'Song- Is There Someone Who Can Watch You- The 1975'
Cara's POV
"If you loved me you'd let me fall!" He yelled at me as I continued to pull his long body frame back.
"And if you loved me and every single person down there you'd turn around!" I screamed back, not letting go of his wrist that I was pulling back.
He ignored me and just looked at his feet. His nose was scrunching, his fist balled his shirt and the tears he didn't want me to see spilled down his pale cheeks.
"We can get you someone to talk to..." I slowly said "It can be anyone...I don't want to lose you" I tried, myself not to cry.
"People tell me everyday that i'm worth nothing and i'm better off dead...Why can't you see that?" He snapped.
"Do you love your fans?" I asked.
"They're my world" He said with his eyes shut.
"And your band? You love the boys?" I said again.
"I love them...They're my brothers" His head was slowly.
"What about your children? Are they nothing to you anymore? You're just going to put them through more trauma and heartache?" I taunted.
"I love my children to death. I'm doing this for their benefit" He shook his head.
I looked side to side and there was police officers and paramedics around me, and the same on the road underneath us.
"So that just leaves me? You're leaving me? All the promises that we're going to be together until we're old, we're going to take cute photo's in the garden for Amy's prom. That we're going to travel the world as a family. What about all our late night chats? At 2 am we talk about anything that comes to mind, sometimes we even cry but that's our relationship. I find it hard to show love but when I do, I honestly try to paint it out in bright colors but you fail to see that. You think suicide will make our family happy? Our family isn't just me,you and the kids. Our family is, me,you,the kids,the boys and the fans. So no, you're not making just a few people sad, you're making the entire world sad. You're aware that there's teenage girls at home, most likely reading about this and crying. They're worried sick about you and they say I love you everyday. Millions of people care so don't you fucking give me the 'No one cares about me' card because Luke, everyone cares. Suicide, it doesn't stop the chances of things getting worse...It completely eliminates the chances of things ever getting better." I managed to say without any slip ups.
He didn't even say anything, he just stood still and looked down.
"Fine...Jump! Throw everything away! Watch your mum hurt, watch the boys having to break the news that they are no longer a band, watch as thousands of your fans will hurt physically and emotionally. Luke, you're not the only person jumping. You have everything and everyone." I said and let go of his hand "Jump then...Say goodbye to your family,the boys,the fans,the records you will sell in the future...And say goodbye to your band. Your dream...Jump then...Go" I crossed my arms and watched as his body slowly turned around to me.
"I'm sorry" He cried and ran into my arms.
I took a breath of relief and i'm sure everyone around the area did too. Of course I didn't want him to jump, but I know Luke and I know that reminding him of what he's throwing away is a way to get him to come round. I love that boy to pieces, of course I don't want him to die.
"I'm sorry about you and Calum" He mumbled.
"You're sorry? I should be the one apologizing Luke...You know what i'm like when I drunk" I laughed slightly.
"I remember when you spilled red wine all over the white carpet at our honeymoon vila...The owners were furious" He laughed a little, not breaking the hug we had.
"They were...We kinda just laughed and left...We'd never see them again and I doubt they want to see us again either" I laughed.
"I don't want to ever let go of you...Ever" I could feel his tears going down my neck but I forced mine back.
"You don't have to...But we need to get off this roof...We're kinda surrounded by police" I said and I felt a vibration tingle my neck which was his beautiful laugh.
"Nothing new" He said once he pulled away.
His eyes were puffy and red with tears filling them.
"You ready?" I said picking up his hand again.
"No but i'm with you...So I know everything is going to be okay" He sighed and we slowly walked down the stairs and ramps to the entrance.
His grip on me tightened when he saw all the police,news reporters,ambulances and even a few fans amongst lots of people with worried faces. The most important faces being our children who were shaking.
"Can we just go back home...I want to spend some time with you and you kinda need to have a talk with Amy" He awkwardly said and I laughed.
"Don't ever do something like that to me again" I whispered to him and kissed him.
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a/n
hi
ash here
srry its been ages
I DO HAVE AN EXPLANATION
1. Exams
2. Constant doctors appointments
3. Friends are poo'eds
4 . Crushes are dick heads
oh and I WOULD OF UPDATED SOONER BUT SOMEONE WHO I TRUSTED IN HELPING ME KEEP ALL MY IDEAS IN MIND AND GIVE OPINIONS STOLE ALL OF THE STORY LINES SO I HAVE TO THINK OF NEW ONES. AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT TO DO.
give me ideas???
thx
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STEP BY STEP GUIDE
1. Make sure you're alone in your house.
2. Lay down in your room.
3. Type in on youtube '5SOS moans'
4. Click play
5. Masturbate
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