This boy next to my room

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Connor

"Go dude, you've got this! Even more than ten!" encourages Tyler.

Shut up.

I get down with a little more difficulty than the first time. It's been a long time since I've done so much exercise, it feels really good, but it doesn't help me at all, I can't get June out of my head.

I have vague memories of the discussion we had when she was in the closet with me. The only thing I remember is her asking me how to be a girl that guys want to fuck. Now that I'm sober I find that question way too weird coming from her and I sincerely hope I didn't tell her how, she's fine the way she is.

However, I haven't forgotten what I was supposed to forget. I thought I was still a little drunk when I threw up but obviously that wasn't the case because I remember every detail that took place in my room. What the fuck was I thinking? This is what happens when I'm horny, I want to fuck everything that moves. But I know for a fact that I can't afford to touch the green-eyed bitch.

What annoys me the most in this story is that even if I knew it, I had a sick desire, I couldn't control myself anymore. Yet it's definitely not my style of girl and the way she talks and looks at me exasperates me to the core, but yesterday I actually managed to find it attractive, even exciting.

When the thoughts resurface, I let out a grunt and get up from the floor. It breaks my balls to think about this bitch, if it continues I feel like I'm going to hit myself.

"Bro are you serious? You only had one left to break Levi's record!" Sigh my friend.

"I'm going to burn out." I sighed before retrieving my shirt and putting it on as I headed down the hall.

In the lunchroom, when I saw her walk by in her mini shorts I almost thought I had an erection. But then I saw how Tyler looked at her and it calmed down. I can't take it anymore, I couldn't bear to see her today.

"Jacob !" Writes a very familiar female voice in front of me. I instantly look up and what I see almost makes me puke. The green-eyed bitch jumping into the arms of a guy with curly brown hair. I stop and stare at them with a disgusted eye. Is it really him Jacob ? He's a lot uglier than I imagined.

"I really missed you too much beautiful!" He said as he smothered her with his mole arms.

I take a deep breath and walk over to them. Okay Connor, you're clearly too much of a jerk. I stop right in front of them and wait patiently for them to let go.

"You too." She replies happily. I've never seen her so happy to tell you the truth. Except when she is with Kathy. Anyway, that's not the problem here.

She detaches herself from him and moves back a few steps. I barely have time to step back to avoid bumping into her when it's already too late.

She is startled and turns quickly towards me. The brown eyes of her presumed best friend and hers land on me.

June's smile fades and I admit that it touches me a little. We stand silently looking at each other for a moment before she starts to speak.

"Um... Do you need anything?" She asks me in a strangely innocent voice. Is this a joke? Why is she acting like nothing happened? Okay.. Take it easy Conn'.

"Oh.. I think this is the Connor you told me about?" Exclaims her 'friend'.

Interesting.

"No.. Well yes, but that's not the important part. Shall I give you a tour?" She said, ignoring me in a really childish way.

Bitch.

"Before I do, I need to settle some things with you." I say curtly, glaring at her. I know she's trying to avoid me too, but might as well set things straight right? She needs to understand that she doesn't belong to be in my fucking head.

"Excuse me a moment Jacob." She sighs, giving me a look showing me her annoyance. I clench my fists before motioning her to follow me.