This boy next to my room

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June

Why did I bring myself here? I have no idea.
Do I regret doing it? Of course i do.

Like the jerk that I am, I thought there was something wrong with Connor when he gave me that look that literally sent chills down my spine and my body as well as my heart couldn't take it so I asked Tyler to wait for me in the yard so I could make sure everything was okay with this asshole. I never should have done it, because the scene I just witnessed flat out destroyed what little concern I had for him.

I'm too stupid, I took his look too seriously and now here I am, standing still in front of him, shooting him with my eyes.

The girl standing next to him watches me as she were ready to cut me into a thousand pieces and throw the remains of my body into a ravine.

"What ?" He says while also glaring at me.

Asshole
Asshole
Asshole

"What do you mean what? I thought you had something against me, but obviously I should never have come." I reply.

"Stop thinking the world revolves around your slutty pussy and go join Tyler." He growls. I can't help but hiccup in surprise and then let out a nervous laugh, is he crazy? Just a few days ago he was apologizing to me and here he is again shaming me in front of everyone. I hate him!

"You know what? Fuck you asshole." I insulted him by showing him my middle finger before moving away towards the exit under the annoying rhythm of the laughter of the other people present in the room.

I have a lump in my throat and my veins are boiling, it's okay I give up for good this time. I have to stop looking for the impossible, he and I are not compatible in all relationships.

I remove the expression on my face when I reach Tyler, he was waiting for me leaning against a wall, arms crossed outside.

Raindrops start to fall on the ground and on my skin. Our 'date' will not be in the best of weather conditions from what I can see.

"Damn it, it's raining.." He laughs.

"Indeed, sorry to keep you waiting by the way." I say.

"No problem. Come on, let's take a walk."

We spend several hours outside hanging out and talking about our lives before we knew each other. For a while I managed to get Connor and his nastiness out of my head and frankly it felt good.

Tyler told me he wasn't talking to him either but I didn't care why, he did the right thing either way.

When the rain redoubles of intensity, we decide to return inside. I find that we get along really well and he has the gift to make me happy.

Since the beginning of our meeting he knew how to make me laugh even with his absurd attempts of flirting, I know that if our relation continues in this momentum we can surely become more than simple friends and this idea does not disturb me at all.

"June I'd like to know one thing before I... go any further with you." He says as we walk along the hall.

"Tell me?"

"Did you and Connor have... Have you had sex?" He asks a little embarrassed. My eyes widen in surprise and I shake my head negatively. No what the fuck ?

"Oh great, I just thought. Don't take that question too seriously."

I agree, but deep down I find it strange. What if he wasn't the only one who thought that? What if Connor told him I ran into him and... Ugh! No, I don't care either way.

We walk up the marble stairs and get to the second floor. I didn't even realize we were heading to our dorms, plus I don't know what he wants to do there. Our date is already over ?

He stops right in front of my door and I stand in front of him.

"Well... Well since it's raining would you like to watch a movie with me?" He asks.

"On my phone?"

"Yeah if you want, or we can do it on mine too."

I nod.