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Chapter 43

"How are you here?" I scream jumping up and down, I place my hands on his face and I'm starring in his looking into his gorgeous eyes once again as he laughs at me. I missed him so much. "No seriously, how are you here?"

"Took a day off to see my family." Billie says as if it was nothing, but to me it's everything. Billies kisses my cheek and walks past walking over to the boys and pulling them into a hug. We do have the cutest family. "And whose this?" Billies eyes gaze to the dog curled up on the floor.

"This is Knox." Jakob says, oh my gosh he named him Knox. My heart melts, Billie picks it up and holds it to his chest and kisses it's head. Joey come stands next to me and I rest my head on his should watching Billie in admiration.

It's such a nice environment right now, I have my boyfriend, my best friend, my brother and a puppy living with me in an amazing house with everything I need plus more. I don't need anyone or anything else, I have my boys and that's all I need. I've watched these boys grow and it hurts my heart knowing that one day they'll grow up even more and have their own life and their family, all I can ask for is that they'll always come visit.

"I can see it." Joy whispers starring in front of him, I turn and look at him in confusion and raise my eyebrow. He looks at me a sighs. "I can see how much you love each other, I'm happy for you." He smiles and I smile back as I pull him into a hug. His arms hold me tight as if to say he doesn't want me to leave.

"Thank you, it means so much." I pull away and look in his eyes, one thing the doesn't remind me of his dad. I see his eyes and I she Joey, I see everything his thinking and I can see the hurt that come with him saying that he finally sees mine and Billie's relationship as it actually is. "Never shut me out again."

"Never. I could never." He smiles and I tear rolls down my cheek. He laughs a wipes it away with his thumb, and I let out a little giggle. "I love you Ry." He pulls me into another hug and hold me there.

"I love you too." He lean up and kiss his cheek before pulling away. Billie walks over and pulls me into his side and Joey sits on the floor with Jake and the puppy. We stand and watch but like normal I get super emotional and struggle to keep back the happy tears. Everything is so perfect.

Slowly voices appear from down the hall and I hear a little kid laugh, the foot step approaching the bathroom and a little voice squeals. I turn around and she Tre with his wife, Mike with his and lastly Brixton and Rian by his legs. I smile and kneel down gesturing for them to give me a hug. Rian wraps her arms around my neck as Brixton clings to my side.

"God I missed you two, you're so big." I laugh, hugging them tight. I swear it been a year since I've seen them, probably not that long ago but i reckon it almost is. "Look, we got a puppy!" In a matter of seconds they leave my side and are on the floor pestering the poor dog but I'm glad, I finally get to see the others.

"You look better Ry." Mike says hugging me. Then Tre comes and pulls me out of Mikes grip and picks me up. He look around the room and stands up straight, putting me over is shoulder.

"This place is too crowded! Pool Party time!" He screams and everyone sighs. "Hey it's hot, it summer and we need family bonding time. So I think it's a great idea." He says with attitude, before anyone agrees he's carrying me out the back door and throughs me one the swinging seat, I'm glad it wasn't the pool. "I'm getting food." He yells running of as the others laugh crowding me.

Billie comes and lays next to me and kisses my cheek. He pull me close and we just watch everyone having fun. Joey and carrying Rian around the pool and Brixton and Jake run around with Knox. Tre and mike are cooking a BBQ and the wife set up tables and plates for everyone.

"I love you." Billie says into my shoulder, I turn and look at him. I look up and kiss him softly, I missed this. "Tomorrow is going to be a even better day, because I have to tell you something."

"I'm intrigued Billie Joe. Also I love you too." I giggle kissing his cheek, he is really the love of my life. Every time I look at him I get nervous a butterflies, my heart pounds and I become flustered. He does things to my body that I can't explain.

Like he knew Billie held me tight, his hands held mine and we just cuddle. Being in each others company is my favourite thing, just laying there and just focusing on each other and everything else just fades into the background. I'm so lucky, I didn't know it'd get the man of my dreams but I did and it was hard but it was totally worth it. Even though he can be gone for months at a time, the time we spend in between tour is more then I ever wanted. I would love for him to be constantly with me but it's his job and I love what he does. I love everything about him. I want to spend the rest of my life with him, I want to have his baby's and have his hand in marriage. I want everything but because of the age difference it may not happen but that's ok because I have Billie and that's all I need.

"You're everything."