Torn in two (Luke Hemmings)

Chapter 26

Luke's POV

Weeks later and she's still not home. I'm away with the boys and the kids for work and god its hard. I don't understand how she dealt with it when she's alone. 

I had to give Amy 'the talk' and take her bra shopping. Its not exactly what I saw myself doing, despite having two daughters. I was hoping Cara would take her and take about girl things with her but instead i'm awkwardly searching for girl things. I mean what's the difference between a 36a and and 26c? What's the difference between pillowed tampons and thing tampons? Asking women around me when i'm buying these things for her is quite awkward but I manage...Kinda. They just laugh at me and pick a few things out.

Seeing twitter make up rumors about both of us cheating was the worst thing. The music stations and gossip websites are saying i'm going to go insane again which is lovely that people have trust in me.

I was currently watching people walk by a cafe I was sitting outside of. They all looked so happy and the couples looked so in love.

'That could be you and Cara but you fucked things up'

'She left because she hated you. And now you're alone with kids that hate you HA'

"I thought you finally left?" I whispered into my shoulder so no one saw I was 'talking to myself.

'We don't leave Luke but you should'

'The world is happier without you'

'Remember that time you overdosed? How about we refresh our memory'

'Luke go find her'

'She's probably got a new boyfriend'

"You're right...I am a screw up" I sighed and walked away from my seat.

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Michael's POV

With Luke now sad as ever and all sad because he doesn't know where she is. I know exactly where she is. I didn't tell him because I knew he'd freak and run down there which would probably result in them arguing.

I was planning a speech out in my head on how I can persuade her into coming home and whatever made her think of running away is completely wrong. If it's because of Luke's fake girlfriend then she should know the plan failed and we lost a lot of fans because of it. People said 'They don't want an idol that cheats on someone that has been through a lot with some slutty girl'.

I walked into the restaurant I first saw her in and ran over to her straight away. She was on break, clearly. She had her eyes locked onto her phone and she was drinking a bottle of coke.

"Cara" I coughed and she looked up with wide eyes.

"Michael" She stuttered.

"We need to talk" I sternly said and sat next to her.

"My break ends soon...I can't" She shook her head and started to get up but I pulled her back down.

"No! Stop with this running away bullshit! What are you so afraid to talk about?" I yelled and she seemed shocked.

"I'm not afraid of anything...I just fucked up" She said biting onto the silver stud on her lip.

"By doing? Cara, i'm your best friend...You can tell me anything" I sighed and held her hand.

"I'm a bad wife...I slept with his best friend when I was drunk...I can't stop thinking about how hurt he'd be...I should have just gone out or went to bed but I-" I stopped her.

"Calum? Oh we know...He told us...Luke was pissed at first but he loves you so he shrugged it off and said if Calum goes near you again then he'll kill him" I sighed "Well...He'll probably push him then give up" I added and she laughed.

I continued to comfort her by rubbing my thumb across her hand and looking at the tattoo's on her wrist that had Luke's name on with the birth dates of the kids on both wrists. 

"Amy needs you...She's started all them girl things...We're a bunch of guys we don't know what to do with a girl that is dealing with them things...Me and Luke to her bra shopping...It was a nightmare" I laughed and she did too "He loves you...And I know you love him but you're frightened...I don't know why but you are...But just know-" I was about to finish but some man came running in.

"There's a man on the roof! Someone call for help! The fire truck is on its way but we need ambulances! The police are here already! QUICK!" He yelled.

We both went running out to see my best friend looking down from a multistory car park. My heart was pumping just watching him.

"Luke!" Cara screamed and ran towards the building but got stopped by the police guarding the entrance.

Cara's POV

"Let me through! He's my husband! I need to talk to him!" I screamed but they wouldn't let me past.

"We have a few of our officers up there" The man said pushing me back.

"He's not going to talk to a bunch of strangers is he!? Let me through!" I screamed and eventually after numerous punches, I got through and ran all the way up.

I never run so I was pretty out of breath once I got to the top floor. But the sight of him frozen and looking down made my heart break but I had to stay strong if I was to help him.

"Luke..." I sighed and he took a quick glance round.

"You left us...I needed you and you left us" He cried.

"I know...I fucked up but i'm here" I sighed and walked closer slightly.

"Stop telling me to jump...Why are you calling me these things?" He whispered to himself.

"Are they back? The voices..." I trailed.

"They were...Then you left and they told me to do this" He cried.

"I'm back now...For good...I just needed to clear my head" I sighed. 

He began whispering more things to himself and I was slowly walking to grab his hand.

"Luke no!" I screamed and cried.

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A/N

sup guys

i know its been ages since an update but i've been going through depression these past few weeks and i had a lot on my plate but i'm back:)

uhm...i've been having a lot of exams recently.

PLS GIVE ME IDEAS FOR MORE CHAPTERS.

I wrote a new luke fanfic and its gonna get hot.

can u guys like give me money so i can go to america bc i want to go...thx

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