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Chapter 44

"Hey baby." I say cuddling up to billies side, his sleepy body adjusts itself to he can see me. I run my hands over his bare torso and crawl on top of him. "I missed you." I giggle leaning down and kissing his neck, Billie laughs and places his hands on my lower back. He pushes me of him and hovers above me.

"I missed you too." He smirk smashing his lips against his, his hands run up my sides and back down before pulling my shirt over my head. His lips move from my lips, to my neck and the down to my chest. "I missed you so much." He mumbles against my skin.

I close my eyes as Billie pulls off my underwear, his already naked body is steady in front mine. His hands run up my inner thigh and I get I cold shiver rush through my body as if it's asking for more. His hand grip my hips as he moves our bodies together and he slides into me. I let of a soft moan as he waits. He finally moves against me and I'm already in shock, it's been to long. I've missed this. In a matter of no time my nails claw his back as his face his in my neck as he takes control.

"Billie fuck." I mumble knowing there are other people in the house, he laughs and pounds me harder. "Fuck, fuck, fuck." I pant moving my hands from his back to his hair giving it a slight tug. It's taking everything in me not to scream.

"Ry, it's been so longer and I don't think I can hold on for much longer." Billie says over his heavy breathing. It's not like it was over in a few minutes but usually we are at it for ages. I don't care through, I agree it has been ages and fuck it's so hot and I'll probably explode if he keeps going.

"It's ok, it ok babe." I pull his hair as he starts to thrust sloppily. He moans and it's like his whole body just collapse into me, poor thing. He rolls over onto his back and runs his hands through his hair, I crawl over and cuddle up next to him. I place a soft kiss on his shoulder and there's a few minutes of silence.

"I'll be back in a week or so." He says watching the fan spin above us. That's a Way to spoil the moment. I sit up and pull my top over my head and pull on whatever underwear I can find. I really don't want him to leave now. "I'm sorry I'll shut up, come back to bed."

"It's ok babe, it's your job. I'll just miss you." I walk over to his side of the bed and kiss his forehead. "Come on let's have breakfast babe." I take his hand and try to pull him up.

"No let's stay in bed until I have to go." He starts to pull me this time to I don't budge, I just shrug my shoulders and start to walk away but I know Billie will give in at any second. "Ok breakfast it is." He pulls on his boxers and walks over to me wrapping his arm around my waist.

The long hall always seem shorter when Billies home, it's like I'm constantly excited to turn the next corner because I know he will be there. When he's gone the house is so empty, dull and seems so big, Billie is the light in this house, he makes it a home for all of us. I notice Jakes face lights up when his dad walks in the room, Knox is curled up on his lap and the 18 year old slowly runs his hands over the puppies body.

"Hey Jakey." Billie says walking over to his son and kissing the top of his head, Billie is so close to his kids and it honestly makes me want a baby because I know Billie will be there.

"Hey dad, hey Ry. Look Knox is an angel, he slept all through the night. He also peed outside when I took him out." Danger is so excited about the puppy and it's the most adorable thing over ever seen. Billie just laughs gesturing for us to head to the kitchen.

I frown my eyebrows and head to the kitchen with Billie right beside me. His hand rests on my lower back like he's moving me along, he stops and lifts me up onto the counter. He stands between my legs and look up at me. You could say I'm a little worried.

"I love you so much, everyday on tour I wake up wanting you beside me. Being on for only one night is something I hate but also something I love, it's so hard to just come and go but at the same time is worth it because I get to see the ones I love. I love touring and preforming but I'm getting older and sometimes I just want to be with my family and not worry about the new album or the next tour. I choose this life and I choose you and I hope this tour doesn't affect us negatively."

We've been so in love for so long, we've definitely had our up and downs but never would I blame Billies work. I love him and with loving him I have to learn to love everything he does. Watching him perform is the most amazing thing, seeing him so happy and in his element is breathtaking. I would never take that away from him, it's his passion and his dream. No one has the right to take that away from him.

"It won't babe, it'll never change us. I love you more than anything. I know what I had myself in for, I want be scared off that easily. Now shut up and kiss me because I want the most of you before you walk out the door tonight."

To be continued....