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Chapter 45

"No babe, there's more. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want everything of mine to be yours. When I finish tour I want to buy a new house and start fresh, I want it to be our home, not mine and once my ex wife's. I want new memories in a new home, with my beautiful girlfriend and my gorgeous sons." Billie smiles leaning down and kissing my shoulder, His hands run up the back of my legs and around to my back. He looks at my face reading my facial expressions. 

"You know I feel like the happiest girl in the word when you say that. Beej, honestly I think that's a great idea but we may have to discuss it with the boys." I jump of the bench and look right into Billies eyes. "This makes me excited for the future." I say wishing that one day we will have everything we both want in life.

"I've already spoken to some people and the house is going on the market with in the next week, I don't want you to worry though because it's just a house. The only thing that make this a home is you and the boys." Billie chuckles and grabs my hands looking down at me, he pulls me closer and moves one of his hands to my waist.

I watch as his lip twitches, it's like he's resisting the temptation to kiss me. I place a hand on the back of his neck and pull him closer so we are inches apart. He runs his tongue over his bottom lip before slightly biting it. He leans in even more so our noses are touching.

The little bitch is teasing me, he knows how to make me want him and this is one of the ways. I see a smirk form on his lips and his eyes go dark, I'm craving him. Fuck it. I smash my lips against his and he stumbles forward before turning us around and pinning me against the fridge. His hands move under my shirt and rest on my back as my fingers run through his hair. His tongue slips into my month, I think this morning wasn't enough.

"I guess couples eat each others faces for breakfast, nice." Says a voice behind billie and I, I pull away and turn only to find Joey there smirking. He laughs opening up the fridge with a wink, I'm honestly surprised he's not mad. "It's interesting when you come to get juice and to witness the beginning of every stereotypical porno." Joey laughs leaning over and giving me a slight hug.

"Is that why the internets low, have you been putting your right hand into more use now Ryan isn't staying in the pool house." Billie chuckles ruffling up his sons hair. I can't help but to smile at the two of them, they take the piss out of each other all the time.

"Obviously, it looked my dick took shelter for the winter. At least one if the Armstrong boys is getting action, it's just a shame it's being wasted on the oldest one." I burst out laughing as Joey brutally comes back at his dad, luckily Billie doesn't take it to heart. Joey is definitely his son. "Anyway, what time are you heading off?"

"Too soon, I think the car is coming at noon." The room just went silent and to vibe changed completely. Billie drops his head and Joey gives him a hug, watching everything that has happened the last few months and watching how we all have changed is unbelievable but in a good way.

"Love ya Dad." As the words leave Joeys mouth we are all shocked, Joey hasn't properly told his dad he has loved him and meant it since I've know the two of them and I've known them both for years. That's crazy. The room goes silent and we are all trying to comprehend what happened.

"I love you too Joey, take care of the fam while I'm gone though. A couple of weeks and I'll be back and on break so we can party it up." Billie hugs the both of us before walking upstairs to get ready. I really don't want him to leave.

I could go follow him upstairs but I think he wants to just get ready and go with no interruptions, he likes to be alone when he's upset. Joey walks over and wraps his arms around me pulling me tight, it's oddly comfortable. My head rests on my shoulder and we just sand there. He's my best friend and I feel like the old Joey is finally back.

"Cheer up Ry, we'll have a good few weeks." Joey smile, he leans down and kisses the top of my head. "I over heard you and Dad talking about moving out, maybe we can look for places while he's away and surprise him." The whole time he talks he doesn't let me go, he speaks so calmly I could almost fall asleep.

"I think he'd like that but I also think we should keep him partly included since it was his idea." I pull away from Joey and he nods, I need to go see Billie and say goodbye properly. I kiss Joeys cheek and head up stairs. I have a love hate relationship with this house, but right now that's the least of my worries.

I open the bedroom door and billie is looking at him self in the mirror, his fingers run over the wrinkles around his eyes. I walk up behind him, I let my arms dangle around his hips as I peer over his shoulder and look at the both of us in the mirror.

"I'm getting to old." I watch as he looks at himself in disgust, his hands run through his hair and sighs. He's so stressed and it's making him make feel even worse. "It's not the same anymore, everything's changed."

"You're aren't old, you have just lived babe. I love you no matter what."