This boy next to my room

25

June

This is a fucking joke.. Here I am about to walk into a three square meter dressing with Connor as company! I know this could be an opportunity to fix this problem but right now I don't feel like it. I'm still hurt and he can't make me forget with a few words of apology.

Besides, I'm even starting to question our friendship, it's been three of us, but most of the time we just yell. Even if it's ironic, it's really starting to get on my nerves.

I enter first in the small dressing room while he follows me from behind. I can hear the giggles and whispers of the others further away but right now, I just want to finish these 7 minutes quickly and sit back down next to my friend. I hope it's the same for him.

He closes the door behind him, plunging us into an unpleasant darkness. Now the voices of the others are far away and I can't decipher a single word of what they are saying.

A heavy silence punctuates us. I can literally hear every beat of my heart and I can almost hear Connor's breathing too.

"Were you really up for playing this frustrated virgin game? No, I'm just saying that because I don't think you're the kind of girl who sleeps with a lot of guys." He said ironically.

I knew it, he's clearly going to be a pain ass. It's not even 7 minutes in heaven anymore, it's 7 minutes in hell with Connor Jay.

"Don't start, I'm sick of your ironic comments. You don't know anything about me, maybe I have fucked guys before."

"Haha, nice joke. The only person you've ever slept with is your crochet stuffed animal when you were discovering your libido." He replies proudly.

"That's not even funny, shut the fuck up now and don't you dare open your mouth until the seven fucking minutes are up."

"Otherwise what?" He asks for the purpose of provoking me. He's really going to drive me crazy, this asshole is going to drive me crazy!

"Otherwise... I'll broke ours friendship. No, I'm sorry, we're not friends anymore! You're just an asshole, a big asshole Connor !"

"I know, I get that a lot." He sighs, making me sigh afterwards. As I cross my arms completely out of my mind because of his unpleasant presence, I hear his footsteps approaching me. Oh I fear the worst right now..

"You know, I can see your green eyes staring at me from where I'm standing and frankly, a normal person would find it really creepy but I find it really hot. He begins. And I just had an idea, why don't you use these seven minutes to show me how you used to fuck these so-called guys?"

It takes me a long time to digest these words. What's his problem for the last few days? He keeps on making sexual allusions which annoys and destabilizes me a lot. In my opinion, he is not in his normal state because from the way he says it, it looks like he has been drinking a lot.

"Uh Connor.. I think you've had too much drink tonight. Stop saying things like that to me."

I can hear him laughing in front of me, he has moved closer and I think that if he takes another step, our faces will brush against each other.

"Maybe so.. But I mean everything I said."

"Okay... Hmmm, in that case, I think we'd better stay quiet until the time limit is up because I know after that I'll be messed up and I'm very afraid to hear what you're going to come out of your drunk mouth."

"You're really boring June."

"Shut up."

The silence returns. Okay now you have to forget everything he just told you June. This guy is a sex-hungry asshole all the time, so I must not let myself be influenced so easily. Besides, he's completely ripped off, tomorrow everything will be back to normal. I won't talk to him and I'll go on with my life quietly.

"Jacob is truly your boyfriend? I'm just asking to make sure."

Here we go again.

"It's not your problem. Shut up now."

"Stop being so rude, it was just a question." He sighs too abusively and awkwardly because of all the alcohol he has ingested.

"And what do you care anyway?" I sigh too.

"Yeah you're right, I don't care. But still, personally, I wouldn't have liked to be in his shoes."

"I don't give a shit, you're not." I answered a little too dryly. After that, he shuts up and moves back to his original place.

The seconds pass slowly and we're only three minutes in when it feels like an eternity. I bite my lower lip in frustration and Connor's words come back to my mind, scrolling over and over again without stopping. He really has a way of making me think too much. It makes me tired, he makes me tired.

"Uh...I...I have a question too, but don't get me wrong, I don't care what your opinion is, it's just to know." I begin, i feel like ending my overthinking. "What makes you say that I don't look like the kind of girl who fucks guys?"

He chuckles slightly before speaking up. "It's obvious, you're way too mean and you're clearly not the kind of chick a guy wants to fuck." He replies. Ouch, that hurts.

"And that's... What's the kind of chick a guy wants to fuck like?"

"Why do you want to know? Weren't you the one who said you got fucked by guys? And frankly, it's really disgusting to be a men's bum."

"No, I didn't say i was."

"So you're a virgin?"

"Who cares ? I don't even know why I'm talking to you." I sigh, annoyed.

"You are unbelievable June... And can I ask why you're so interested in Tyler if you have a boyfriend?"

"Jacob is my best friend. And Tyler is pretty much a good and funny person, he fits me."

"Well, you should see how he talks about girls with me. He thinks of you as sex objects and if you ask me, you don't deserve him."

"Uh okay, and can I ask why you're being so moody with me? First of all you put me down by calling me a... Girl that all the guy don't want to fuck, and you imply that I have no shape when... Anyway! And now, you're telling me that I don't deserve Tyler? What is your problem, seriously Connor?"

"There's nothing wrong with me. It's just that you're weird June. You're so annoying and so... I don't know, so strange."

"What do you mean by strange?"

"That's it, I've had enough. Let's stop talking, I'll end up saying something I'll regret." He blows.