Nakaw Na Pagsinta [COMPLETED]

NNP 16 - Regrets

Is love enough?

I currently some random article online. After what happen, I read and read every article that tacles about adolescents experience, which I am involved weeks ago. Obviously, I was the young lass among the two of us. He's not a teen anymore. He's more experience, that was my first.

Do you feel regret?

I asked that to myself. I tried to reflect, I question myself to be honest. I remember being not so productive for two days after we sex, should I tagged it as "made love". I love him, obviously and he confessed he likes me.

My body was in pain until after two days.

I wasn't sure if my family and Ciello noticed it. It was Evan who constantly bragged me if I'm okay or not. Namumula na lang ako kapag nagtatanong s'ya.

I didn't regret it, bata pa ako. But it gives me a womanly confident. I don't know, I feel loved and confident after that encounter. So, no regrets. Mahal ko s'ya, walang pagsisi kahit ilang beses kung tinanong ang sarili ko.

"Paige, what's yours?"

I heard Ciello's voice from the counter. Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng pag-iisip ng marinig ko ang boses n'ya. Nasa Jack Ridge's kami. Nagyayang kumain at mamasyal.

Jack's Ridge Resort and Restaurant is one of the famous destination within Davao City. It's located in Shrine Hills, Matina. Medyo mataas ang lugar at kita mo ang buong lungsod. It was a nice place to relax and breath. Over looking kasi s'ya, especially in the evening. Citylights.

Nasa isang Coffee Shop kami, which is located inside the place.

"Frappé and a slice of carrot cake, please." I replied to Ciello.

Tumango si Ciello at nag-order din ng pagkain for herself.

My foreheard wrinkled when I saw someone walking out for "Staff Only" wooden door. He's wearing a white polo and black slacks, with brown apron in front. May nakalagay na logo ng caffee ang apron na suot.

"You work, here?"

Bulaslas ko kaya nakuha ko attention ni Vash. He's about to go to the counter.

His face lighten up when he saw me. Imbis pumunta sa counter nakangiti itong pumunta sa'kin. He looks out of the place even though he's wearing the same uniform with the staff. But, kinda suit him.

"Isang "Hi" muna d'yan, Paige. Bago ko sagutin ang tanong mo." he said.

"Okay, Hi Vash. Anong ginagawa mo dito?" I said, rolling my eyes.

"Hey that's not your question earlier. Stick to the orginal one, Paige. Sasagutin ko muna 'yon." he chuckled. "Ang tagal n'yo naman. Morning shift dapat ako ngayon pero dahil hinintay ko kayo nakipagpalit ako ng panghapon na shift." reklamo n'ya.

"Okay, hindi na ako magtatanong. Malamang nagta-trabaho ka nga dito, you're wearing the uniform, obvious." I said. "So, ito na lang ang sagutin mo. Ahm, why are you working here?"

He looked at me. Pero hindi sumagot. Lumipad ang mga tingin kay Ciello na papalapit sa'min. My friend certainly knows that Vash's working here.

"Yow Vaiko Shane." tawag ni Ciello kay Vash, nag-apir pa silang dalawa. "Mag-resign ka na uy." tinampal pa nito ang balikat ni Vash bago umupo.

"Nah. I'm working here now for personal growth not for a specific person."

Malamang may alam talaga itong kaibigan, si Ciello.

"Tsk. Personal growth? Ano 'yon you like coffee na rin?" that was Ciello.

"I like making coffee you other people, but not for my taste buds." sagot naman ni Vash.