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Chapter 10

It's not the same, waking up to joey is like waking up to a rock. I can't cuddle him or kiss me, actually I'll prefer a rock since it won't care what I do. I left the pool house as soon as I could and went to the main house for breakfast, Billie was there in his underwear but Jakob was at the counter drinking orange juice so guess who couldn't touch Billie.

"Morning Ba-...Ryan, eggs on toast?" Billie nearly called me babe. "not to forget the bacon."

"Yes please Billie." I smile cheekily and take a seat next to Jakob taking a sip out of his juice. "That's good shit." this time I take a gulp.

"Ryan seriously that's mine you shit." he laughs snatching me out of my hand and spilling it slightly.

"Now look what you've done." Jakob throws his arms up making a grin appear on billies face.

Jakob gets up and wipes the juice off the counter. "I'm going to get dressed, my food better be ready by the time I get back because I'm starving." I watch as he leaves the room and run up to Billie.

"I missed you." he mumbled leaning down and kissed me quickly. "your a cheeky little bastard aren't you?"

"Yep, I was excited to see you. Joey was still sleeping when I left, for a best friend he saw doesn't act like it." all he does his grumble about something I've done, why can't he except anything I do.

"Come stay with me tonight." I think about it for a while but I'm not going to get away with it, it's the middle of the week which means no parties that I can say I've been to or anything.

"I don't know if I can." I pout wrapping my arms around his neck and his hand grips my hips pulling our lower stomachs together, slowly Billie leans in and so do I but the door opens making us jump apart. "hey Joey."

"Ryan, dad." he walks past grabbing a drink from the fridge and sitting on the counter. "I've got band shit happening today, Ryan your not needed because I'm sure we can dress ourselves." he jumps off and pushes passed me.

"Problem?" I ask crossing me arms over my chest.

"I know about you and Max you dickhead, you guys weren't quite on the bus. it's all your fault you tease, a guy can't handle themselves when a girl walks around half naked constantly. you love to whore around don't you? You're a sex addict who won't get anywhere in life. its so obvious when you get laid, there's no need to rub it in my face. I didn't bring you here to fuck my best friend Ryan. I share a bed with you and who knows what I'll catch." he yells slamming the glass on the bench and pulling at his hair.

"Takes two to tango." a tear runs down my cheek but joey still is bright red with anger.

"Ok I've had enough, from now on Ryan is staying in here and joey you can stay in the pool house to think about what you've done. I've raised you to respect women but obviously I didn't screw it in your head enough. your a disrespectful dick that just made a girl cry. Ryan isn't a whore, why should you care anyway because I know she would be safe when she has sex. I've seen the doctors receipts, she gets checked for STIs and shit. I'm ashamed to call you my son Joey, you're a disgrace."

"Fuck you." Joey screams throwing the first thing he can see across the room which happens to only happens to be a plate that shatters when it hits the ground. watching joey storm out make me cry even more, it's my fault their fighting.

Billie comes over and pulls me into his arms, I sob into his shoulder and he rubs my back continuously telling me it's all going to be ok. "Shhhh Ry, don't cry." i notice billies concentration drifts. "Jakob, can you finish breakfast? Ryan's upset so I'm going to cheer her up." he yells.

I never thought Billie would think of taking me to the little coffee shop don't the road would cheer me up, but it did. We sat in the far end corner booth and a guy I knew came over to serve us.

"May I take your order?" He doesn't even look up, part of me is glad since I don't really want I'm to see me in the state I am.

"Two lattes please." Billie says but then it happens, he looks up and the biggest grin spreads across his face.

"Sure sir. Ryan, haven't seen you in a while." Billie gives me a weird expression and I give him the 'I'll tell you later' look.

"Hey Harry, I've been busy and partying is off my radar at the moment until shit calms down." Harry's the guy I always end up partying with, we have a really close mutual friend and that's how we met.

"I get you bro. I'll be back soon with your drinks." I miss the group a little but they are not fun unless they are intoxicated which is a bad thing. "oh and Ryan, I hope to see you around soon."

I watch as Harry turn and look back at Billie, he doesn't look happy. "I don't like your friends very much."

"Well maybe you could come here and kiss me while no ones looking." Billie looks around before sliding in the seat next to me and placing his lips on mine. I smile into the kiss and lightly bite billies lip just for something different and with the reaction I got he must have liked it.

"We should go on dates more often babe." He breaks the kiss and holds my hands looking me in the Eye for a reaction.

"Oh so this is a date then."