boy, I never cry and now I'm crying over a boy. what has my life come to?

"Ryan it's me open up." I hear Billie banging the door. "please Ry, Joey left along with Mike and Tre. It's just us, we never got to finish watching saw and I brought up food."

I take a deep breathe and exit the bathroom so I can unlock the bedroom door. Billie stands there with arms full of food and random other shit. He puts the shit down and picks me up carrying me over to the bed.

"Kiss me." I whisper wanting any sort of emotional connection.

"Of course. Ry you know that I'm not going to hurt you, right? I care for you." Billie pulls the covers over as so we're in a spooning position.

He kisses up the back of my neck and plays with my fingers, he takes his hand and moves it up my thigh. I turn around so I can see him and pull of his top, I hold his neck and pull him down so I can reach his lips.

"How did this even happen?" I say between kisses.

"The feeling of needing someone there,to keep our minds of reality."