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Chapter 12

"No I am not wearing that." I look down at the clothes Billie laid out for me today. "it offensive having that much skin showing."

"But baby please." Billies lips trail up my next to my jaw and back my lips. "I'll do anything." he fall to his knees begging me.

"No and get up, it's my job to be on my knees in front of you." I smirk pulling some shorts over my arse and an plain black top over my body.

Billie picks me up and throws me on the bed before climbing on top of me and pinning me down. "how did I manage to come across you?"

"Billie, Ryan what the Fuck is taking you guys so long?" Mike bangs on the door impatiently.

"Billie had to shave his balls, he thinks he's going to get lucky tonight." I emphasise think trying to tease Billie and it successfully works.

Billie shots daggers at me which isn't hard since he is pinning me down the horny little bastard. His lips slam into mine, my hands move to his hair and Billie pulls my shirt up exposing my lower stomach.

"Seriously guys hurry up, Tre is getting restless." I look at the door pulling away from Billie realising how careless we're being and it sends adrenaline through my body.

"Be down in a minute." I yell turning to Billie with a smirk on my face. I sit up pushing Billie off me and go to open the door, he doesn't need me since he's been ready for ages it's just that Mike didn't know that. "come down in 5." I close the door in his face and walk down stairs adjusting my clothes.

"Ry Ry." Tre hugs me before pulling away "we brought the stuff." he giggles handing me something.

"Acid, really Tre?" He just shrugs "I thought you guys stopped doing acid."

"Mike and Billie have and I only to it on special occasions." I take the acid in my hand and shoving it in my pocket before Billie sees. "don't be a party pooper."

"Sorry Tre but not today." I kiss his cheek and walk past him and take a seat on the couch. i pull out my phone and notice a few miss calls from unknown numbers. wrong number I guess.

Billie emerges from around the corner and sits next to me laying his head on my lap, I start to play with his hair and billies his flatter closed. Mike clears his throat getting out attention. "you guys seem closer now, about time I might add." I look at him confused. "We are an open band, we are close and your part of the band so you need to be open and close to every single one of us. Ryan I've never seen you make any contract with Billie until today but with Tre and I you were happy to be touchy-feely, it never made sense to me."

"We literally got drunk together and realised that there is no point hiding from each other." I laugh and Billie nods in agreement. "Addie scares the fuck out of me, I think that was the main reason I want to be distant from Billie and that it'd be awkward for Joey."

"Spank me." Tre bends over and puts his Butt in my face.

"I want to be your dominated love slave I want to be the one that takes the pain You can spank me when I do not behave Smack me in the forehead with a chain Cause I love feelin' dirty And I love feelin' cheap And I love it when you hurt me So drive them staples deep I want you to slap me and call me naughty Put a beltsander against my skin I want to feel pain all over my body Can't wait to be punished for my sins. Cause I love feelin' dirty And I love feelin' cheap And I love it when you hurt me So drive them staples deep Yee-hah!Cause I love feelin' dirtyAnd I love feelin' cheap And I love it when you hurt me So drrrriiiveeee.....Staples?" I sing making everyone laugh and Tre pout.

"I wanted to sing that you meanie." he fake cries jumping into mikes lap pretending to sob and wipe his snot on Mikes shoulder as the door bells rings and Tres head shots up. "PIZZA." he yelling running to the door.

I groan pushing Billie of me and walking into the kitchen grabbing a drink. man I have a headache, fuck you Tre. Billie walks in with a confused look on his face as I pull out Advil for my throbbing head. "Hey you ok?"

"I'm Fine." I shrug heading back to the lounge room but Billie pulls me closer. "Billie let me go." he continue to hold on to me and staring me up and down. "its just a headache Billie." He nods kissing me lips quickly before following me to the couch.

"You ok Ry? your looking pale." mike looks me up and down just like Billie.

"Headache." I lay me head on billies shoulder and his arm wraps around my waist. Mike is understanding and just nods taking a piece of pizza and flicking on a movie.

"Ryan when I was your age I wasn't sitting with older men watching a movie and doing work, I was probably on acid waking up with a girl naked next to me in an unfamiliar house and the smell of cigarettes and dope surrounding me." mike sits there with a smirk on his face thinking about the memory.

"That happens to me nearly everyday, I'm just sneaky about it and rarely do acid. I wake up naked next to guys and sometimes even girls, have fun thinking about that." I stick out my tongue, the boys jaws drop and I take the acid out of my pocket sitting it on my tongue. "thank you so fucking much mr Tre cool."