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Chapter 8

"Babe." Billie yells across the house.

"What I'm the study?" I yell back, I'm literally gone for 10 minutes downloading music on my laptop and he's already wondering where I am.

"I'm bored." he walks around the corner with his arms crossed. Is he literally 2 years old?

"Go for a wank or something." I laugh closing the lid of my laptop, I haven't had sex with Billie since before I had sex with Max which is was like 2 days ago.

"Why should i when I can have you instead." He picks up the laptop sitting it on the floor before knocking everything off and lifting me onto the desk "I haven't had you for ages, it's not fair"

"Billie its been 2 days, I seriously think you can manage to last more than that." I lay there while Billie hovers over me with a smirk on his face, obviously I'm playing around but still I'm sure he can manage.

"Most people can wait forever for sex but you, your to good to wait for and I honestly need you all the time." He leans down and kisses me.

I feel guilty and I don't know why, it's about max obviously but why would I feel guilt about that? It just so messed up, The guilt making me not want to have sex with Bille. Thank you guilt.

"I had sex with Max." I blurt out, mentally slapping myself. Billie climbs off of me and tilts his head giving me a confused look. "I've had sex with him a few times but we did it the other day when you had a meeting with the boys. I'm sorry Billie, I feel bad and I needed to tell you because the guilt was getting to me."

"Um ok, thats cool I guess." he shrugs not knowing what to say. I stand up, walk over to him wrapping my arms around him and kissing him softly.

"You were a lot better I promise. Billie I don't want to have sex with anyone but you anymore, I don't know why but all my body wants is you. Max didn't do anything for me, I regret having sex with him completely." I lift up his shirt and fall to my knees in front of him.

"Ryan what are you doing?" I undo his belt and up button his jeans. "Ryan seriously." I pull them down along with his Underwear.

I take him in my mouth, usually a hate oral sex but I feel like I owe it to him. I've done it before, moving and sucking the tip while using your hand to jerk off the base that doesn't fit in you mouth, licking up the vein and kissing the shaft, sucking up his ball and massaging them with your hand. Billie moans my name and I know he's enjoying it. he starts to thrust in my mouth and his moans turn me on so much that all I wanted to do is please myself but I knew it was about him. Billie looks down at me with a smirk on his face, he pulls me onto my feet and kissing me roughly pushing me backwards on to the desk and pulls of my pants. his tongue licks up my slit before he starts sucking on my clit and pumping his fingers in and out of me.

"Billie." I moan. I last like 2 minutes when a guy licks me out, I don't know why but I get so much pleasure from it. "Billie, Billie, Billie." I screams grabbing his hair and pushing him further into me.

He pulls back and climbs on top of me pushing himself into me, Billie lets out a massive moan. I lay there not being able to move from pleasure and Billie pinning me down. I orgasm right there and then but Billie still has a little life in him and was going for it hard and rough.

"Fuck Ryan, fuck I'm about to...... Fuck." He leans down and kisses me with the biggest smirk on his face. "that was so hot."

Billie pulls out of me partly shaking still trying to recover. I pull my pants back on and leave the room, as if I could concentrate on what I was doing after that. "Billie I'm going to watch a movie, wanna join baby?"

"Yes but let's watch it in the movie room, it's to sunny in the lounge room." he grabs my hand leading me down the hall.

The Movie Room is pretty much a small cinema, red seats and protector which is pretty cool but harder to work than a TV. Billie is a pro at setting it up so I'm going to leave it up to him to set up.

"Come cuddle with me." I pout pulling my blanket over me as the movie starts to play. "Billie it's fine come here." I pout.

He walks over laying down and wrapping his arms around me pulling me into his body. "I feel the same, I don't want to have a 'relationship' with anyone else when I'm with mucking around with you."

"We couldn't stop this anytime soon, I don't fucking care if Joey is home because we are going to find away to continue this. fuck me in your closet if you want because I don't care." I turn and face him wanting to see his face.

"Sounds like a plan little one." Billie laughs before once again kissing me. "It's not being a whore if your only having sex with one person, it's just being sexual attracted to someone. I'm really attracted to you in a sexual way obviously and it do anything to be in your pants every single second of every single day."

"Hopefully it doesn't get to boring because if it does we are going to have to find ways to spice it up a little." I'm partly just fucking around but partly serious.

"You'll never ever be boring babe."