Torn in two (Luke Hemmings)

Chapter 14

Luke's POV

Everyone is looking at me like i'm some type of freak. I guess in a way I am. But there is so many intimidating people in here. I guess compared to the other people in here that I have heard lots about make me sound the most normal person on earth.

There's Jeremy. He's in here for drugs. He took more than 20 types of drugs 40 times a day. He nearly kill himself from the mixture of everything his body is consuming. He is taken for a 2 hours counselling session every Wednesday.

Then there is Jason. He has bipolar. He said he has been here for 14 months and he has only got worse.

But then there is me. I've finally been diagnosed with a multiple personality disorder. I told them all the things I've been feeling. I told them I feel depressed, that I haven't been eating and I've been getting bad nightmares. They said along with that I had developed an eating disorder. They told me I won't be in here for as long as others. They said the maximum I will be in here is 2 months if I get the right treatment.

But god i'm missing home. I miss how crazy it was. My 4 boys. My 2 princesses and of course my queen. It's cringey I know but I miss them so much. I haven't been able to call them because whenever the phone is free the battery has gone. This place is honestly like a prison. How the hell am I going to cope?

"Luke...You have a visitor" The nurse said and I followed her into the living room.

When we got there I saw Cara siting with a tea in her hand. I slowly walked over and she instantly brought me into a hug. I squeezed onto her for dear life. I'm holding my whole world.

"I've missed you" She whispered then kissed me.

"I've missed you too" I whispered back and we sat down next to each other.

She looked different. Instead of her blue hair it was now pink. She was yet again wearing one of my shirts but she had her own jeans on and some converse. Her make-up was how it normally is but I honestly don't know why she wears so much. She's beautiful.

"You look different...I mean your hair" I said and she smiled.

"Well me and Michael went shopping and decided to dye each others hair" She laughed.

"Oh" Was all I said.

She knew I was jealous that she's spending time with other guys but then again Michael is my best friend.

"How are the kids?" I asked.

"Lively...Jayde has been sad but we're cheering her up and Amy is in the preteen years so I've started looking at high schools. Tyler is loved up but he thinks i'll embarrass him in front of his new girlfriend and the babies are growing up so fast" She said and I tried not to cry at how much i'm missing.

But after she told me that Alec is started mumbling things made me cry. I'm missing so much.

"Luke...Don't cry...Not in here" She whispered to me and nudge my arm.

I just sniffled and rubbed my eyes.

I heard some of the other guys in here laugh. Probably at me...Great.

"Do you mind? We've kinda going through a very hard time at home" She yelled at the men.

"Sorry" The both mumbled.

"I better go...Jayde is having a sleepover later at home and Amy is going to a friends house" She said after looking at her watch.

"I'll be out soon" I sighed then hugged her.

"And we're going to do more family things...The boys have delayed the tour by the way...They said they can't go on without you. So when you're better you can tour again" She said.

When we pulled away from our hug I kissed her straight away.

"I love you so much...Casady" I laughed.

"You're such a loser...But I love you" She laughed back then walked out.

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Cara's POV

Liz is becoming so helpful so she is having the babies overnight so they don't wake up because Jayde and her friend Abbie are being too loud. I'm thankful for having such an amazing person around me.

I laid out the three pizzas I just ordered on the table then called Jayde and her friend down. They instantly ran in and sat at the table.

The both took a few slices and began to chat with each other so I pulled my phone out to scroll through Instagram.

"So Jayde...Is it true your dad is in a band" Abbie asked her and I looked up. Jayde was taking her time to answer so she is still clearly annoyed with Luke.

"Yeah he is...He's at a friends tonight but you can meet him another time" I said and took a bite of pizza.

"I really like his band...I like the song if you don't know" She smiled.

"That song was written for my mum...My dad wrote it and dedicated it to her" Jayde said and I laughed a little at the memory.

I remember him singing it and watching me the whole time then I slapped him because he tried to kiss me. I mean c'mon you can break up with someone then expect them to run to you.

"Your really lucky" She said and ate more of her food.

"I am" I smiled looking at the lock screen on my phone. It was one of our wedding photos.

"Mum...Can I show her dads music room?" Jayde asked.

"Sure...Just don't break anything" I said and they both ran off after thanking me.

'To Shay x

Come to mine? Jayde is upstairs with her friend, Amy is out and the babies are at Luke's mums house....I also have lots of pizza ;)'

It didn't take him long to reply with a 'I'm on my way'.

I sighed deeply before cleaning the table up a little and putting the left over pizza away so it could be reheated tomorrow.

There was a knock at the door so I rushed to get it but it wasn't Shay.

"James?" I said shocked.

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a/n

THIS HOT GUY KEEPS SAYING HI TO ME AND SO DOES HIS HOT FRIENDS AND THEY HUG ME AND LSIFHSIGJSO{FJSPJFDAWJD

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tonight is the last update until Tuesday because im in london tomorrow then i'm away for the weekend but i'll be on snapchat :))

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idk why i brought james back tbh lmao

BUT ITS HIS BIRTHDAY TODAY SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES MCVEY LOVE YOU LOTS!!!

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